“Indlela ejwayeleke kakhulu abantu ababonakala benayo yiHyper-Arousal -> Flatline -> Natural Arousal, lapho isiphetho kungukukhangwa kwemvelo, okunempilo okushayela abesifazane ababengekho ekuqaleni. Manje kunokwehluka okumbalwa kulokhu, kepha siyakuhalalisela ukuphuma endaweni ephansi. ” (isixhumanisi)
Amavidiyo ochwepheshe bangempela indawo enhle ukuqala:
- Video by SGIYA ngoMASKANDI MEDIA I-FLATLINE: Konke Okudinga Ukwazi
- Video by SGIYA ngoMASKANDI MEDIA Ngabe umthondo wami uzobuneka futhi ukhubazeke unomphela? (i-nofap flatline).
Ufuna imininingwane eminingi? Futhi bona i-athikili mayelana nefulethi: "Ukubuyiswa Kwezithombe Zobulili Nezintambo Eziyimfihlakalo"
I- "flatline" isigaba esivamile sokululama emadodeni anokungasebenzi kahle okuhlobene ne-porn, ukubambezeleka kwe-ejaculation noma ukulutha okucacile kwe-porn. Sikubiza ngokuthi “ukubabaza.” Kungokwesikhashana, kepha kungaphazamisa kakhulu, ngoba kungenza ukuyeka izithombe zobulili ezingcolile kubonakale njenge imbangela wezinkinga zokuhlukunyezwa ngokobulili, esikhundleni sesisombululo. (Bheka Madoda, kungani usho kanje usabisa kakhulu?).
Kungani lokhu kwenzeka, akekho owaziyo ngokuqinisekile. Kubukeka kunengqondo ukuthi ubuchopho bakho buzenzele (buvuselele kabusha) uqobo ukuthi budinge izinga elithile, nohlobo, lokuvuselelwa ngokocansi. Lapho isuswa i-libido yakho yehla ngoba okulindelwe yimicabango yakho akuhlangatshezwana nayo, futhi umzimba wakho ubhalisa "ukudumala" kwayo ngokulahla i-dopamine yakho. Ngokwesayensi, lokhu kubizwa nge- “iphutha lokubikezela elibi. "
Mhlawumbe ukuyeka ukuhlala isikhathi eside kuholela ekunciphiseni kancane kwe-libido, ngisho nasezinsizweni ezinempilo (ukuguqulwa, lapho beqala ukuhlanganyela ocansi). Kodwa-ke, ubukhulu bezimpawu eziphambene nomzimba (izidakamizwa ezingenaphili, akukho libido, ukulahlekelwa ukuheha abantu bangempela) kubonisa ukusetshenziswa okungapheli kwezithombe zobulili njengomdlali oyinhloko ku-flatline.
Idatha ekhulayo ibhekisela ku-porn njengendlela engase ibe yimbangela yokucindezela i-libido yezocansi nabalingani: Izifundo ezixhumanisa ukusetshenziswa kwe-porn / ukuluthwa ukungasebenzi kahle kocansi, ukuvusa inkanuko ephansi kanye nokwaneliseka kocansi nobudlelwano.
Asazi ngocwaningo nge-flatline uqobo (okwamanje), kepha nakhu okuthole abasebenzisi be-porn bezibonile.
- Iminyaka eyi-10 edlule amadoda amadala (28-50) ane-PIED imigqa emifushane emisha kanye nokubuyiswa okusheshayo okusheshayo.
- Eminyakeni yokugcina ye-10 ubude be-flatline bukhulile, ngokuyinhloko kumadoda amasha awakhula esebenzisa i-porn ejubane le-intanethi. Manje, ngisho nabanye ku-30 yabo babika ama-flatline amakhulu.
- Ukujula kungabuyisa abafana abancane emuva. Kuyinto evamile kakhulu ukukhishwa kwe-ejaculation ukusetha emuva amadoda amadala.
- Amadoda amaningi kulezi zinkundla ayayeka futhi awalokothi abhekane nethonsi. Iningi labo akubona abasebenzisi be-porn abasindayo, noma bathi bebengewona umlutha.
Kungenzeka ukuthi i-flatline ihlobene nemicimbi ye-neurochemical eyenzeka ngesikhathi sokuhoxa ekuluthweni kocansi. Kuyaziwa ukuthi ngesikhathi sokuhoxa ekuluthweni yi-dopamine yehla ngisho nangaphezulu, namahormoni okuxineka anjengeCRF kanye norepinephrine rise. Le combo ingabulala i-libido.
Ngama-dopamine encane, okuqhubekayo kususwa kalula umjikelezo womvuzo ebuchosheni inikeza ukuvuselelwa okunganele kobuchopho izikhungo zokwakhiwa (hypothalamus). Ukugqugquzela okuncane kungabangela impucuko encane ehamba phansi komgogodla ukuze ufinyelele ipeni.
Yize yonke imilutha yabelana ngezinguquko ezifanayo eziyisisekelo zobuchopho, kuyacaca ukuthi ukusetshenziswa kwe-inthanethi kwe-porn kungathinta kabi izijikelezo zobuchopho ezilawula ezocansi, njengoba kufakazelwa yimibiko eminingi ukuthanda izinto zocansi, ukulahleka kwe-libido, nokuhlukunyezwa ngokocansi. I-hypothesis yami yilezi zakhiwo ezijulile zobuchopho ezithinta ukuziphatha ngokobulili wesilisa nokuhlelwa (i-hypothalamus) ziguqulwa umlutha we-porn omude.
Izindaba ezinhle ukuthi kuthanda dlula, futhi i-libido yakho izobuya. Ukululama kwawo wonke umuntu kuhlukile, noma kunjalo, futhi akusho ukuthi aqondile. Ngisho nangemva kokuba uqale ukubona izimpawu zokuphila, kuyinto ejwayelekile ukuzibona zilandelwa izigaba zokulala-libido ngaphambi kokuba ubuyele kokujwayelekile. Amadoda ambalwa anama-reboots amade ahlangabezana nokubuya kwe-libido amasonto ambalwa, kulandelwa amasonto ambalwa wokugcoba i-libido, noma eminye yale mijikelezo.
Izindaba ezimbi ukuthi lesi sigaba esingaqondakali "esisezingeni eliphansi" angadlulela amasonto ezinyangeni. Kodwa-ke, asazi muntu ozobhekana nezindaba zocansi ezihlobene nokusetshenziswa kocansi okunzima, ongazange aqede ekugcineni-uma nje egwema ukukhushulwa ngokocansi okukhulu (okungukuthi i-PMO futhi ukucabanga ngocansi) ngenkathi uvumela ubuchopho bakhe bubuyele ekuzweleni okuvamile. Ngokwesayensi ngemuva kwesimo sakho, futhi kungani kubalulekile ukugwema ukugqugquzela okukhulu, bukela lolu chungechunge lwevidiyo Ukukhubazeka kwe-Erectile ne-Porn.
Uma ufuna ukunciphisa usizi, nanka amanye amathiphu abanye abanconyayo:
Ungaguquguquki.
Labo abaphulukisa ngokushesha ("qala kabusha”), Ziyahambisana ekugwemeni izithombe ezingcolile zobulili ezingcolile (ukubheka izithombe ze-Facebook noma amavidiyo we-YouTube). Ngokuya ngesimo sakho ungakhetha ukunciphisa noma uqede okwesikhashana ukushaya indlwabu noma i-orgasm. Uma ukhetha ukuxuba ku-orgasm ngezikhathi ezithile nomlingani wakho, lokho kuhle, kepha amanye amadoda ane-PIED akuthola kubabeka emuva ekuqaleni kokuqalisa kabusha kwabo. Ekuqaleni, noma iyiphi i-orgasm noma ukuvusa inkanuko enamandla kungadala "enamandla"umphumela we-chaser, ”Futhi umphumela uba ukuzitika ngocansi okunganciphisi ukululama. Uma ungakwazi ukushaya indlwabu ngokususelwa ekuzizweni komzimba wedwa, ngaphandle kokukhuthazeka okukhulu, akunankinga kangako — ikakhulukazi emuva kwesikhathi.
Ukuhlela izithombe ezingcolile nge-orgasm kuyingozi kakhulu, ngoba i-1) i-porn iyimbangela ye-ED, futhi, i-2) amazinga we-dopamine aphakanyisiwe isikhathi eside, okungabangela ukungafuneki. Ukuhlela, nge-porn noma ngaphandle kwayo, kubi kakhulu kunokumane ukhiphe i-ejaculating bese uthuthela kweminye imisebenzi (bona - Kuthiwani uma ngigcoba (ekugcineni) noma ngibheka izithombe ezingcolile ngaphandle kwe-orgasm?). Omunye umuntu wabika ukuthi waxoshwa kanye kuphela ezinsukwini eziyishumi (ngoba wabona izinzuzo ngokugcina amandla akhe ezocansi). Noma kunjalo usabheka izithombe ze-intanethi nsuku zonke ... futhi zenziwe i-ED.
Ekugcineni, ungase uthande ukushaya indlwabu ngaphandle kwe-porn ukuze ubone ukuthi ngabe i-libido yakho ibamba yini. Izibonelo zabafana abenze lokhu kubonakale kamuva kuleli khasi.
Ungahloli nge-porn.
Uma i-libido yakho isetshenzisiwe, noma unezinye izimpawu, njengokuthi "i-penis engenakuphila," kulula ukwenza ukwesaba futhi ufuna ukuzihlola nge-porn ukuze ubone ukuthi ungakwazi yini ukuphoqa ukulungiswa. Lokhu kunciphisa ukuphumula kancane. Yiba nesibindi futhi ube nesineke. Hlalani ku "Okungaziwayo" uze umzimba wakho ukunike izimpawu ukuthi ubuchopho bakho nokuphendula ngokocansi babuyela ekujwayelekile.
Ukuphoqa noma "ukuhlola" inqubo yakho yokwakhiwa = into ebi kakhulu kabi ongayenza - izikhathi ezi-9 kwezingu-10 akukhona okulindelwe futhi kugcina kukucindezela. Ngisho ukuthi ukwethembeka ukukwenza kwakho hhayi nganoma yini ocansini kepha ukubheka ukwakheka kwakho, okusho ukuthi awucabangi ngempela ngezocansi, ingabe ipipi lakho kufanele libe nzima ukuqala? Lapho uqhubeka nokubhala phansi ukuthi lo logic unephutha kanjani ukuze "uzihlole", uzokuqonda kangcono ukuthi kusebenza injongo eyi-zero futhi imane ikubangele ukuthi ube phansi usuku lonke.
Ungadluli lapho umzuzu ufika.
