25 manje… ngiqale cishe nge-12 ~ 13… ngaba ngumsebenzisi okhuthele lapho ngineminyaka engu-17… ngazi ukuthi ngino-ED lapho ngineminyaka engama-20… lapho lobo budlelwano buphela impilo yami yezocansi kwakuyinto engathathu ngesandla sami nekhompyutha yami. Ngemuva kwalokho wazithela I-TEDx ngemiphumela ye-porn ne-PIED, futhi bengithemba ukuthi icala lami liyi-PIED hhayi i-ED engalapheki…
Ngakho-ke bekufanele ngizame i-Nofap ngaphezulu njengethuluzi lokuxilonga… Futhi bekuyizinyanga eziyisishiyagalolunye ezimangalisayo kusukela lapho.
Angikaze ngibe nethuba lokuhlola ukusebenza kwepenisi manje… kepha uma ama-boners ami asekuseni ayinto yokudlula… .amantombazane asenkingeni ENKULU….
Kodwa ukuthi kungani ngiyekile akusikho ukuthi kungani ngizoqhubeka ngiqhubeke… .ukucaca… ubuchopho obugqame ngokweqile…. ukukhuphuka kokuzethemba… ukukhiqiza okuphezulu nokusebenza kwezemidlalo ukukhuphula… umoya wokulwa… jikelele uzizwa kamnandi ngempilo ejwayelekile… ngezinye zezinto ebengingakaze ngizibone ziza kodwa zikhona impela futhi bengingazibonela zona nje lapho ngiqala kule ndlela…
izinsuku zokuqala ezingama-90 kwakumayelana nokuhlala ugxile, ukugwema izingqinamba nokuqeda izinsuku… bese kuthi lapho sengifikile ezinsukwini eziyi-100 kukhona okushintshile… Ngiye eholidini amasonto ambalwa futhi lapho ngibuya ekugxileni bekugxile kakhulu .
Ngangivame ukuza kulesi sithangami cishe zonke izinsuku ngaphambi kwalokho .. bese kuthi ngemuva kwalokho bekungeyona into enkulu ukuqhubeka nokuqhubeka… kwaba njengokufana nesimo sami semvelo… futhi ngesikhathi esilandelayo lapho ngibuyela kule nkundla ibheji lifunde izinsuku ezingama-250 + futhi ngifana nengcwele shit !!!…
Njengamanje sekuyizinyanga eziyisishiyagalolunye kanti izinyanga eziyisithupha ezedlule bekungumoya nje… okuthile okuvele kwavela nje ngaphandle kokuthi ngikwenzele lutho…
manje kulabo abasanda kungena… bangena ezinyangeni ezintathu zokuqala… nangemva kwalokho awudingi nokuthi ucabange ngakho… .ungabheki ithemba elikhulu laphakade futhi udangele… .cabanga nje isinyathelo esisodwa… 1 ihora… usuku olungu-1… isonto eli-1… inyanga e-1 nangaphambi kokuthi wazi ukuthi ngabe ukhule waba ngum-oki omkhulu womugqa ocucuzekile…. Ngiyabonga… Inhlanhla… Jabulela….
LINK - Izinyanga eziyi-9 ku… .Ngifike kanjani lapha…
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