Shekaru na 21 - Mafarki-kamar mafarki, yawan kuzari da karin jima'i

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Bayan gazawar kalubale na NoFap sau 6, a wannan lokacin sai na takura kaina na cimma burina. Ina da shekara 21. Na yi amfani da batsa tun lokacin da nake kusan 13 shekaru. Na yanke shawarar daina saboda tsananin jin dadina da kuma damuwar da nake da ita game da mata.

Na ga babban ci gaba a cikin halayyar zamantakewa da motsin rai.

Ina yawan samun kulawar mata. Suna ce da ni sosai idan aka kwatanta da lokacin da na fara. Sauran masu karfin iko sun hada da mafarkai irin na fim, yawan kuzari lokacin farkawa, da hangen nesa irin na gani, ba wasa. Na kasance PMOing on and off, kusan shekaru 2. Wannan ita ce hanya mafi tsayi.

Ban fara lura da hankalin mata ba har zuwa kusan watanni 3, wani wuri a kusan kwanaki 80. Kuma game da mafarki, babban hasashe na shine kauracewa PMO ya sake daidaita ma'aunin sunadarai a cikin kwakwalwa, wannan shine dalilin da yasa mafarkin suka fi "bayyane" fiye da yadda aka saba. Amma burina kamar yana da labaran layi, kamar fim.

Alaka ta da matata ta kasance mai rikitarwa. Dukda cewa muna rigima fiye da yadda muka saba, muna yawan jima'i. Rayuwar jima'i na hakika ta sami hanya mafi kyau! Game da tabbatattun abubuwa, da alama ta fi son gwada sabbin abubuwa lokacin da suke yin jima'i. Ta ma fi biyayya kuma abin birgewa ne.

Ban taɓa yin mafarkin mafarki ba kwata-kwata. Koyaya, Na taɓa yin wani wuri kusan 20 mafarkai masu ban sha'awa ƙwarai.

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By Zamani