Ungahle uthande ukukwenza kalula uma usuthathe isinqumo sokuphinda uqalise ukukhipha ejaculation ejwayelekile. Ama-ejaculations amaningana ngokulandelana athumele abafana emuva ku-flatline. Isincomo esingacacile, ngiyazi. Uma uklinywe kabuhlungu iqakala lakho, ingabe kunengqondo ukudlala amahora ayisithupha enkantolo egcwele ngosuku olulandelayo ngemuva kokuyeka ukusebenzisa izinduku? Intambo kuma-orgasms ephonsa abafana emuva ku-flatline - lapho nje bengicabanga ukuthi ngiphumile ehlathini…
Ungaziqhathanisi nabanye.
Kuyiqiniso ukuthi labo abaqala ukushaya indlwabu isikhathi eside ngaphambi kwe-intanethi ye-intanethi esheshayo, nalabo abaqala ukubuka ijubane eliphakeme nje nje bavame ukubuyiselwa izinkinga zokusebenza zocansi ezihlobene nezocansi okusheshayo.
Kodwa-ke, ubunzima benkinga buhlanganiswe nezinto ezingaphatheki kangako. Okokuqala, ubuchopho buhlukile ekuzweleni nasekuphenduleni kwabo ngokweqile kwe-dopamine (ukukhuthaza). Ingqondo yakho kungenzeka ukuthi yajwayela ngokushesha okukhulu, futhi ingadinga isikhathi esithe xaxa sokubuyela kubhalansi. Okwesibili, impendulo enenjabulo enezinombolo, okuyimbangela yenkinga yakho, akubonakali sengathi ihlobene ngqo namahora wokubuka ngokusho kocwaningo. Kuboshelwe “ekuhlangenwe nakho okukhulu.”
Lokhu kungenzeka ngokungafani kubantu. Lo mfana wayenenhlanhla futhi wabuyiselwa ngaphandle kwezimpawu eziningi:
Angikaze ngibe nezimpawu zokuhoxa. Kungenzeka ngibe namabhola aluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka imizuzu eyi-10 kanye. Ngaphandle kwaleyo mizuzu eyishumi, lutho. U-ED mubi njengoba uthola… usebenza njalo ukuhlala unzima, ungalujabuleli ucansi. Ndoda, ngiyajabula ukudlula kukho.
Omunye umfana:
Akuwona wonke umuntu one-flatline, futhi akuhlali kuqala ngasikhathi sinye. Iningi lenzeke ngemuva kwesonto, kepha abanye (nami ngokwami) bangaba nakho kamuva. Isikhathi eside ngangicabanga ukuthi ngeke ngibe nayo nhlobo, kepha ngigcine ngibe nesifushane cishe lonke leviki 7. Kungabuye kwehluke kakhulu ngokobude. Kunemibono eminingi yokuthi kungani umuntu ezwa i-flatline, kepha akukho okuqinisekile. Ngokwami, ngikholelwa ukuthi i-flatline yisigaba soguquko njengoba uqala ukuyeka izithombe ezingcolile bese uyeka ukucabanga ngakho nhlobo. Ngoba awukhuthazelwa izinkomba zomhlaba wangempela okwamanje, i-libido yehla njengoba kungewona umhlaba wangempela noma imicabango ye-porn evusa ubuchopho bakho. (Ngiqaphele ngempela ukuhlangana okuqinile phakathi kokuqala kwe-flatline yami nokunyamalala kwanoma iziphi izifiso ezihlobene nocansi.)
Zama izingcindezi ezizuzisayo ukuze "ukhahlele phansi" ukubuyela ekuzweleni okujwayelekile kubumnandi.
Ukucindezeleka okunenzuzo kubandakanya ukushisa okubandayo, ukuzivocavoca nokuzila ukudla. Ukuze uthole ingxoxo yesayensi yokuthi kungani lezi zinkinga ezicindezelayo zingathuthukisa imizwelo futhi zandise ukuzwela ekujabuliseni nasekwaneliseni, vakashela www.GettingStronger.org.
Uma ukutakula noma i-flatline yakho ithatha isikhathi eside bheka - Iqale kwi-inthanethi ye-porn nokuqabuleka kwami kusuka ku-ED-okubangelwa i-porn kuthatha isikhathi eside kakhulu
Uma udinga ukuhleka: Isikhathi Engangiyiphinda kabili i-IQ yami (umdali kaDilbert)
Izindaba ze-flatline (sibonile eziningi ezingalingani)
Ngise-flatline. Ngikude kakhulu ne-flatline ukuthi ukushaya indlwabu akujabulisi neze. Ukucabanga ngezithombe zobulili ezingcolile kubonakala kuwuvila, futhi izithombe zibonakala kunzima ukuzifinyelela ngokwengqondo. Zibonakala zincane futhi zingathandeki.
Futhi uma ngikhuluma iqiniso, ngikulungele konke lokho. Akuwona umuzwa omuhle, kepha bekungenakugwemeka kakhulu. Ngokokuqala ngqa okwesikhashana, ngibona lezi zinto ukude, ukuthi bekuyini ngempela. Ubumnandi bebungobesikhashana futhi buyize. Ngokuya ngokuya ngikwazi ukubheka izinto ebengizithanda kusuka kumbono ocishe ube mtholampilo.
Kuyaqondakala ukuthi ngilahlekelwe idrayivu yezocansi, ngoba bekungeyona eyezocansi: bekungukushayela kokubukwa kocansi. Ukushayela ngocansi kuhilela ukucabanga, ne-porn, noma ngabe kunjani, noma ngabe i-hardcore noma i-softcore noma i-Hentai noma yini, okuphambene nalokho. Kunjengokuthi ngikhohliwe ukuthi ngingaqagela kanjani ngabesifazane bangempela, futhi ukungabi bikho kocansi kuyenza kucace lokho.
Kuhle futhi ukuthi angikujabuleli ukushaya indlwabu manje, ngoba ngikwazi ukusebenzisa lo mphumela we-flatline ukwakha umkhuba omuhle we-NoFap, into ebengifuna ukuyenza izinyanga, kepha ngiqhubeke nokuhluleka. Kwaphela isonto, ngiphumelele eNoFap njalo ngosuku. Akuyona impumelelo enkulu, kepha yinto engingakwazanga ukuyenza kuze kube manje. Ngicabanga ukuthi ukungashayi indlwabu ngalezo zinsuku kuluhlobo lokusheshisa i-flatline yami.
Ukuqalisa kabusha inqubo ende. Ungapheli amandla.
Izinyanga ezingaba ngu-5 zingaphakathi, imicabango yami ngokucabangela
Umuntu engikanye naye uNoFapper wangithumela imiyalezo engibuza ngokuhlangenwe nakho kwami ngokuthopha, ngoba ubhekene nakho njengamanje futhi uyakuzonda. Ngibone ukuthi ngizobhala impendulo yami lapha uma kwenzeka abanye bekuthola kuyasiza:
I-flatlining empeleni ibe yingu-godsend kimi.
Bekungaba nzima kakhulu ukuyenza ibe yizinsuku ze-147 ukube bekungekhona okwami ukugudla ingxenye enkulu yayo ngenxa ye-flatline. Ngangicwebezela cishe phakathi kwesigamu kuya kwezintathu kwezintathu zomugqa wami wamanje. Kufana nomngane wakho omkhulu kulo mdlalo.
Empeleni kungitshela ukuthi ngenza okuthile ngokulungile. Ngokokuqala ngqa selokhu ngaqala ukushaya indlwabu, ngizizwa sengathi ngiphezu kokuvusa kwami ucansi ezimeni ezingezona ezocansi! Ukuqhekeza nje kusho ukuthi awuzizwa uvulelwe ngaphandle kwesizathu sikaNkulunkulu (okwenzeka kuphela ngoba ngaphandle kweNoFap uyabona ukuthi ukukhululwa ngokobulili kuyimivimbo embalwa kude nganoma yisiphi isikhathi).
Ngibe kulayini oyisicaba izinyanga manje futhi yingakho angikhathali
nalu uhlu lwama-flatline amade ukukunika ithemba!
We bafowethu. Ngami nabanye abaningi, i-flatline esesabekayo kanye nemiphumela emibi (amandla aphansi, i-anhedonia, ukuleleka, njll) yingxenye evelele kakhulu yokuqala kabusha. Ngezinye izikhathi sikhathazeka ngokuthi sisesimweni esihlala njalo sokuphulwa. Ngiye ngakhela uhlu lwama-akhawundi amahle adidekile engiwatholile r / nofap, ybop, i-yourbrainrebalanced, ne-rebootnation. Lolu hlu aluwona olunzulu, kodwa ngethemba lokuthi linikeza ithemba nesibindi sokuqhubeka ngaphandle kokuphindaphinda futhi ngaphandle kokulahlekelwa ukholo kwinqubo yokuqalisa. Ngenkathi "izinsuku ezingu-90" ziphonswa kakhulu, abantu abaningi bahlala phakathi kwezinyanga ezingu-2 neminyaka ye-2!
Nazi ama-akhawunti amaningana aphansi, kusukela ezinyangeni ezingu-2 kuya ku-2 iminyaka, ngokulandelana. Ngizame ukumisa futhi ngizinamathisele, ezimweni ezimbalwa kwakudingeka ngiphinde ngifake imisho ndawonye ukuze wenze i-akhawunti ibe nengqondo ngaphandle komongo wesihloko sonke sokuqala esitholakala kuyo. Umbhalo phakathi kwabakwa-parenthesis ngizifake ngokwami, ukuze ngicacise.
Lapha kukhona:
-I-MONKEY YE -2-
Ngeshwa, emva kwamasonto amabili / amathathu kuphela ocansini ngiye ngadabuka ngendlela ephawulekayo ibe yi-flatline. I-flatline iphelile ubuhlobo futhi ngahlala kuwo ngamaviki angu-7 (~ izinyanga ezingu-2), kuze kube ngesonto eledlule lika-Agasti 2013, kungekho libido, ukucindezeleka, ukungaqiniseki ...
Ngishaya i-3 flatline ngaphambi kokuthola unomphela. I-flatline yokuqala yayivela ezinsukwini ze-0-28, eyesibili yayivela ezinsukwini ezingu-31-38, okwesithathu yayivela ezinsukwini ze-47-52 (okungenani iviki le-7: ~ ~ 2 izinyanga)
Nganginendawo eyodwa kuphela, kodwa ende ende, izinsuku ezingaphezu kwezingu-50 (~ ~ 2 months). Ngakho-ke ungakhathazeki, ekugcineni kuzoba ngcono.
I-flatline yami yayinezinsuku ze-50 (~ izinyanga ezingu-2)
ngosuku 75 kuze kube namuhla: ama-erections amakhulu kanzima ngemuva kwe-flatline ende ende yezinsuku ezingama-50 (~ izinyanga ezi-2) (ngacishe ngayeka futhi ngacabanga ukuthi angisoze ngiphinde ngithole i-libido yami kepha ngizoqhuma!)
Ngangenza izinsuku ezingu-105 zokuqalisa ngaphandle kokubuyela emuva. Ezinyangeni ezimbili zokuqala ngathola umthamo wezintambo
Ngicabanga ukuthi kuphephile ukuthi i-libido yami ibuyele emuva, kodwa kwakunamaviki ayisishiyagalombili (izinyanga ezingu-2 ezingekho zobulili ezingcolile, ukushaya indlwabu noma i-erotica, kanye nefantasy encane.
