A cikin kwanakin 108 na ƙarshe, Ba ni da M ko O, kuma na ɗan kalli P na 'yan mintoci kaɗan a matsakaita wataƙila sau ɗaya a kowane mako biyu. Kusan wata guda kenan tun bayan kallon P na karshe, kuma a wannan lokacin a shirye nake na ci gaba da wannan rawar har abada. Ban kuma yi jima'i ba, kuma ban yi mafarki ba. Na kasance ina yin addu'a da yin zuzzurfan tunani na aƙalla awa ɗaya kowace rana, don gwadawa da jujjuya kowane ƙarfi zuwa cikin kuzari masu kyau maimakon ƙarfin jima'i. Burina shine a ƙarshe mu bi Brahmacharya gaba ɗaya.
Abubuwa:
- Ina da aikin motsa jiki sosai kuma ina yin motsa jiki na sa'o'i a kowace rana a gefe; Bayan sa'o'i 10 na amfani da jikina ga cikakke, na yi bacci daidai, to sai a farka a rana mai zuwa jin yadda na wartsake gabaɗaya kuma ba ciwo ba kwata-kwata. Zan iya tafiya a zahiri ba tare da hutawa na kwana ba kuma har yanzu ina kula da duk tsokar jikina.
- Lokacin da na yi bimbini da kuma yin addu'a, Ina jin wannan jikin yana sanyayashi da nutsuwa mai karfi da karfi, kusan ya ke ji kamar inzali.
- Nakan sami nutsuwa koyaushe, kuma ba na da saurin fushi.
- Mutane suna sauraron abin da nake faɗi, mutane kuma suna mutunta ni. Da alama baƙon abu ne da farko, amma na saba da shi.
- Harkokin zamantakewata na da yawa sosai, saboda zan iya yin saurin saurara tare da haƙuri, in san abin da zan faɗi da kuma lokacin da zan faɗi shi.
- A tsakiyar wannan yanayin, Na sami damar ƙaura daga wurin da na ƙi rayuwa a ciki kuma na ƙare a ainihin wurin da nake so in kasance, tare da abokai waɗanda nake so in kasance, da kuma aikin da nake so in samu.
- Kowace rana tana da ban sha'awa fiye da ta ƙarshe. Yana jin kamar ni kan manufa tare da wannan burin Brahmacharya, kuma yana jin daɗin gamsuwa saboda samun burin kamarsa.
Bangarori Masu Wuya:
- A cikin kwanakin farko na 30 (Na yi wani 33 gudana kafin), yana jin kamar hawa saman ganima kawai don ba tunani game da jima'i. Musamman sati 2 da 3. Bayan tsawon lokaci ko da yake, bayan kimanin kwanakin 60, kawai yana jin al'ada ce don kar fap ko tunani game da jima'i.
- Yana iya jin kadaici a wasu lokuta, ba tare da sakin jikina da aka saba da shi ba.
- Ina samun karin hankali daga mata, yana mai wahalar da ni in kiyaye tsarkakakkiyar aure. Musamman idan suka taba ni ko suka zura min ido; Na kama mata da yawa suna kallona yanzu, wanda da gaske bai faru ba. Har ila yau, ba da damar mata bazuwar su yi ƙoƙari su yi magana da ni. Wannan na iya zama tabbatacce ga waɗanda ke ƙoƙari don inganta rayuwar dangantakar su, amma kawai yana sanya abubuwa wuya ga wanda ke ƙoƙarin Brahmacharya. Na sami hanyar da zan magance karfin kowace mace da ke kokarin yin lalata da ni, don yin addu'a ga duk sha'awar da na ɓullo da su don a sauya su zuwa makamashi mai tsarki wanda ke kare su. Wannan koyaushe yana kwantar da hankalina kuma yana rage sha'awar jima'i zuwa komai.
Gabaɗaya, duk mutumin da yake ƙoƙarin bin kowane irin hanyar fap, ya kamata ya san cewa wannan shine ainihin mafi wuya abu da zaku taɓa yi a rayuwar ku. Kuna buƙatar tunanin mafi ƙarfin hali da kuka taɓa aikatawa, kuma kuyi amfani da wannan tunani ɗaya, sannan ku ninka shi don cin nasara. Soyayya mai yawa a gareku baki daya, sa'a mafi kyau a kan hanyoyinku. Kasance da ƙarfi domin yana da ƙima fiye da yadda kuke tsammani!
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