Angazi ukuthi ngingazethula kanjani uqobo: u-Joe ovamile, (ukubamba izingane, okumangazayo, indoda, isibhamu esishisayo ..) ngineminyaka engama-31 nginenkinga ye-DE esikhathini esedlule, i-OCD, nezinkinga zokukhathazeka komphakathi.
Ukuthwebula kusukela eminyakeni yobudala ye-15, futhi kusukela kuleso sikhathi i-OCD yami yavuka futhi yahlukumeza kancane ngempilo yami yezenhlalo ukuya engu-30. Akukaze kusetshenziswe i-AD, ayikaze isebenzise ukunqwabelana, ingabe iTON yomsebenzi kimi ngisebenzisa i-magnezium, uwoyela wezinhlanzi, amavithamini, i-zinc kanye nokunye okusize okuningi ku-aniexty, umuntu osebenzayo, umdlalo cishe nsuku zonke, ukugibela ibhayisekili, amandla, ukujaha okugcine i-OCD nabanye kungaphansi.
Ngamantombazane ngangingenazinkinga kuphela i-DE, engabeka umkhuba wokubonga ekuhlinzweni kwengane yami.
Ngalesi sikhathi ukufakwa kwezithombe zobulili ezingcolile akuzange kusabalale kwezinye izitayela nezifeshini ezonakele, ngiyabonga uNkulunkulu, kwagcina kunjalo. Izikhathi ze-3-4 ngesonto, mhlawumbe enye ngaphezulu, incane ngempelasonto futhi lokho kuyikho, akukho zinto ezixakile.
I-DE ne-OCD yami yangicindezela ukuba ngithole izimpendulo ukuthi kungani ucansi lunzima kimi futhi ingenza ngizizwe ngimbi nakakhulu ngemuva kokuyibuka noma ukuyidla? Amaviki ami okuqala ekufakeleni empilweni yami (kwakuku-porn) axhumene ne-OCD, lowo muzwa wokuthi ngenze okuthile okungalungile, nokuthi i-P yami izonqunywa kwaba ukuqala kwayo. Ngaso sonke isikhathi ngemuva kokubuka i-hardcore porn, izingqinamba zazimnene kwesinye isikhathi zimbi kakhulu, kepha iphutha elikhulu engikwenzile angizange ngibeke cala lalolo daba ezintweni ezinzima engangizibukela, kepha kimi uqobo, i-porn yayisetshenziselwa ukwelashwa njengokujwayelekile ngaleso sikhathi. Wonke umuntu uyababuka, akunjalo?
Ngakho-ke, eminyakeni eminingi emva kwalokho angizange ngizinikeze ithuba lokuzama ngezinsuku ze-30, isenzo se-noFAP sangoNovemba, eyokuqala yami, ukungafakwa ifayili, akukho okubukwayo, akukho edongeni, ukufakwa kokugcina bekuku-31.10, inyanga eyodwa ngaphandle kokugcwaliswa nokuzingela izingosi ze-porn.
Kepha ukwazi kanjani ukuthi kukhona inqubekela phambili? Kalula nje, faka umbiko weviki le-4 kweminye imisebenzi efana namandla, ugqozi, ukukhathazeka ngenhlalo, i-ocd, ukudangala, ukuzithemba, izinombolo zokuqala bekungukuthi:
31.10.2015 Amandla - 5 Ukugqugquzela - 2 Ukukhathazeka - 5 OCD - 6 Ukucabanga ngocansi - 3 Ukuzethemba - 4 Ukusebenza esikhundleni sokucabanga ngakho * - 1 Ukwesaba - 7 Ukukhathazeka kwezenhlalo - 6 Ukudangala - 5
Isikali sivela ku-1-10 * Anginayo i-GF njengamanje
Emasontweni amane kamuva…
1.12.2015 Energy - 9 Motivation - 9 Ukukhathazeka - 2 OCD - 2 fantasy yezocansi - 5 Selfesteem - 8 Ukusebenza esikhundleni sokucabanga ngakho * - 9 Ukwesaba - 1 Ukukhathazeka kwezenhlalo - 1 Depression - 2
Hawu, kunjalo? 🙂
Ukukufingqa, amavidiyo we-hardcore porn, izithombe ezingcolile, ama-gifs we-porn nokunye kuzokwenza uzizwe UKUBI, KABI impela. Kubi ukwedlula utshwala nogwayi kuhlangene nesimo sakho sengqondo futhi ngikwazi ukukunikeza izwi lami kuleso sitatimende.
Ukuthwebula akuyona inkinga kimi, i-porn iyingozi, ngemuva kwenyanga eyodwa ngithole ukuthi iningi lezinkinga zami ezingokomzwelo zidonswa yi-porn, empeleni kulolu hambo bekungabikho ukukhathazeka nganoma yiluphi uhlobo.
Ngihlehle ngemuva kwe-1.12 ukubheka nje izintokazi ezithile ezinhle ezisebenzayo (khumbula angizange ngiphume kusukela nge-31.10, namanje ku-7.12), yabuya, ngaphandle kokukhula. Ngokuyisisekelo, i-porn kuyo yangibeka ukukhathazeka kimi, hhayi ukukhula.
Nakulokhu futhi, ayizange ifake, ibuke izithombe ezingcolile, futhi ukukhathazeka kwavuka, kuyiqiniso kimi.
I-Porn idale isimilo esixakile, i-OCD, ukukhathazeka, amahloni, umuntu o-static futhi ongeyena osebenzayo uma esetshenziswa ezintweni ezinzima, kuyisithiyo kuma-leve amaningi ongacabangi ukuthi, uzikhawulela uma udla lokho shit, ukugxila kwami, ukubamba iqhaza, inkumbulo itholakele
Bengijwayele ukubona into ethile engingakaze ngiyikhumbule engqondweni yami engingayikhumbula. Amandla? Amazinga e-T atholakala esibhakabhakeni, ngilinganisa, ngifile, kunzima kunangaphambili, isihogo, ukunyakaza okuthile ebengicabanga ukuthi angisoze ngikwenze njengokuphakama kwemisipha kwakuwukuthula kwekhekhe.
Amandla amakhulu? Cha, ngiyaxolisa, angijikelanga kuSuperman 🙂
Ngabe ngiwabonile amanye amantombazane? Impela, angikaze ngibone empilweni yami angizange ngibone amantombazane amaningi amahle ngenyanga eyodwa futhi angibukeka ngenyanga eyodwa, isimo esingajwayelekile? 🙂
Isiphetho sokugcina kimi futhi mhlawumbe kwabanye bakho abafunda lokhu kuthunyelwa. I-Hardcore imbi, noma uluphi uhlobo lwayo, ama-movie, izithombe, uyiqamba, ukuhlunga kanye nezinto ezithambile ezigxile kumizwa nemizwa esezingeni evamile kuyamukeleka kimi.
Ukuze ube luhlaza,
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Izinto ze-Hardcore brazzers ezine-2 Double D amantombazane agqoke kulo lonke umgodi wamachibi okubhukuda ngosuku olunelanga elikhanyayo kuzodala inkungqondo yengqondo, ukukhathazeka, ukudangala, ukungabi nogqozi, ukuqina, ukuzilimaza kokuziphatha komphakathi, ukuzithemba okuphansi kimi.
Kepha akukho okungathatha indawo yocansi lwangempela, ngakho-ke nginethemba lokuthi ohambweni lwami olulandelayo lwe-noFAP oluzoba yi-btw ngemuva konyaka omusha luzoza ngokuhleleka 🙂
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