Yayi tuntuɓe a cikin Nofap fewan shekarun da suka gabata bayan kallon Ted Talk kan yadda batsa mara kyau ke cikin tunani. Ya duba cikin sakonnin kuma ya zama wanda ya sami nasara ta hanyar wanda ake kira “superpowers” saboda da gaske ba na samun kwanciyar hankali a lokacin. Na yi ƙoƙari na fewan kwanaki, na sake komawa, na yi ƙoƙari na mako ɗaya ko makamancin haka sai na sami damar riƙe ragamar kwana 30 +, a wannan lokacin baƙon shit ya fara faruwa!
Ina aiki a matsayin mai jiran aiki a cikin gari mai dadi, ni matsakaicine mai kyan gani, marainin fata na farkon mutumin 20. An yi min albarka da shuɗi idanuwa kuma ina da 'yan zane-zane masu sanyi duk da haka (kajin suna tono tawada .., mafi ƙanƙan inda nake daga) Ina samun waɗannan maganganun, kamar mace na ido ido na lokaci-lokaci suna lalata ni, suna barin maganganu marasa kyau, suna ɓullowa yayin magana da ni , and danna kamar yadda yake, barin lambobin waya akan napkins haha.
Zan yi tafiya a kan titi da kyan gani zan samu (galibi daga tsofaffin mata 30+ amma duk muna son Milf eh?) Shin zai zama ido ɗaya ne ko murmushi mai murmushi. 'Yan mata suna zuwa wurina kuma suna yin motsi na farko a wuraren shakatawa na dare kawai saboda ina magana da su kamar ɗan adam… ba da fatawa ba duk da cewa na ƙi wannan shit. Don ƙarasa shi, kusan kwana 40 na kwana da mata daban-daban a cikin mako ɗaya, kuma sun dace sosai. Amma abin baƙin ciki don ganin abin da zai faru, na faɗi kuma duk hankali ya ɓace nan take. Surreal. Ina tsammanin da gaske wani abu ne da kimiyya ba za ta iya bayyana shi ba, aƙalla ba matakin ci gaban mu na yanzu ba.
Linearshe shine saboda ina jin daɗi anan… .Rara karfin gwiwa .Ya karu (mai karfi, mai zurfin) idanun ido .Ta tashi a baya .Rage himma daga mata .Kwantar da hankali daga mata .Binarfin tattaunawa mai kyau .Sense na Kai Worth. mafi kyau .Marin motsin rai
Gaskiya ba za a iya bayyana ba amma na san wannan ba tabbataccen wuri bane. Na tsufa yanzu, ba na Nofap yanzu don ɗaukar mata. Kodayake tabbatatley ya sauƙaƙa! Na yi shi ne don darajar kaina da na samu, ƙaruwa mai ƙarfi, ikon iya yin baya baya kuma ga yadda yawan lalata jima'i tsakanin al'umma, nawa ne mace mai ƙyamar batsa ta sanya ni, yadda id kawai ke ganin su a matsayin abubuwa . Don samun damar samun wani abu daban game da ni da kuma nuna cewa zan iya aikatawa. Amma mafi yawan duka, na gano cewa yana ba ni ikon ƙaunata da amincewa da wani kuma.
Na gode da posts tsawon shekaru Fapstronaughts, da gaske m da kuma kyakkyawan aiki!
[Ina] Kusan 26 yanzu 🙂
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