KULUNGILE ngisanda kwenza izinsuku ezingama-90. Ngenze yonke le nto ngemodi enzima (akukho ucansi, i-nofap,….). Ukugxila kwami ekugcineni kwakwesabekayo impela ngangizizwa nginamandla futhi nganginezifiso zobulili ezingcolile kuphela ngokungavamile. Ngivuswe kakhulu ngokubona abesifazane abahle kunakuqala. Kodwa ngemuva kwezinsuku ze-90 ngangifuna ukuzama ukuphinda ngiphinde ngiphume, ngoba ngangicabanga ukuthi ukufafaza ngokujwayelekile, uma kungenziwa isikhathi esingaphezu kwesisodwa ngeviki bekungeke kube yinkinga. Bengifuna ukukwenza ngasikhathi sinye futhi ngaphandle kocansi. Manje ngihlezi lapha ngemuva kokufaka izikhathi ezi-3 ngalolu suku ku-hardcore porn… Yebo okukhule ngokushesha. Futhi ngiyazi ukuthi kuzobe kunzima kakhulu ukulwa nezikhalazo kusasa. Angicabangi ukuthi inqubekela phambili yami ibuyile ngosuku lokuqala, ngoba akuyona indlela esebenza ngayo ingqondo yethu. Kodwa angikwazi ukuya ekuluthweni umlutha futhi, ngiwulwile unyaka wonke we-fucking futhi angikwazi ukubuyela ku-zero emasontweni ambalwa. Ngizizwa ukuthi i-mojo yami, eyayiphezulu kakhulu phakathi nesikhathi sezinsuku ze-90, ihambile ngokuphelele. Ngizizwa ngikhathele manje futhi ngishaywe phansi.
Isifundo engisithathayo kulokhu ukuthi, mhlawumbe angisoze ngaba nobuhlobo obunempilo nokushaya indlwabu futhi. Kwakungathi, akukho lutho olushintshile njengoba ngangifakile: I-porn shitty efanayo futhi angami ngemuva kokukwenza kanye. Kufana nokuba yisidakwa: Uhlanzekile unyaka wonke, kepha bese uphuza ubhiya owodwa uphinde ube yisidakwa futhi. Ngisetha kabusha ibheji lami bese ngiqala ngosuku lokuqala futhi.
Kubo bonke labo bantu abacabanga ngokuvela ngemuva kwezinsuku ze-90 futhi: Cabanga kabili, ikakhulukazi abafana ababenezinkinga ezinzima zokushaya indlwabu esikhathini esedlule (ngathola izikhathi eziyi-8 ngosuku). Ingqondo yakho ingahle isetshenziselwe ukushaya indlwabu kangangokuthi kuzothatha isikhathi eside impela ukubuyisa, noma ngeke iphinde isebenze ngokuphelele. Angiyena uchwepheshe wobuchopho, kepha bengifuna ukwabelana ngendaba yami nombono wami. Ngikufisela okuhle!
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