91 kwanakin da suka gabata na fadi, kuma kwanakin 91 da suka gabata Ina kwance a gado na kusan kuka da kaina don barci. Na ji kamar shit. Ban sani ba ko ɗabi'a ce ko sunadarai ko menene, amma na san na sami sabon tushe. Kwanciya can, Na tuna zai zama na 22nd ranar haihuwar cikin kwanaki 30, washegari.
Na kasance a wannan tsawon watanni, na sami tsawon mako guda a nan da can, ina tattara couplean wasa biyu mako biyu. Amma na sani, kwanaki 30 daga ranar haihuwar 22nd, cewa ina son wannan bambanci a rayuwata. Mahaifina koyaushe yana cewa, "Lokacin da muka girma, muna kawar da abubuwan da muka aikata tun muna yara." Na dauki wannan a zuciya a wannan daren. Bai kasance da tauri gaba ɗaya ba, baƙon abu, domin a raina na gama gaba ɗaya. Na kasance ina kawar da wannan abu na yarinta sau daya saboda na koma wata shekara, na zama babban mutum mai cikakken iko. Wannan shine fitilar bege na, dalilina na dagewa.
Akwai mako guda, kimanin makonni uku da suka gabata, inda na kalli batsa. Kuma ya dawo da daidai, tsohuwar, ji. Na sami kyakkyawar gudummawa na endorphin, amma kaina ya fashe. Kallon mata daban yake, yaudarar kaina daga kwarin gwiwa yana bunkasa yanayi. An sake dawowa shafin don taimako don shawo kan ci gaba.
A lokacin, na lura da canje-canje marasa yarda a rayuwata. Ina hulɗa da kai tsaye ga NoFap saboda wannan shine kawai canji da na yi a rayuwata a wannan lokacin. Ni a yanzu haka ina shan ruwan sanyi (/ r / sanyi showersut), na daina shan sigari, na nemi mata 5 + a cikin mutum, kuma ina magana ne / kwanakin / rataye tare da budurwa mai ban mamaki wanda ni na danna sosai.
Yaƙe na ya kasance mai sauƙi, saboda a zuciyata na yanke shawara gaba ɗaya. Ba na kuma son sake sanin wancan zurfin. Ina son wannan sabuwar hanyar rayuwa da na karanta game da ita. Tunanina ya bayyana sarai kuma ruhuna ya sake. Kuna tare da ni?
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by RokaManV
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