Ngangiqala ukuzulazula usuku lonke i-7 ... .qedile kuze kufike ngosuku lwe-80 (izinyanga ze-2.5)
Izinsuku ze-70 ze-flatline! (Izinyanga ze-2.5) Kwakungekho lutho olwenzeka ngaphansi kwebhande lami, uD wami wayefile ngokuphelele!
Ngangiqala ukuzulazula usuku lonke i-7 ... .qedile kuze kufike ngosuku lwe-80 (izinyanga ze-2.5)
Izinsuku ze-70 ze-flatline! (Izinyanga ze-2.5) Kwakungekho lutho olwenzeka ngaphansi kwebhande lami, uD wami wayefile ngokuphelele!
ngemuva kweviki le-7 (~ ~ izinyanga ezingu-2), ubulili obukhulu ezinsukwini zokugcina ze-5
-I-MONKEY YE -3-
yayinezintambo zezinyanga ezingu-3 futhi ngaqala ukuphumula kancane kancane ngamaviki angu-2 edlule
Ngigxile ngezinsuku ze-100 (ngaphezu kwezinyanga ze-3)
Ngokulandelayo ngashintshana ngezinsuku ezingama-86- akukho ama-orgasms / ukuqalwa kabusha okuhlanzekile.
Ngaqala ukugcoba ngosuku 90 futhi kwahamba njengezinsuku ezingu-100 (izinyanga ze-3). Wayenamahloni amahle.
Ngokuqondene nesigcawu, ngangineminyaka "ngifile" futhi "ngingenasici" kusukela ngosuku 1 kuze kube yi-125 okungenani! (Izinyanga ze-3.5)
-I-MONKEY YE -4-
Ngisanda kuqeda izinsuku ezingu-120 zemodi enzima (izinyanga ze-4) ... .Umsakazo wami wesondo usanda kubuya nge-vengance.
ngezinsuku zokuqala ze-100 + angizange ngizizwe nginamandla futhi nganginama-flatline. Kusukela ngosuku lwe-120 (izinyanga ezingu-4), ngizizwe nginomusa. Nginamandla amaningi, ukushayela nokuzimisela.
Nginomugqa wendlala kakhulu isikhathi sonke kuze kube yizinsuku ze-120 (izinyanga ze-4)
(emva kwezinsuku ezingu-130 = izinyanga ezingu-4): i-libido emangalisayo. Awukho inkungu yobuchopho. Imizwelo engingazi ukuthi nginayo.
-I-MONKEY YE -5-
Ngifika cishe ngenyanga ye-5 mark yemodi eqinile ... (iningi layo e-flatline kodwa eqala ukuphuma)
[flatline] yayinezinyanga ze-4 noma ze-5. Ngingeke ngitshele ukuthi yinto eyodwa yezintambo kodwa izimbalwa ezimbalwa.
Kuphela nje nginomuzwa wokuthi i-libido ehloniphekile ebuyela ... .Lokhu kuyinyanga e-5 eholayo noma kunjalo
[I flatline] okungenani izinsuku ze-120. kungenzeka ukuthi yayiningi kakhulu ne-150 (izinyanga ezingu-5), kodwa ayikwazi ukuyikhumbula.
-I-MONKEY YE -6-
Nginomkhulu. fucking. flatline. Ngikhuluma izinyanga ze-6 + ze-no drive.
Kungithathe cishe izinyanga ze-6 ukwedlula i-flatline yami. Ngangisesikebheni esifanayo (iminyaka eyi-12 + yokuqhubeka ngiya ocansini). Hlala uqine, futhi ungapheli amandla !! I-porn ayisoze yakuphulukisa job Umsebenzi omuhle !!!
-I-MONKEY YE -7-
Ngifinyelele esiteji sokuthi ngizizwa sengathi i-libido yami yemvelo isiphelelwe yisikhathi futhi angisakwazi ukuhamba ngezintaba nezinkomo. Lokhu kuthathe indawo ethile phakathi kwe-6 noma izinyanga ze-7.
Ngenyanga ye-7th i-libido yami ekugcineni yabuya
-I-MONKEY YE -8-
Ngaqala izinyanga ze-8 ezedlule, futhi manje nje ngisekho etafuleni lami. Isihluthulelo kwakuwukuqeda zonke izithombe ezivuselelayo.
Isikhathi ngasinye [ngemuva kwe-orgasm] ngizovuka ngizizwe nginjengesihogo somuntu. hhayi nje flatline kodwa egcwele ukucindezeleka. Ama-orgasms awasangenza ngizizwe nginjenge-shit. Lokhu kwakungemva kokuhamba ngenyanga ye-7 noma i-8 nge-zero PMO.
-I-MONKEY YE -9-
Ngangikhona futhi ngiphuma ku-flatline kuze kube yizinyanga ze-9 (Gabe)
Nginezintambo zezinyanga ze-9. Ayikwazi ukugxila noma ukugxila ezintweni, ubuchopho bukhuni, zero libido, akukho isisusa noma imizwelo.
-I-MONKEY YE -12-
Sawubona umuntu, nginezimpawu ezingapheli zonyaka ukuze ngikwazi ukuxoxa.
-I-MONKEY YE -19-
Ngineminyaka engu-26 ubudala, izinyanga ezingu-19 zingena ku-PMO kabusha (~ iminyaka engu-1.5) futhi ngisanda kuqala ukuzizwa ngisebenza emphakathini futhi. Ngangine-zero libido, okuningi kunzima kakhulu izimpawu zengqondo nokungabi namandla okuba nzima
-I-MONKEY YE -22-
Izinyanga 2-24: FLATLINE. (~ 2 YEMINYAKA) Akukho libido. Akunasifiso sokuya ocansini futhi awunasifiso sokushaya indlwabu. Zizwa isexual. (Qaphela: umsebenzisi ukwenze kwacaca ukuthi ubengenazimo zokwelashwa noma zezifo zengqondo)
(Uthi ukuxhumana naye waphulukisa isicaba sakhe)
Ngakho-ke angikakukholwa okwenzekile namuhla. Ngibe sendaweni ebucayi kakhulu emasontweni edlule. Namuhla nginqume ukugibela ibhasi ngiye enkabeni yedolobha ukuzulazula futhi ngibe nabantu abangizungezile… ..
Xhumanisa - Noma kunjalo akakholelwa ukuthi kwenzekani namuhla. I-NoFap FTW!
I-Flatline Eyesabekayo iyafika idlule. Izinsuku ezimbalwa ezedlule ngivuke ngomsindo onzima… into engingakaze ngiyizwe isikhathi eside kakhulu. I-flatline yangishaya ngempela phakathi nosuku lwe-3, futhi kwakuyisibonakaliso esijwayelekile sokuzizwa sengathi udick / amabhola akho anciphise waba isikhumba esingenampilo. Manje isitho sami sangasese sibonakala sijwayelekile. Njengalo mzuzu, udokotela wami ubukeka sengathi udokotela kufanele azizwe enjani, uma lokho kunengqondo. Izinsuku ze-12 phansi, ngosuku 13 .. Umbiko wami kuze kube manje
Kukhona imijikelezo emibili ye-2-yeviki, ngamaviki e-2 ngizobe ngibhonsa nsuku zonke nezifiso eziqinile zocansi, bese kuthi amanye amaviki angu-2 ayikho (flatline?). Sengizethemba kakhulu, ngithembekile, ngiyazethemba futhi nginobungane. Ngiqala ukwenza okuningi.
I-flatline yami yezinsuku ze-100 ivele iphelile engcwele
Ngicishe ngakhanda umuntu engisebenza naye oneminyaka engama-48 emsebenzini namuhla angihlekisi ngisho nokuhlekisa - bengimgona futhi ngikhulisa isibabuli esikhulu kunazo zonke futhi wenqaba ukungidedela futhi uzoqhubeka angithinte futhi angiqabule, ngacishe ngamkhumula izingubo ngimbambe kahle edeskini noma ngingakhangi kuye. Yini le fuck.
UNkulunkulu unesihe emphefumulweni wami, akumangazi ukuthi ngicabanga ukuthi lolu hambo lwaluhle kakhulu, ngase ngikhohliwe ukuthi kuthini ngempela ukuthi kunomphumela wokuba ne-libido, nesihogo se-libido libido.
Izinsuku ze-70 ze-flatline! Kwakungekho lutho okwenzeka ngaphansi kwebhande lami, uD wami wayefile ngokuphelele!
Yilokho okwangenza ngashaya indlwabu kakhulu kwasekuqaleni. Ngangihlala ekhompyutheni yami noma ngenza umsebenzi othile ngokuzumayo, ngaphandle kokuluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka, ngizozwa ukuthi kuvela lo muzwa omkhulu ongiphoqelele ekufuneni i-orgasm. Bengingacabangi nokuthi yini ezocansi ngaphambi kwalowo mzuzu! Ngakho-ke ngivele ngishaye indlwabu, ngivele ngizinwaye. Kepha kulezi zinyanga zokugcina ze-5, ngezikhathi zokugcoba, kwesinye isikhathi bekuzodlula izinsuku ezimbalwa futhi bekungaze kufike kimi ukuthi ngikudlubhe, futhi kufanele ngoba ngalezo zikhathi bengingekho eduze kowesifazane okhangayo noma isimo socansi.
Kepha ungakhathazeki, awulahlekelwanga noma iyiphi ye-libido noma i-mojo yakho.
Nansi ingxenye engcono kakhulu: Uma ngisesimweni socansi noma nowesifazane, noma ngokwesimo esithile lapho ngivumela ingqondo yami izule endaweni yamaphupho ezocansi (hhayi umqondo omuhle, yenza izinto zibe nzima kuwe), ukuvuka kwami kuzizwa kanjalo icebe kakhulu futhi ijule, ulwazi olugcwele, futhi luthande kakhulu. Uzwa okuhle kakhulu. Thembela nje ukuthi uma unentombazane, ukwakhiwa kwakho kuzoba lapho, ku-cue, kube nomdlandla kunanini ngaphambili futhi kube nzima kunanini ngaphambili. Eqinisweni, ngiphendukela kulezi zinsuku ukuthi ukugaya umuntu wesifazane nje kwanele ukungenza ngibe cum. Yebo, ngigxile ebhulukweni lami ngentombazane engaphezu kweyodwa ngesikhathi seNoFap 🙂
Uma ukhathazekile ngokulahlekelwa amandla nesifiso sokuphuma uhlangane nabesifazane ngoba awunamahloni manje, akusho lutho olungenziwa nge-flatline yakho nokuningi okuphathelene nendlela ophila ngayo. Ngiphakamisa ukuthi usebenzise ezinye izinto ukuqala uphondo lwakho.
