Ni 23 ce kuma na yi amfani da batsa tun ina ɗan shekara 12. Na daina saboda dalilai na addini, amma kuma saboda kallon batsa mai saurin tashin hankali don tsawa na tsorata ni. Fa'idodi? Bikin aure a Lokacin kaka 😀
Bayan mafi tsawo na (kwanakin 128) na fara sake dawowa bayan gajere da gajere. Na kusan gama dawowa cikin al'ada na mako-mako. Sai wani sabon abu ya faru. A bazarar da ta gabata na fara soyayya da wata abokiyar aiki daga wata ƙungiya mai zaman kanta inda duk muke aiki. Mun san juna kuma mun so junanmu tsawon shekaru 3-4, amma ba mu taba nuna tsananin kaunar juna ba. Mun kasance muna tunani, cewa mu abokai ne kawai, amma a ƙarshe, hakan ta faru. Kuma yanzu mun kasance tare fiye da watanni 7 kuma mun yanke shawarar yin aure a wannan Satumba.
Don haka, yanzu kuna iya tambaya ta yaya wannan ya taimake ni a gwagwarmayar NoFap? A gaskiya, yana da sauki. Bayan wata biyu da saduwa da ita, na sake komawa na fada mata komai. Mun yi kuka, ta rungume ni ta ce za ta yi duk abin da za ta taimake ni. Gaskiya ne, ya cutar da ita sosai. Hakan ya faru kwanaki 195 kenan. Gaskiya, duk lokacin da na sami sha'awar fap, Ina tunatar da kaina yadda kunyar da nake ji da kuma yadda yake cutar da ita.
Yayi mana aiki da gaske. Na san cewa koyaushe haɗari ne cewa zan sake dawowa, amma yanzu ina da maɓallin da ya fi ƙarfi koyaushe. Ba wai don sake dawowa zai iya cutar da ni ba, amma saboda yana iya cutar da ita.
Na fi yarda da kaina, mafi kyau tsari kuma na fara wasu motsa jiki don samun cikakkiyar lafiya.
Aaaaaaaand tabbas jin 'yanci da babban rabo 🙂
Idan kana son ganin bayanina duba wadannan hanyoyin (da aka tsara a tsarin tsari):
https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/2lcwwc/relapsed_after_128_days/
https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/2ub8eq/relapsed_after_87_days/
https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/3digl9/relapsed_after_67_days/
LINK - Kwanakin 300 gobe!
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