I’ve done it. Three months no jerking off and no porn. Planning on staying virgin until marriage, so no sex either. In all honesty, I think today was the hardest day… I woke up with a hard-on like never before. It’s such a strong temptation to give in, my scumbag brain is telling me I’ve achieved my goal and can stop now. Well, I’m not gonna stop… I’m enjoying the benefits so much I’m planning to do another ninety days. And another, and another, until I don’t even need to think about it. It still isn’t second nature for me, by the way; apart from a long flatline from about day 20 to 60, I’m still tempted regularly to beat it to some hot lesbian porn.
N'ikwu okwu banyere uru, lee ihe m chọpụtara ugbu a: Enwere m obi ụtọ. Ukwuu, nwekwuo obi uto. Ana m arịa SAD ma chọpụta na m nwere obere ịda mbà n'obi na afọ ole na ole gara aga, mana oge mgbụsị akwụkwọ / oge oyi (ee, ọ malitelarị) Enwere m obi ụtọ. Enwere m ike - enweghị m ike ịkọwapụta ya n'ụzọ zuru oke na NoFap dịka amalitere m iri nri ahụike, na-a vitaminụ ihe mgbakwunye vitamin, ma na-arụ ọrụ, mana ejiri m n'aka na NoFap bụ isi na-enye aka na nke ahụ.
Enweghi m ike idobe enyi nwanyị nwanyị, mana enwere otu nwa agbọghọ m lere anya ruo nwa oge, agbalịrị m ịkọwa mmetụta m maka ya na-enweghị ụjọ ụjọ na-emetụta m n'oge gara aga. Ọ na-egosi na ọ dịbeghị njikere maka mmekọrịta karịa enweghị mmasị na m, echekwara m na ọ bụ naanị oge. Enwere m ọtụtụ, na-elekọta mmadụ ugbu a, ọkachasị ụmụ nwanyị, ọ na-esiri m ike ịmalite / ebu mkparịta ụka. Banyere ụbụrụ reprogramming bit, Echere m na ọ na-arụ ọrụ…
I used to put women on a pedestal, considering them almost like goddesses, aloof and unapproachable; at the same time, I also felt like they owed me, like I was doing them a favour asking them out and there was no good reason for a rejection (yes, I became a bitter friendzone-hater). It was a ridiculous outlook and of late my mindset has matured and I realize that girls are just people like everyone else.
Anyway, that’s my thoughts so far… you guys have been a great source of motivation and encouragement; keep fighting the good fight.
Jikọ - [Ihe ịga nke ọma] 90 Days of Hardmode
by el_muerte17
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