Okubaluleke kakhulu ukuqala ukuzibeka phambi kwabesifazane. Phuma uye emicimbini yokuzijabulisa, noma kuma-nightclub, noma uhlangane nabangane babangani, noma ujoyine amakilasi nezifundo ezengeziwe zakusihlwa. Noma ngabe awusazizwa u-horny ', ngibheja ukuthi uma usuqale ukuhlangana nabesifazane ngokwengeziwe, umzimba wakho uzoqala ukukhahlela phezulu futhi uphondo luzoqala ukubuya njengoba umzimba wakho uphendula abesifazane abakuzungezile . Qala ukukhuluma nabo, ubaklolodele, uhleke nabo, ubadlalise, futhi umzimba wakho uzokuvuza ngesifiso esihle semvelo sokufaka udokotela wakho kubo.
Ngibona ukuthi anginamahloni kakhulu lapho ngingahlangani nabesifazane empilweni yami yansuku zonke, ngoba manje ngaphandle kwesithembiso sokukhululwa ngokocansi ezandleni zami futhi kungekho besifazane abangizungezile, yini enye ingqondo yami ukuyenza ngaphandle kokuvala ukuvuswa kwayo? Kufana nokuthi uma ungadli isikhashana, okokuqala ulambe ngempela bese uyeka ukulamba. Umzimba wakho uvumelana nezimo. Beka isidlo sakusihlwa esihle phambi kwakho futhi ngokuzumayo leyo ndlala ibuye ngqo.
Uma ubabaza, beka abesifazane bangempela bempilo, abesifazane abathandanayo, phambi kwakho bese ungitshela ukuthi awulizwa i-horniness.
Futhi okuningi njengoba kuthiwe kule subreddit, sebenzisa umzimba wakho!
Phakamisa izinsimbi, noma i-cardio ingcono kunalutho. Futhi cabanga ngokuzivocavoca kwe-kegel. Zonke lezi zinto zenza ukuthi i-mojo yakho ihambe, angazi ukuthi kungani noma kanjani, engikwaziyo ukuthi bayasebenza. Kwakunezikhathi lapho ngangihlala ekhaya ngingenzi lutho, futhi ngisole i-NoFap kuphela nge-flatline yami. Manje njengoba ngisebenza kanzima emzimbeni wami, ngithola ukuthi i-flatline iyancipha (okwenza i-NoFap ibe nzima kimi). Manje lapho ngibona amantombazane akhangayo emgwaqeni, ngithola lowo muzwa kagesi ubhuza emzimbeni wami futhi.
Ake sithi ukuthamba nje bekufanele kwenzeke ngemijikelezo, bese ngicwilisa futhi ngiphume ezigabeni ezishelelayo inqobo nje uma ngingeyona i-NoFap, angisoze ngakusebenzisa njengesizathu sokuyeka i-NoFap… ngijabulela umuzwa wokuzikhuza kakhulu.
Kubantu abacabangela ukushaya indlwabu kanye ngesonto noma kunjalo ukuze basuse flatline, bona ukuthi kunzima kangakanani ngempela.
Ngicabanga ukuthi abantu abashaya indlwabu kanye ngesonto banesiyalo esingaphezu kwami, noma ngabe ngisezinyangeni ezi-5. Ngoba labo bantu abasoze bafika esigabeni se-flatline, futhi bazohlala besesigabeni 'somphumela wokuchitha' njalo Ngingathanda kakhulu ukwenza impilo yami ngokulwa njalo nesifiso sokushaya indlwabu. Ngingathanda ukuthi ngibe sesigabeni sokuqala 'se-flatline' (ngiyibeka kuzingcaphuno manje ngamabomu), kepha lapho njalo lapho ngisesimweni sokuthambekela ngokocansi impendulo yami yezocansi ihlala ikhona futhi inamandla kakhulu kunalokho kube yi-pre-NoFap. Le mibono yokushaya indlwabu kanye ngesonto kwakuyinto ebenginayo nami, ngase ngibona ukuthi lokhu bekungukuhlenga nje okubangelwa izinto ze-2: uphondo nokuzibulala.
Ungavumeli i-horniness yakho ikudlise ngaphansi kwesisekelo sokuqeda i-flatline ukukusiza uhlangane nabesifazane abaningi, lokho uzama ukuzilimaza.
Uma uzitshele ukuthi uzokwenza i-NoFap, vele ukwenze, ubhebhethekise noma cha.
Bengifuna ukungezela noma ikuphi ukukhathazeka nge-flatlining. Ngagcina ukungishaya indlwabu ngo-Okthoba 25 2012. Ngemuva kwalokho ngangingenalo neze i-libido lezinyanga eziyi-18+. Bengifuna ukwazi ukuthi kungani, futhi lokhu kwakungaphambi kokuba ngithole ifulethi. Kodwa-ke, kwakuyinto enhle kakhulu kimi! Iminyaka engama-35 ngangisemgodini wokuluthwa umlutha wobulili owadala izinhlekelele eziningi empilweni yami. I-flatline yangivumela ukuba ngikhohlwe ubulili (ngangihlukanisile ngasikhathi sinye) futhi ngigxila ekutholeni impilo yami ngokuhlelekile. Ucezu oluphambili lwalesi kwakuwukupholisa amanxeba angaphansi ayengibangela ukuba ngisebenzise umlutha wobulili njengomuthi.
Manje ngine-libido enhle kakhulu, ngineminyaka engu-52yrs ubudala, ngiba nzima kakhulu ebuthongweni bami futhi ngithanda ukuvuka ngokhuni olungabulala! Lol ngibheke phambili ngelinye ilanga ukubuyisana nomkami futhi ngikwazi ukuba nohlobo lothando lwezocansi sobabili esiluphuphayo kodwa singakaze sibe nalo.
Izinto zibonakala zingaphezulu .. OKUNGENYE !!
Njengoba kushiwo ngenhla, izinto zingokoqobo. Kucace bha! Kuyahlanya. Lapho nje ngiqala i-NOFAP ngishaya i-flatline enkulu. Ngikhuluma ngokukhathazeka, ukucindezeleka, ukukhathazeka, ukukhathazeka. Ayikho idrayivu yokwenza noma yini. Umculo namavidiyo wevidiyo kwakungemnandi neze futhi imicabango engemihle yaxinwa ngo-24/7. Kwaba ngcono njengoba isikhathi siqhubeka. Ngisemini wama-46, ngivele ngakha i-akhawunti engizokutshela ngayo abafana .. IMPILO INGCONO.
Mhlawumbe ubuza iphuzu le-NOfap, ngisho ukuthi sonke siyazi, kulula ukuvele uyeke kwesokudla? Kepha cha, cindezela amaphuzu anzima. Kuba ngcono. Ezinsukwini ezimbalwa ezedlule bengizizwa ngincono kakhulu. I-sex drive ibuyile, isasasa nenjabulo yempilo isibuyile, sengizizwa sengathi ngenza njengomfana osemusha. Impilo iyesabeka nje.
Vumela ubuchopho bakho ukuthi bucingo kabusha ku-REAL stimulus. Ukuhlala nabangani, ukuzivocavoca umzimba, ukuhamba izintaba, izinto zemvelo esenziwe ukuba Sizijabulele manje kuyajabulisa. Qala ngokudla okunempilo, imvula ebandayo nokuqinisa izinsimbi. Ungakhohlwa ukuzindla. Izinto ziyathuthuka, ngiyathembisa.
Usayizi wami we-flaccid wehle kakhulu. Kusukela ngosuku lwesibili noma lwesithathu selokhu ngiqale lokhu (ngi Izinsuku ze-30 + manje), Angikaze ngibe nempendulo yasekuseni. Angazi noma ngabe i-endocrine noma iqhutshwa ngokwemizwa.
(Ubudala 24) Amaviki alandelayo we-6 - I-FLATLINE lokhu bekukubi kakhulu. Kuzwakale sengathi othile "udonse ipulagi." Indoda yami encane yazizwa ingenampilo futhi ifile kwakwesabisa! Ngiqhubeke ngifunda okuthunyelwe mayelana ne-flatline ukuze ngihlale ngikhuthazwa ukuthi ngizophuma kukho. Futhi ngenzile! Ngibe nephupho lami lokuqala elimanzi eminyakeni futhi kwakumangalisa. Ngabe sengizizwa ngibuyele kokujwayelekile. Ngakho-ke ngicela ungavumi. I-flatline izophela. https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/rebooting-accounts/rebooting-accounts-page-1/age-24-90-days-life-is-much-improved/
I-flatline uhlobo olwesabekayo. Uzamile nokuyizungezisa kancane kepha, cha, akunampilo. Kungenzeka futhi ukuba ne-gherkin ilenga phansi lapho isonto lonke. https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/rebooting-accounts/rebooting-accounts-page-2/age-22-my-clarity-of-thought-has-improved-tenfold-lots-of-energy-i-have- imizwelo yangempela /
Ngemuva kwezinsuku ezimbalwa zobuchopho zidumaza (izifiso), zithatha amasonto ambalwa. Ngokuyinhloko ngangizizwa ngingenandaba neze amantombazane, ubulili, konke. Kukhona izwi elincane eligijimayo elivela ku-PMO ngesilwane esangizibophezela emuva kwengqondo yami, kodwa ikakhulukazi, angizange ngikukhathalele. Futhi ipenis yami yayingenampilo futhi encane. Kwakunjengeyomuntu nje owadonsa ipulaki kunoma imuphi imishini inikeza ukushayela kwami kobulili. Ayikho i-libido nhlobo.
I ihlelwe ngamasonto e-3. Ipenisi yami yayifile ngokuphelele futhi ingenamsebenzi, kepha manje inkulu futhi iqinile.
Usuku 6 - Ngokuqondene nokubhekwa okuluhlaza, okubonakalayo okuphathelene nepipi lami; selokhu kuqale i-streak yami, angikaze ngibe ne-erection eyodwa ephelele, anginazinkuni zasekuseni, futhi ibukeka incane (njengalapho kubanda noma uphuma eshawa).
Ngicabanga ukuthi sengidlule cishe emaceleni amathathu okwamanje. Ukuzichaza kulula. Kuwumuzwa onamafu, ocindezelayo isikhathi esiningi, onepipi elincane kakhulu. Ngingathi kuzwakala njengokuhlala ebumnyameni isikhathi eside. Ngayinye ihlale cishe isonto nohhafu ngezikhathi ezimbalwa zokuthula phakathi. Ngiyethemba impela ukuthi bekungokokugcina kwami lokhu. Ama-erections ami abuyele ku-85-90%.
Ine bekuyimasonto e-2 kusukela ngisebenzisa i-porn noma i-orgasmed. Ngangivele ngilale nentombi yami, futhi ngangingazizwa ngivuliwe kakhulu. Ukwakhiwa kwe-Lackluster kanye ne-ejaculation yokuqala. Ngangivame ukuba yidwala kanzima amahora ambalwa eminyakeni edlule! Ngabe lokhu kuzoba ngcono? Ngikhathazekile. [Ezinsukwini ezimbalwa kamuva] Kusizile ngempela ukucacisa ukuthi zivame kangakanani lezi zimpawu! Ngibona izimpawu ezinhle: izinkuni zasekuseni kabili nokwakhiwa okuphakathi nobusuku izolo ebusuku, zombili ezazizizwa zigcwele ngamaphesenti angama-70-80! Kuhle ukubona lezi zinguquko zomzimba kusenesikhathi.
