Shekaru na 23 - Daga PIED zuwa rawar da zata soki sama

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Na fara saboda PIED. Na shafe awowi kowace rana ina neman hotunan batsa da bidiyo don saukewa, kuma banji daɗin wannan yanayin ba, a bayyane. Hakanan, banji daɗin hakan ba lokacin da na ɗauki littafina na shiga wuraren taruwar jama'a, koyaushe ina jin cewa wani ba zai ga batsa a ciki ba, ko wani abu makamancin haka.

Ban sani ba idan ta canza abubuwa da yawa, don haka bari in jera jerin.

  1. Bayan wani lokaci, ban so in sake ganin batsa ba. Haka ne, ban so in shiga shafukan batsa ba, reddits na batsa ko wani abu makamancin haka. Ina tsammanin wannan saboda PIED ne, kuma saboda jima'i a batsa karya ne don haka baya sake kira.
  2. My jima'i drive ne ta hanyar rufin
    Ina tunanin yin jima'i a kowace rana
    kowace lokaci
    kowace na biyu
    nah, kawai kidamu. Amma ina son yin jima'i da yawa yanzu.
    Kafin, akwai ranakun da zan kalli kyawawan mata kuma zan zama kamar "meh". Yanzu, ni kowane lokaci na kalli wata kyakkyawar mace, ina kamar “wow, kyakkyawa sosai” ko “hm, dat ass”
  3. Ina jin ƙarancin datti
    Da kyau, wannan ba hadaddun bane. Batsa tana sa ni jin laifi da datti, kuma ina jin daɗi ba tare da jin irin wannan ba
  4. BABI
    Ban sani ba ko aikin dick na har yanzu saboda ban yi jima'i a cikin waɗannan kwanakin 90 ba, amma makon da ya gabata na sumbaci yarinya, kuma ba ta da kyau ko wani abu makamancin haka, amma dick na fashewa, cikakken maƙura , kasancewar rawar da za ta huda sammai, don haka ah yeah.

Ban sani ba ko tuna wani abu da ya canza, amma jin kyauta ga tambayar komai.

Ni 23 yo.

LINK - 90 days

By kwartzor


UPDATE

Ya ku mutane, na dawo da kyakkyawan labari: Ba ni da PIED kuma

Don haka, kafin nofap, Na yi ƙoƙari sau huɗu don yin jima'i, kuma koyaushe na rasa tsafina (rabin tashi, lokacin da na yi guda ɗaya), ko da lokacin shiga. Sai da ta tsotse cewa azzakari na zai sake samu, amma har yanzu ban sami ikon jurewa ba. Ban kasance mai saɓani sosai a cikin lokacin ba.

Bayan kwanaki 112, na kawo yarinya gidana kuma muna taɗi, sannan na fara sumbatar juna. Nayi kokarin ciyar da wasan gaba daya sai ta ce ita budurwa ce, don haka mun dawo ga sumba da tabawa, amma da tufafi, wadanda suka tsotsa, amma ok. Ya tafi na tsawon awanni (lol) kuma duk tsawon lokacin azzakarina ya cika wahala kuma ina cikin cikakken zafi. Sannan nayi kokarin sanya mata aikin hannu, sai ta biya. Muna kwance a kan gado, fuska da fuska, don haka ya zama baƙon matsayi, kuma ba ta da ƙwarewa, don haka ba shi da kyau, amma duk da haka ina jin daɗin hakan kuma daga ƙarshe na zo.

Don haka, ee, Ina jin babu tsoro daga fargabar tashin tashin hankali kuma daga karshe zan iya rayuwa ta al'ada, kawai tsoron dsts da ciki lol.

LINK - PIED warke