Day 77! I am writing this because something unbelievable has happened. I am on a libido high that I have never experienced before. I’d like to give a few words of motivation to the people of this subreddit. If you are feeling down, feel like quitting, or just hesitant to start…READ THIS!
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I am young, healthy and active in sports and have been all my life. During the last few years I have noticed a change south of the border. It was becoming harder and harder to obtain and sustain an erection. I was in my early 20’s and I was experiencing ED. One of the worst experiences any young man can be exposed to. This led to a severe confidence drop, especially with women.
I wasn’t even aware that I had a problem. But when I look back at it now, porn became a regular part of life that I simply overlooked. It became a routine. I would often go out at night, drink, flirt with women and go back home for some PMO. And often times, the P wouldn’t even excite me like it used to. I would have to cut out the clips that turned me on and have them on repeat. This would just lower my confidence more and I would hate myself. I would reject an offer from an attractive woman because I knew in the back of my mind that I won’t be able to perform (ED).
The only sign of hope came to me when I would be able to perform during PMO after drinking heavily. I figured it couldn’t be a physical problem but a mental one. I slowly began to reduce my MO but continued with P. Several months later I found out about NoFap. The journey began!
NoFap Journey Begins
Na nke ikpeazụ 77 ụbọchị enweghị m MO'd ma ọ bụ ihu. Enwere m foto nke P na ntanetị, otu ugboro ma ọ bụ ugboro abụọ mana ozugbo mechiri nchọgharị ahụ. Ọbụna m kwụsịrị iji Facebook dị ka m nwere n'oge gara aga. Ụmụ okorobịa, chefuo FB na-akpụ akpụ, ọ na-enweghị nzube. N'ihe dị ka otu ọnwa na ọkara, ọtụtụ ndị inyom mara mma. Anọ m na-eme ihe. Obi ike m abawanyele, ụmụ nwanyị na-elekwa m anya karịa.
In the last 77 days I have had ups and downs in libido and confidence. Both of which seem directly correlated. When my mood was down but I had high libido, the recovery would be quick. When my libido was down it was hard to keep the mood up.
In the last 19 days (since day 58) my libido has been high for the most part; some exceptions at certain parts of the day. I’ve noticed that I am getting turned on by simply dancing/kissing girls. Kissing would barely turn me on in the past and dancing would do absolutely nothing for me. I even met a girl and things got very heated on the dance floor. She started putting her hands down my jeans. I decided not to sleep with her because I was unsure if I would be able to perform for PIV. I was 100% certain I could perform in getting a bj but I didn’t want to hurt the recovery process (bj’s used to do very little for me as well < – – – imagine that). < – – – I know what you’re thinking, “what an idiot” lol. When I look back now, I am glad I drew the line.
Last night I got an unexpected call from my ex. We started talking and the sound of her voice turned me on. The conversation got sexual very quickly. Once I hung up, we were texting back and forth. I had to take a cold shower (something I never do) and the night was filled with a lack of sleep due to a raging boner. It was as if someone fed me Viagra…and I was actually feeling tired and sleepy throughout the day. In the past, I would have cancelled a date if I was feeling like that. Despite the fatigue, I wanted her in my bed, naked right then and there. I was 100% certain I would be able to perform PIV (‘penis in vagina’ for people who don’t know) without a problem.
Results Up Until Now
Taa m ruru ụbọchị 77. Ụbọchị 19 ikpeazụ, mịbido dị elu, ọ dị ka ọ na-eto eto. Obi ike m dị elu n'oge niile. Ọ bụ ezie na nke a dịka hell, ka a ghagharịa ya n'ụbọchị dum ka ị na-agbalị ịdọpụ uche gị pụọ na inwe mmekọahụ, ọ dịtụghị mgbe ọ dị m mma! Amaghị m ma m bụ 100% gwọọ, ma ọ dị m ka ọ bụ na m nọ nso n'ebe ahụ. Mmekọahụ na ụmụ agbọghọ n'ezie, nke a ga-abụ oke ụkọ ezigbo oge okpomọkụ 😀 ma njem a bụ nnọọ 100% bara uru ya! Achọ m ka m malite ya na mbụ.
Ugbu a, mụ na nwanyị ọ bụla mara mma na-ahụ anya, na-enwekwa ọtụtụ. M na-ele anya ma na-amụmụ ọnụ ọchị n'ụzọ dị aghụghọ nke na-eme ka ha mara m na-ahụ ha mara mma. Ana m eji anya m eme ka ha hụ ha n'anya. Kedu ihe bụ mmeghachi omume ha? Ha na-amụmụ ọnụ ọchị! Ha na-egbuke egbuke! Ha na-ele ala / anya mgbe ha na-egwu. M na-emenye ha ụjọ (n'ụzọ dị mma).
Echere m na nke a bụ ihe dị egwu ma ana m ezere ya mgbe niile. Ma ọ dịkarịa ala nke ahụ bụ ihe a kụziiri anyị ikwere. Kọọ ihe niile ị nụrụ ma ọ bụ hụrụ na mgbasa ozi. Ezi ndị inyom mara mma ma ha nọ ebe a iji dọta anyị. Ha choro ka ha choo ha ma ha choro ile anya. Akụkụ kachasị mma banyere njem a bụ NoFap bụ na ọ na-ewepụ nwayọọ na ọhụụ a na-ekpuchi anya na iko iko ndị a etinyewo anyị niile. Ihe bụ eziokwu bụ na ụmụ nwanyị mara mma nọ n'ebe niile, ha dịkwa mma karịa ihuenyo na-abaghị uru.
Guys, no matter how bad you feel, no matter how long this awful flatline/depression/low confidence lasts, just remember to power through it. You are all a lot stronger than you believe. You are all capable of getting through this, just don’t give up!
Jisie ike!
FURTHER COMMENTS:
My ED started creeping slowly 2 – 3 years ago. And it has gotten significantly worse in the last year. I got to the point where I would rarely see morning wood and most parts of porn wouldn’t do anything for me. Half the time I would Fap with a limp dick. I would spend hours surfing for the model that was “hot” enough. And what was “hot” today was unattractive tomorrow.
Women that wouldn’t turn my head in the past have my full attention now. It feels amazing that there are so many more attractive women. Up until recently I would spot 1 hot bartender, I would look at her tits and think to myself, ‘come on, get hard, she is so hot, why isn’t it working…must be the alcohol’, very discouraging. Now I will spot a woman sitting at a bar, and the way she has her legs crossed, or the way she plays with her hair will grab my attention from across the room. I become a bull with one thing on my mind.
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