Nami ngidlulile esigabeni somthondo ofile, ebesisihle impela. Umthondo wami uzizwa ugcwele ngaso sonke isikhathi. Ngiqala ukuzizwa ngikhuthazekile futhi ngithola kanzima ngaphandle kokuthinta, futhi ngicabanga ngentombi yami kuphela. Zonke izimpawu ezinhle; Ngisendleleni yezitini ephuzi!
Lapho ufika ku-flatline, awunamandla, uba ngamavila amaningi, i-dick efile, akukho-libido njll.
Lokho kuyisisekelo, yonke into iba mpunga isikhashana, awunaso isisusa, akukho lutho, kufana nombono womhubhe.
Izinsuku ziyahamba .. Usudlule ezikhathini ezinzima nezimbi .. Ekugcineni ngemuva kokulwa isikhathi eside, ukwazile ukulwa nokwenyuka kwakho, uqhubeka nokuba ngcono.
UZOHAMBA nezinguquko eziningi ngesikhathi se-flatline ne-NoFap ngokujwayelekile, umhlaba wakho uqobo uyashintsha (ube ngcono), ubuntu bakho buyashintsha, iphunga lakho liyashintsha, umzimba wakho uyashintsha, kuyinto eshintsha impilo!
Lapho i-flatline iphela, kuzwakala kungumlingo, sengathi uvule amehlo akho futhi konke okubonayo konke kuhamba kahle, kuzwakala kangcono, umhlaba muhle, uzizwa umuhle.
Kuhlukile kuwo wonke umuntu ngokweqiniso, kepha okumele ukwenze nje ukuzitholela wena.
Uzozizwa unesicanucanu, uzophathwa yikhanda, kepha konke kuvamile, ungavumeli i-PMO ikuthole, uthando umuzwa omuhle ungikholwe, futhi i-PMO iyisusa kuwo wonke umuntu, ikholwe noma cha.
Hlala ukhuthele, ube nempilo futhi ube nethemba, UNGAVUKI UKUZE UZOBANGELA, UZOBANGELA INDAWO YOKUKHANYA NGOLunye usuku!
UKUHLELA: Kulungile ukuzizwa ungaphezu kwemizwa, uthukuthele noma mhlawumbe unodlame, konke kuyingxenye yenqubo yakho .. Ungapheli amandla, kukhona ukukhanya ekugcineni komhubhe, umhume noma yini haha.
KULUNGILE ukukhohlwa izinto, kulungile ukuzizwa ulahlekile, kulungile ukungazi ukuthi ungubani .. Ngidlule kulezo zinto, ngingasho ukuthi inqubo ye-flatline iletha amathuba amaningi amasha, uzobona isithombe esikhulu, uqala ukwenza izinto ezintsha noma ngabe kufanele uziphoqe (lokhu kusenza silwe). Uzobona impilo icace kakhudlwana ekugcineni, uzozizwa ngokoqobo njengomuntu omusha ozelwe kabusha!
Manje .. Phumani ku-inthanethi futhi .. BHALISANI!
Ngemuva kweviki le-1, kwakungathi sengathi i-penis yami ayinayo impilo. Ukuthi ngokuyinhloko kwakufile. Ngesaba njengesihogo. Kodwa ngemva kwamasonto amabili namathathu, ukukhishwa kwamanzi kwaqala ukubuyela. Babengenamandla nhlobo (Kufana no-20% onamandla kuphela) kodwa baye baphuthukisa futhi ngithi bahlale bezungeze i-70% [ngenyanga eyodwa].
[Ubudala 37, Usuku 40 no-PMO] Kimi into ebabazekayo iqale yahamba cishe izinsuku ezingama-20. Kwabe kunesifiso esikhulu kakhulu ku-O. Ngangizizwa ngidakwe uphondo, kepha ngangingeke ngibe ne-erection. Ngezinye izinsuku, uma ngigqoka abashayi besibhakela bakasilika futhi ngihamba emgwaqeni onamaqhubu, bengizizwa sengathi ngingahle ngibe no-O ngenkathi ngishayela, yize bengingenakho nhlobo ukwakhiwa. Lawa nje amagagasi we-horniness efudumele, engenakho ukwakhiwa.
Ukubheka nje, kubonakala kimi ukuthi lokhu kugeza okuphelele ngaphandle kokumiswa kunguhlobo oluthile lwenqubo esele kusuka ekubukeni i-porn. Lapho ngiqala ukubuka izithombe zobulili ezingcolile, ngangizwa sengathi ngizoba ne-O ngaphandle kokwakhiwa. Yileyo ndlela enamandla ngayo i-porn kimi. Ngicabanga ukuthi ingqondo yami mhlawumbe ilahle nje ukweqisa ngokweqile kwe-dopamine, futhi yebo kuzwakala kumnandi impela.
Ngicabanga ukuthi ukubekezelelana kuphakama lapho kubantu ababuke izithombe ezingcolile iminyaka, futhi asisakuzwa lokhu kugeza. Badinga ukukhuthazwa kwezinga le-porn ukuze nje basebenze, njenge-junkie edinga izidakamizwa ukuze nje izizwe sengathi isesisekelo sayo. Ngakho-ke, ngemuva kokuqinisa amandla ezinsukwini ezimbalwa zesifiso esikhulu se-O, ngangena uhlobo lwe-flatline futhi, amasonto ambalwa. Kukhona okuthile okulungile ngalokhu.
Empeleni, manje kufanele ngithi ngicabanga ukuthi kuwumqondo omuhle ukuthi ulunge nge-flatline. Nakhu ukuthi kungani. Sikhathazeke kakhulu ngezithombe zocansi. Hhayi isithombe kuphela, kepha izinhlobo zokukhuthaza ezingekho empilweni yangempela. Kwezocansi i-camera ikhamera izungeza, indawo eyodwa isika elandelayo, imibuthano yemilingo, njll.
I-flatline yethu ivela ngoba asikabikelwa kabusha impilo yangempela. Ekuphileni kwangempela siyavuka ngenxa yokuthi sihlezi eceleni kwendodakazi yethu emidlalo yaseshashalazini futhi uthi izinto ezihlakaniphile nokudlala ngezinwele zakhe, noma ngenxa yokuthi ulokhu ethatha ama-sips we-cranberry juice futhi aqhuma ama-eyelashes akhe, noma sicabanga nje ukwenza nentombazane yethu embhedeni.
Ngakho-ke, sidinga isikhathi se-flatline ukuthola kusuka emazingeni okudlula ngokweqile kwe-dopamine ukuze sikwazi ukuvuswa umhlaba wangempela. Futhi ezinsukwini ezimbalwa ezedlule bengikhona. Ngibonile kuyo yonke le nqubo kube khona ukuvinjelwa okujwayelekile ekuseni, yize ngokuvamile kusehlangothini olubuthakathaka futhi kugcina imizuzwana embalwa ngemuva kokuvuka.
Kodwa kulezi zinsuku ezinhlanu ezedlule noma kunjalo, bengilokhu ngiphaphama ngemicabango ejwayelekile ekhanda lami futhi okwenziwe kuye kwahlala isikhathi esithile. Futhi baqale ukwenzeka ngezikhathi ezingahleliwe, ngenkathi beshayela futhi bengacabangi ngalutho.
Into eyodwa engizonda NGOKUQALA ngokuqala kabusha ukuthi amabhola ajwayele ukuthola ngempela, amancane impela ngaphambi kokuba aqale ukuba mkhulu futhi. Isikhathi esiningi kuba sengathi bazama ukukhasa babuyele emzimbeni wami. Impela njengoba ngiyekile ukuzikhipha, kufanele okungenani bahlale ngosayizi ofanayo, bangashwabani?
(Ubudala 38 - Usuku 60) Uma ngiya ku-noPMO, kunesikhathi lapho ipipi lami lizwakala njengenhlanzi ebandayo efile ebunile. Incane, akukho okubonakala kuyikhuthaza, futhi empeleni ibukeka imhlophe futhi ifile. Kuyisibindi esincane. Njengamanje, ngemuva kwezinsuku ze-60, ngithola ama-erections azenzekelayo futhi amakhulu. Iyafika idlule kodwa. Izolo ebusuku, ibiphinde yaba ne-fish dead syndrome ebandayo. Kusengumusa waleso sigaba, kepha okunye ukukhuthaza kuzokusiza ukuthi sikhule kancane. Kodwa-ke, ngihlala ngivuka ngokhuni lwasekuseni manje. Ubulukhuni nobude buyahlukahluka. Emasontweni ambalwa edlule ngibe nokulungiswa ekuseni okungenzeka ukuthi kwakuyinto enkulu kunazo zonke, enamandla kunazo zonke engake ngaba nayo eminyakeni. Ngamangala.
(Usuku 12) Ngisalokhu ngigqamile, ipipi lami aliphenduli futhi lincane kepha bengazi ukuthi kulindeleke ukuthi kungene kulokhu ngakho angikhathazekile kakhulu futhi ngeqiniso ngijabulela ukungabuswa izifiso zami ze-PMO yami.
I-Shrinkage ingokuhlangenwe nakho okuvamile futhi iyesabeka impela ngenkathi ilungu lakho libukeka sengathi liphinda lifakwe ku-pelvis yakho. Ngemuva kwesikhashana izinto zibuyela kokujwayelekile futhi mhlawumbe zize zibe ngcono. Kunzima ukusho ngaphandle kokuthi mhlawumbe ulinganisa nabashayeli njll. Ngokuphelele, ungakhathazeki ngakho. Kuyingxenye yenqubo nakanjani.
[Bika izimpawu afKuqala] -Ukusebenza (ngokusebenza ngakho ngenqubekela phambili) - Azikho izilinganiso zokusalela (Ezinye izinqubekela phambili) - I-cold penis (Yehlulekile)
Ngifise ithemba. I-penis yami ifile futhi i-libido yami ikhona ifile ngemva kwamasonto e-3, ngabe lokhu kujwayelekile? Ngicindezeleka kakhulu. Ngicabanga ukuthi ngimbi kakhulu kunakuqala, ngingenzi i-PMO. Ngisebenzise eziningi zokuvuselela i-porn, kepha ngokuhamba kwesikhathi yangibangela i-ED. Ngiphelelwe yithemba futhi ngesaba ukulahlekelwa ubuhlobo bami beminyaka engu-8.
Uhlobo lwami lwe-libido lwenqamula kuleli sonto (isonto 10). Inkinga ebenginayo emasontweni ambalwa edlule, lapho umthondo wami uzihlehle khona uvele ngathi ngishawa nje amakhaza, wabuya. Angikhathazeki ngakho, ngibona ukuthi kungesinye isigaba ekululameni kwami. (Funda i-akhawunti yakhe ephelele yokuqalisa kabusha.)
[Usuku lwe-35] Angikaze ngiqaphele ukuthi ingozi yami ED yayingakanani kuze kube yilapho ngifika kule sayithi. I-penis yami inomuzwa omncane kakhulu futhi ongenalo ukuphila okwamanje, okwangikhathaza kancane kancane.
Ngiqaphele i-syndrome 'efile'. Ngemuva kwezinsuku ezingaba ngu-4-5 i-libido yami idutshulwe ngokuphelele futhi ipipi lami liyashwabana lize lingabi yilutho. Kuyesabisa impela.
Ngivuka njalo ekuseni nginethemba lokuthi kukhona okuthile… noma yini… .kodwa cha. Usuku nosuku akukho lutho nje. Ngizizwe ngingcono ngokulwa ne-Urge ngoba okungenani bengazi ukuthi kukhona okwenzekayo, kepha akusekho Ukuncenga manje. Futhi, ngabe ukhona ozwa ukuthi ipipi lakhe lizizwa libanda? Noma mhlawumbe kungumqondo wami odlala ngami.
Umthondo wami uyaxhuga. Ngithola ama-erections angahleliwe, kepha ifile ngokweqile..lol, uma lokho kunengqondo. Sengathi ikhona nje. Iyancipha kakhulu. Futhi angazi ukuthi kungani. Ngingaya ocansini uma isikhathi sifika, kepha uma ngingavuswanga, kuvele kufe ngokuphelele !!!
Ngaphandle kwekhanda elincane nokulala okungaphumuli, angikaze ngibe nayo izimpawu zokuhoxiswa abantu abaningi bayasho. Kunalokho, angizwa lutho. Kufana nokuthi anginayo i-libido. Azikho izinkuni zasekuseni futhi awekho amaphupho amanzi. Akukho ukuvinjelwa okuzenzekelayo. Futhi akukho ukufisa. Awuzange ube yi-horny. Ngithole amathuba okuya ocansini kepha umzimba wami awuphenduli.
Ngifunda amakilasi e-tango, ngakho-ke nginenhlalo efanelekile kepha anginalo uphawu lwe-libido yami. Ngingadansa nentombazane enhle futhi anginakho ukusabela ngokomzimba noma yini. Ngiyazi ebuchosheni ukuthi intombazane iyathandeka, kepha angiyizwa ngokomzimba.
Ubumnene nokushwabana kuyingxenye yako ngokuphelele. Ngangihamba isonto noma ngingenayo i-PMO bese nginikela ngoba nganginamahloni kakhulu, noma kungenjalo ngangizokwenza u-PM ngethemba lokuthi izokhokhisa i-libido yami. Lokhu kwenza izinto zaba zimbi kakhulu. Kuzofanele udlule emavikini athile — abanye abantu baye ezinyangeni — lapho ukhathazeke khona ukuthi i-libido yakho izohamba unomphela futhi ukhathazeke kakhulu ukuthi ipipi lakho lincane kakhulu ucabanga ukuthi lihlehlela esiswini sakho njengekhanda lofudu. Kuyethusa. Impela kunjalo.
Ubudala 34 - iminyaka engu-8 ye-ED (amagrafu akhombisa inqubekela phambili ezinyangeni ezimbalwa)
Amaviki lapho ama-boners ami nsuku zonke ayephansi ngathola ukuthi angamasonto anzima kakhulu enqubo. Lawa yi "flatline", futhi kulula kakhulu ukubuyela kuzithombe ezingcolile ukuze uzame ukuthola ukubalwa kwebhonasi yakho yansuku zonke. Uqala ukucabanga ukuthi mhlawumbe lokhu akusebenzi, kepha ngiyakutshela, lezi yizikhathi ezibaluleke kakhulu zokunamathela esinqumweni sakho.
Ngangifuna ukuba namantombazane, njengoba okuhlangenwe nakho kwami ngokocansi kwakuyinto ecindezelayo nje. Ngakho-ke nginqume ukuyeka ukushaya indlwabu ngathi kimi, "Ama-Orgasms angavela kuphela emantombazaneni." Lokhu kungiphoqe ukuthi ngiphume ngisondele, futhi ngithandane, amantombazane. Umphumela owodwa wohlangothi lokuthi 'Angivunyelwe ukushaya indlwabu' ukuthi ngiyekile ukubuka izithombe ezingcolile. Bengingazi ngale webhusayithi noma izilutha zobulili ezingcolile ngalesi sikhathi, ngakho-ke ngangiwuhlobo lokuyeka i-PMO ngengozi.
Ngamangala ukuthi ngiqala kanjani ukuzwa ukukhanga kwamantombazane. Futhi nganginamahloni futhi ngazi ukuthi ngingathola kuphela ukwaneliseka ngokocansi kusuka entombazaneni (umthetho wami wokuzibophezela) ngaqala ukusondela ngenkuthalo nokuphishekela amantombazane. Ngihlangane nale ntombazane emangalisayo ngobusuku obubodwa lapho ngibhula. Besinokuxhumana okungaphezulu, ngamazinga aphezulu okukhanga, ukuqabulana, ukugaya, nokuthintana imizimba yonke endaweni yokudansa. Ngamcela ukuthi abuye nami ngalobo busuku, kodwa sathi akangazi ngokwanele. Ngaya ekhaya futhi yize ngangifuna ukukhululwa, angizange ngivumele ukushaya indlwabu.
Siphinde sahlangana futhi saphelela egumbini lakhe. Nganginovalo, njengoba kwase kuyisikhathi eside kakhulu kusukela ngangilele nentombazane. Siqabulane ngothando futhi sikhumule, kepha bengingatholi ukwakhiwa. Lutho. Eqinisweni, udokotela wami wayemncane futhi exhuga ngokuphelele. Akukho akwenzayo okube nomthelela. Wayeqonda ngempela, futhi wathi “Umzimba wakho akukho okumele ube namahloni ngakho”.
Wayekhululekile ngokuphelele nomzimba wakhe, futhi wayemthanda behamba. Sichitha ubusuku bonke silele behamba ndawonye sixoxa, sikhululekile futhi sikhululekile. Kwazizwa kuhle.
Ngosuku olulandelayo ngafika ekhaya futhi ngaya ekamelweni lami ukuze ngiphume ngeso lengqondo ukuze ngibone ukuthi konke kusasebenza. Okuhlangenwe nakho kwakuphazamisa. Okokuqala, ngangizikhandla ukuze ngibambe kanzima, bese kuthi lapho ngenza ngizolahlekelwa yiyo. Kuthatha cishe amahora angu-1.5 ngaphambi kokuthi ngine-orgasm, ngisebenzisa i-fantasy enkulu kakhulu nesenzo esangiziwayo.
Ngalesi sikhathi, ngangicabanga ukuthi ukugwema ukushaya indlwabu kwaba hhayi into enhle! Akekho u-PMO ongiphoqelele ukuba ngihlangane namantombazane-kodwa futhi kubonakala sengathi kubulala engikumisile. Ukubamba 22. (bengingazi ngokuqalisa kabusha, ukubeka phansi njll.)
Manje amasonto amabili selokhu ukusetshenziswa kwe-porn ne-orgasm. Ngizizwa ngikhululeke ngokwengeziwe, kepha ipipi lami lishwabene ngokweqile kanjalo namasende ami. Angazi ukuthi kungani, kepha kunjalo.
Kuyamangaza ukuthi i-libido pendulum enhle izungeza kanjani. Esontweni eledlule noma kunjalo, njengoba bengisusa imicabango yocansi engqondweni yami futhi ngibhekana nokukhishwa okukhwabanisayo kulokho, ngiye ngazizwa ngilahlekile, nginesizungu, ngididekile, ngicishe ngaba ngocansi, ngikhathazekile, ngikhathazekile futhi ngicindezelekile. Ukuphela kwento eyayingigcina ngihamba kwakuwukholo kumdali wami, emvelweni nasenqubeni yokuqalisa kabusha.
Ukuthola iphutha kusistimu yakho kuqala njengomsebenzi onzima. Iqala ukuthola lula ngemva kwesikhashana. Khona-ke uyaqaphela ukuthi i-libido yakho iqala ukusuka kuwe ngokuphelele, ngisho nasengqondweni yakho. Uqala ukulahlekelwa sonke isifiso socansi. Ngaleso sikhathi, ngaqala ukuthuthumela, ngazama ukuphoqelela imfashini ngaphandle kokuthola imiphumela emcimbini. Ngezikhathi eziningi ngangingazama ukucabanga futhi nginzima kanzima ukwakha iphutha nhlobo. Kwakufana nekhono engangilahlekelwa ngalo ikhono. Ngesinye isikhathi ngivele ngiyeke ngokuphelele. Ngacabanga ukuthi ngabe izinto eziyinkimbinkimbi zaziyoba nzima yini ukuzwakalisa, ngingase ngiziphumule futhi ngikuvumele ukuba zidlule ngempela.
Lokhu kuholela esiteji esiphezulu se-libido, kokubili ebhulukwe nasebuchosheni (kwakungabhekana no-SH * T ngaphandle kwami).
Kepha, njengoba ngishilo kokuthunyelwe kwami kokugcina, ubusuku bumnyama kakhulu ngaphambi kokuntwela kokusa… Namuhla bekumangalisa! Ngokokuqala ngqa kusukela ngiyakhumbula, mhlawumbe lapho ngingu-23 noma kunjalo, nganginezinto ezizenzekelayo ezenzakalweni zomphakathi ezingenziwa lutho ngaphandle kokuba khona kwabesifazane abahle. Ngangizizwa njengesilwane! Kepha ngendlela enhle! Ngangazi ukuthi kukhona okwehlukile ekushayeleni kwami edolobheni. Ngabona owesifazane egijima futhi ngokungazelelwe ngezwa ukugeleza kwegazi ezansi lapho. Kodwa ngangingacabangi nakancane; kuvele kwenzeka. Ngabona omunye wesifazane futhi kwenzeka futhi, kuphela ngamandla. Futhi enye futhi futhi futhi enamandla namanje.
Kwenzekani?
Ngangizimisele ngomsebenzi wami omusha futhi kwakukhona izindawo ezimbalwa ezazigqoke kahle kakhulu ekamelweni - eyodwa yayihleli eduze kwami. Cishe imizuzu emihlanu kwesinye sezethulo (empeleni ngangikunakile ukholelwe noma cha), intombazane eyayiseduze kwami yaqala ukudlala ngezinwele zayo. Ngavuswa khona manjalo - angikwazanga ukukusiza! Kwakunenani eliphelele labesifazane be-5 abathandekayo emkhakheni wami wokubuka, futhi ngaqala ukubabona ngempela. Abanye bebexhumana ngamehlo kanti abanye bebengenjalo. Ngaqala ukuzizwa ngiyimfene elahlekile! Ngaphambi kokuthi ngazi, SSHHWWWIINNG! Sinezinto zokuhamba!
Into ehlekisayo ukuthi, ngangikwazi ukunaka ngokwanele izethulo ngenkathi ngimboza i-boner yami ngezincwadi zami. Kungenzeka ngibe nokwakheka okungu-50% 60% cishe isigamu sehora noma ngaphezulu ngesikhathi se-pres. AKUKHO ukucabanga, okuzenzekelayo ngokweqiniso - kusuka ekubukeni nasekubukaneni kwamehlo. Kwakunezikhathi ezithile lapho kwakukhuphuka kufinyelela ku-80% okwakwanele ukudala ukuthi izincwadi ziqale ukweqa phezulu naphansi (ngiyi-PC yemisipha eguquguqukayo yemisipha lol!). Ngabuyela emuva esihlalweni sami ngahlala phambili ukuze ngivale umsangano. Usuku lonke ngiye ngazizwa nginamahloni kunanini ngaphambili. Kungenzeka ukuthi ihlobene nokuba seVanderbilt usuku lonke uzungezwe izingelosi.
Abafana abathandekayo, ngingu-30 futhi, ngize ngithole umlutha wami we-PMO nalesi siza, ngangiqiniseka ukuthi leli zinga lokuphila lalihamba nje nobudala. Bengithenga kuyo yonke leyo nkulumo-ze yenkampani yezokwelapha yasentshonalanga ngezikhangiso ze-viagra ezinabafana abaseminyakeni yabo yama-30.
Uke wakubona lokho? Kubonakala sengathi maduze nje i-viagra ne-cialis beyilokhu iqondisa abafana abancane nabancane. Noma kunjalo, konke kuyi-BULLSHIT! Yize i-libido pendulum enkulu engqondweni yami ingenakwenzeka ngokuzulazula kwayo yonke, ngibona ukuthuthukiswa okukhulu.
Namuhla kwakumangalisa nje. Izinsuku ze-48 nokucindezela. Ngihlela ukuhamba izinsuku ezingu-90 noma ngize ngizizwe sengathi ukuthuthuka sekufinyelele epulazini jikelele.
Ngimise i-PMO ngaphezu kwamaviki angu-2 adlule, futhi ngamangala ukuthi angizange ngibe nezifiso zobulili ezingcolile nhlobo. Kubonakala sengathi ngigxumele ngqo ekuqhakambiseni ?? Ngibe nokukhanya okuncane kwe-horniness lapha nalaphaya, kepha zimbalwa kakhulu futhi ziphakathi nendawo. Nginezimpawu eziqinile ze-2 kuphela ezinsukwini zokugcina ze-16, futhi eyodwa engikholelwa ukuthi ibangelwe iphupho elingaphaphami lezithombe ezihlobene nocansi, ebengingakwazi ukuzilawula ngempela. Uma kungenjalo bengilokhu ngixhugele njenge-noodle.
Le nto ebandayo ye-turkey inesihluku esinje. Ngokuzimisela, kucishe kufane nokuthi i-dick yami iqhume, njengezitho ezithile ze-necro noma okuthile.
(Usuku 52) Namuhla, ngemuva kwamaviki ayisithupha kokuthile okwakubonakala kufana ne-flatline abantu abakhuluma ngayo, ngashaywa yisifiso esinamandla futhi esiphikelelayo sempi kuze kube manje. Kwakungathi nge-punch emuncayo evela kuGeorge Foreman. Ngiyabonga uNkulunkulu bengisebenza futhi ngihlala ematasa ngenkathi leli bhola elimele lingigadla, ngoba nakanjani ngabe ngiwele ukube ngedwa ekhaya.
Cishe usuku lonke lomsebenzi, imicabango yocansi yayihlala ingena engqondweni yami. Lokho kukodwa akuhlukile kangako, kepha ubudlova obungidla ngabo bekuyikho lokho. Ama-erections anesabekayo asongela ngokugqabula ibhulukwe lami lokugqoka - ama-erections ngokungafani nanoma yikuphi engikutholile phakathi komlutha wami - isibusiso kodwa nesiqalekiso. Izikhathi eziningi bekufanele ngiphakamise isihlalo sami ukuze nginciphise ize ingcindezi engafanele ezinkalweni zami nokuthi yini engicabanga ukuthi yindawo yendlala yesinye.
Kwakuyimpi eyaphela ekugcineni, futhi ngenkathi ngingakaze ngizithinte (ngangisemsebenzini wokukhala ngokuzwakalayo), ngangihlangana engqondweni yami, ngicabanga ukuthi ngivumela kanjani imicabango yezocansi idonsele ngokungadingekile. Ngeke ngisethe kabusha ibheji lami, kepha ngicabanga ukuthi kubalulekile ukukhomba ukuthi ukuhlela kuhlale kuqala engqondweni. Kukhona njalo ukuzithoba kwengqondo esifisweni esandulela ukuhanjiswa ngokomzimba. Nganikela ngengqondo, futhi yizimo zami zesikhashana kuphela ezazivimba ukuthi zingakhuli zithele ngokomzimba.
Into eyodwa enhle engiyibonile ngempi yanamuhla - imicabango yami yayingasekho mayelana ne-porn, futhi kwakungeyona indlela yami yokuqala yokushaya indlwabu. Ngabona ukuthi isifiso sami esisodwa kwakuwukuya ocansini langempela nowesifazane. Ngiswele into esemqoka yokuthi lokho kwenzeke okwamanje, kepha kuyakhuthaza kakhulu ukwazi ukuthi ukuqala kabusha kuyasebenza.
(Usuku 30) I-flatline yami ngokuyisisekelo yaqala ngemva kwesonto lokuqala. Noma okungenani lokho engikubiza ngokuthi flatline. Ngizozama ukuchaza kabanzi. Ngithola ama-erections ekuseni mayelana namandla we-70-80% engicabanga ngawo. Ezinsukwini ezithile ngine-sex drive noma kunalokho ngizizwa ngiyotheka, kodwa njalo nginezimpawu zokufa. Ngikubiza ngokuthi iLibido yami yenza lezi zipho, futhi zihlala mhlawumbe ihora.
Kepha sonke isikhathi, mhlawumbe i-95% yesikhathi sami ngiphapheme, anginalo nhlobo ucansi lokushayela. Akukho ukuvinjelwa okuzenzekelayo. Kungumuzwa ongajwayelekile lapho ubheka owesifazane omuhle futhi ekhanda lakho unemicabango yakho ejwayelekile efana nokuthi "Wow, shes beutiful ngingathanda ukumazi"! kanti-ke unemicabango noma izinhloso zocansi. Kuyinto exakile kakhulu kimi nakimi okwethusa impela. Kufana nokuthi utheniwe…
[Ngezinye izikhathi i-flatline ibonisa njengemizwa ejulile.] Ngosuku lwe-87ngibe ne-flatline ende enezimpilo zokuphila phakathi. Sengicishe ngawujwayela umuzwa. Ngiyazi ukuthi lokhu akukwazi ukuba yinto ejwayelekile. Kuzodlula. Izimpawu zempilo zingikhombisile ukukhanya. Nginobuntu bami obubuyile, kepha ngiyazi ukuthi akuyona yonke indaba. Ngangizizwa ngithukuthele kakhulu ngesinye isikhathi noma kunjalo.
(Amaviki angu-2 aqale kabusha) Sekuvele ezinye izimpawu ezimbalwa zokuhoxa. Ngizizwa ngikhathele ngaso sonke isikhathi, futhi ikhanda lami lizwakala sengathi ligcwele ukotini. Angizizwa “ngikhona” empilweni njengamanje. Umthondo wami usabukeka futhi uzizwa ufile; angikwazanga ukuthola impendulo enkulu ngakho.
Ngibhekene nokuncipha okukhulu kwesitho sami sangasese. I-WTF? Amabhola ami makhulu ke udokotela wami. Kuyaxaka impela. Ngakolunye uhlangothi iqiniso lokuthi ukhuni lwami lwasekuseni luyabuya impela luphawu oluqondile.
(Usuku 28) Umthondo wami mncane ngokuhlekisayo - cishe awukho (kwesinye isikhathi ngiba nezinkinga zokuwubamba ngenkathi uchama).
Usuku 17 ayikho i-pmo manje. Ngezinye izinsuku ngizizwa sengathi ngine-drive drive noma ngizizwa ngine-horny - kepha njalo nginezimpawu ze-dead-dick! Kufana nokuthi udokotela wami ngeke avuke lol. Namuhla usuku lokuqala ngizizwa ngine-horny eyengeziwe, kepha hhayi njengofile njengakuqala!
Mayelana nendawo yami. Lapho abantu bethi bazizwa sengathi u-dick wabo ufile, abaqapheli. Ngempela ngizizwa ngingenalutho. Kuzizwa sengathi ungumthwalo okumelwe uwuthwale.
Ngakho-ke ezinsukwini ezimbalwa ezedlule ngithumelele mayelana nokuziphatha okuhle ngempumelelo ngemva kwe-PMO-eyenziwe i-ED. Ngaleso sikhathi, kwaba nomuzwa omuhle futhi ngathokoza ngempela. Ngabe nginezinkuni ezinhle kakhulu ezinsukwini ezimbalwa emva kwalokho futhi ngizizwa sengathi ngingaba ne-PIV ngokocansi ngenye indlela ebalulekile. http://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/yi9ly/day_28_suffered_from_ed_progress/
Ukuqala izolo, ngizizwa sengathi ngiyacwebezela futhi. "Udokotela ofile" futhi akukho okokuzenzakalelayo okuzokhulunywa ngakho okonga izinkuni zasekuseni ezibuthakathaka. Angizange ngikhulume futhi angikwazi ukucabanga nganoma yini enye empilweni yami engase ibangele lokhu.
http://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/rc486/flatlining_too_long_and_worried/
Ngangifuna ukunikeza i-akhawunti esheshayo yendaba yami kunoma ubani okhathazekile ngenkathi yokulala. Ngesikhathi sokuqala kwami kokubili ku-nofap ngaya ezinsukwini ze-14 nezinsuku ezingu-11 ngaphambi kokuhluleka, futhi phakathi nezikhathi zombili ngangiyingozi kakhulu isikhathi sonke. Emzamweni wami wesithathu (wamanje), ngangiqala ngomhlaka-flat kusuka emini eyodwa. Kwangicindezela kakhulu, ikakhulukazi emva kokuba intombazane engibona ingihlasele, futhi ngaqala nokubuza ubulili bami emva kokuhamba inyanga yonke futhi ngingenaso isithakazelo kubesifazane nhlobo. Nganginokuthi ngifanele ukukhuni izinkuni ekuseni, okwangigcina ngihamba.
Cishe izinsuku ezingama-45, ngaqala ukuzizwa i-drive yami yocansi ibuya kancane, futhi ngathi usuku 65, isibuyile impela. Ngenza ama-erections ngezikhathi ezithile usuku lonke ngaphandle kokucabanga ngakho. Ngithola ukwakheka ngokubona intombazane enhle nje emgwaqweni. Ngesonto eledlule bengiseJapan futhi ngihlangene nentombazane enhle yaseSwitzerland. Ngiqale ngokungenaphutha ngoba ngangilahlekelwe yithemba lonke emandleni ami okuthola ukwakhelana nabesifazane, ngemuva kokwehluleka ngabesifazane ababalelwa ku-10 ababemuhle kakhulu eminyakeni emibili edlule.
Manje ngiyaqiniseka ngokuphelele ukuthi ngikwazi ukushaya i-ED uma isikhathi sikhona.
Isivivinyo Sami Esibucayi-Isexwayiso: Ubufakazi Bokuqala
Bengingasho ukuthi 'amandla amakhulu' abonakele kakhulu, ngaphandle kokufana kobuntu. Angisekho ekuthunjweni ezindaweni eziphakeme ezingahleliwe futhi eziphansi ezihlotshaniswa ne-PMO ejwayelekile, futhi yile mfanelo engingasho ukuthi nginekhono lami lakamuva lokugcina ubuhlobo obunempilo:
Ngemuva kokuhlangana nentombazane izinsuku ezingama-20, nokulandela kuze kube manje lapho sithandana khona (yize ekhululekile eqenjini lami) ngazithola sengisesimweni esesabisayo. Ngobunye ubusuku sihamba nabangani, siyaphuza, siyaphuza… uyabona ukuthi lokhu kuya kuphi. Uma kukhulunywa ngokwenza isenzo empeleni kepha ukungafakwanga kwami okuncane kwakungewona umsebenzi 🙁 Azikho izinkathazo, ngikudlulisa lokhu njenge-whisky-dick.
Kodwa-ke okwalandela kwakuyinto exakile eyaziwa ngokuthi yi-flatling. Ihlale isonto lonke ngemuva kwalobu busuku, futhi ngenxa yokuntuleka okuphelele kocansi ngiqala ukukhathazeka kakhulu ngokuthi ngizokwazi yini ukukuthola ngokuzayo Angikaze ngibe nokukhubazeka kwe-erectile, kepha nami angikaze ngihambe isikhathi eside ngaphandle ukushaya indlwabu ngaphambi .. bengingazi ukuthi ngilindeleni.
Naphezu kokuntuleka okuphelele kwesifiso sobulili kunoma yini kuleli sonto, uma kukhulunywa ngokuhlala nentombazane yami, bengingaphandle kwengqondo yami ... ngijabule kakhulu. Nginomuzwa wokuthi ngingakuthatha lokhu njengobufakazi bokuthi ubuchopho bami buvuselelwe kabusha ukuze bukhuthazwe kube kuphela ukuxhumana kwangempela kwempilo, futhi ngiyaziqhenya ngokuthi ngikuqinisile ukuthola lokhu kuzaliseka okuhle.
NgoSepthemba odlule ngahlukana nentombazane engangicabanga ukuthi ngizochitha impilo yami yonke nayo ngemuva kokuthola ukuthi iyangikhohlisa. Nganginaye iminyaka engaphezudlwana nje kwemine, wayewuthando lwami lokuqala. Angikwazi ukuthi ngithwala imithwalo ye-PMO'd ngesikhathi sobudlelwano, mhlawumbe ama-2/3 izikhathi ngesonto noma kunjalo, kepha ngangisetshenziselwa ukwenza ucansi naye njalo, mhlawumbe izikhathi ezi-3/4 ngeviki. Ngangisezindaweni zokulahla isikhathi eside ngemuva kokuhlukana futhi indaba ende yayifinyelela ezithombeni ezingcolile, kakhulu, ngezinye izikhathi izikhathi ezingu-3 ngosuku ngempelasonto. Ngangazi ukuthi ayiphilile futhi kufanele ngiyeke kodwa angizange.
Nganginocingo lokuvuka lapho ngifika nalona wesifazane omangalisayo, omuhle (i-gf yami yamanje) futhi ukwakhiwa kwami kwakungekho nje, angikaze ngibe ne-ED ngaphambili futhi kwakubi njengoba abanye abahluphekayo bezokwazi kahle. Ngenhlanhla wayengiphatha kahle kakhulu njengoba eke waba nezinkinga zocansi phambilini ngoba une-endometriosis.
Ngokushesha ngayeka ukushaya indlwabu umkhuhlane obandayo futhi i-flatline yangishaya njengethani lezitini, elingenampilo ngokuphelele, indaba ende emfushane lokhu kwaqhubeka cishe izinyanga ze-3 lapho ngangingenakukuthola khona ukuya ocansini futhi kwaba kubi kakhulu ukukhathazeka kwami ukuthi akukho lutho kwenzeke, ngikhumbula amahlandla ambalwa lapho ayenginika khona i-blowjob futhi angikwazanga ukufika ndawo ngidlula isemi, ngidikibalise thina sobabili ukusho okuncane.
Eqa ngempelasonto edlule, bengingakaze ngibone intombi yami cishe amasonto e-2 futhi okokuqala ezinyangeni ngazizwa nginesibindi futhi angikwazi ukulinda ukumbona futhi ngilale naye. Bengingakhathazeki nge-ED, bengicishe ngazi ukuthi kuzolunga. Sahlangana futhi saba nobulili obumangalisa kakhulu, angikhumbuli okungcono kunalokho. Akukona lokho kuphela, ngemuva kocansi ngagcina ukwakhiwa kwami ngemuva kokuthi simile, wabona ngemuva kwemizuzu engaba ngu-10 wathi masingayidedeli ichithe.
Ngizizwa ngingumuntu omusha ngokuphelele, ozethembayo one-libido evuthayo. Ngazitshela ukuthi ngizobhala okuthunyelwe lapho ngidlula kulokhu ukubonga wonke umuntu olapha ngakho konke engikufundile, sikufisela inhlanhla nokuthokoza bafo ama-MVPs wangempela.
Ngezinye izikhathi i-penis yakho iyaphila uma idinga:
- (I-NPH kuya ku-COUNT123) Ngiphezu kwezinsuku ze-145 futhi ngine-zombie penis kodwa uma ngiya ocansini ngithola ukwakhiwa. Izinkuni zasekuseni kanye nokwakhiwa okuzenzekelayo sekuhambile. Ukubuyiselwa akuyona into eqondile ngakho kuyakhathaza ukuhlupheka nge-zombie penis ngemuva kwesikhathi eside kangaka ngaphandle kocansi kanye nokushaya indlwabu. Ngikuthola kulula kakhulu ukugwema i-porn futhi anginaso isifiso sokuyibuka noma ngabe idrayivu yami yocansi yanda. Sonke sidinga nje ukubekezela
- (izimpendulo ezingu-COUNT123 ku-NPH) Yebo nginomthondo ofile nami kodwa angikazami ukuya ocansini ukuze ngibone ukuthi ngenza kanjani kuleyo ndaba. Izinkuni zasekuseni zazenzeka cishe ezinsukwini ezingama-30 kuye kwangama-35 noma kunjalo kepha manje akusekho izinkuni zasekuseni futhi azikho izinto ezizenzekelayo. Nami ngikuthola kulula ukugwema i-porn nokushaya indlwabu. Siyabonga ngokwabelana ngokuthi unezinsuku eziyi-145 futhi usenezinkinga. Ngangiqala ukucabanga ukuthi yimi ngedwa owayehlushwa ipipi elifile ngasekupheleni kwenqubo yokuqalisa kabusha kodwa ngisaqala nje.
Akuwona wonke umuntu othole i-flatline engathandeki:
- Nginezinganekwane ezincane kakhulu futhi nomsebenzi omncane kakhulu we-erectile futhi akukho zinkuni zasekuseni. Ngicabanga ukuthi nginika ubuchopho bami ekugcineni lokho obekudinga ukuphumula .. kube nezinsuku ezithile nge-libido eningi, kepha noma kunjalo akukho ukuvinjelwa kwangempela. Kubukeka sengathi ngifikile kulesi simo lapho ngibonakala ngikwazi ukuqhubeka unomphela ngale ndlela. Kuthathe izinyanga eziningi ukuthuthukisa umqondo odingekayo kulokhu, futhi konke ukubuyela emuva kwakuyingxenye yaleyo nqubo. Ngakho-ke ungapheli amandla.
- Futhi, ukuvumela isifiso sihambe kuzwakala kukuhle. Akukona ukuthi ngifuna ukungabi nesifiso unomphela, kepha manje ngiba nayo yonke impumelelo engiyifunayo nabesifazane. Akudingeki ngibangenise embhedeni. Ukuzijabulisa nabo nje nokuzikhohlisa sekuvele kuyimpumelelo. Futhi abesifazane babonakala bekwazisa lokho. Futhi nami ngiyakwazisa ukuxhumana kwabesifazane kunanini ngaphambili. Kuyasiza kakhulu kule nqubo.
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- Ngicabanga ukuthi ukuqonda ukuthi izimpawu ze-flatline kuyindlela ejwayelekile yokuphendula komzimba kubalulekile. Ukuzethemba okuningi nobunikazi besilisa empeleni kuzungeze ipipi labo :), noma ukusho kangcono ngombono wabo ngobulili babo. Futhi ukwakhiwa kuyinqubo yokuzikhethela nokungazi lutho, lolu gibe empeleni luvamile kakhulu futhi luqinile emadodeni.
- Ngizofunda ngentshisekelo Ngitshelani intombi yami? Empeleni ngikwazile ukuhlanganyela nalokhu nomngani wentombazane (wesifazane) futhi bekuyisona sizathu esasishukumisela ekuqaleni ukuthi ngifune eminye imininingwane. Ngicabanga ukuthi ukukwazi ukuhlanganyela lokhu okuhlangenwe nakho nowesifazane, ngokwesimo sobudlelwano, kuyinto engiyifunayo. Ngisho, ngicabanga ukuthi ukuwela ogibeni lwezithombe zobulili ezingcolile kusho nokuthi angikwazi ukwabelana ngemizwa yami nami ngokwami ebudlelwaneni bokusebenza nowesifazane. Ngakho-ke ngibona nenhloso enhle ye-porn ibangele i-ED: uhlobo lokuba nesiginali esivela ebuntwini bami ukuthi ngifuna okungaphezulu, ukuthi ngifuna ukuhlanganyela nami futhi ngixhumane ngokujulile nowesifazane. Ngokumangazayo, ngibona izithombe zobulili ezingcolile zenze i-ED njengethuba elikhulu nesisusa sokufeza lokhu, njengoba ngilwela ukululama. 🙂 Ngiqonde ukuthi: uma bengingenayo i-porn ebangele i-ED, ngingahle ngiboshwe i-porn isikhangiso sesikhangiso, futhi angeke neze afune ukuxhuma nowesifazane ngezinga elijulile.
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