Shekaru na 29 - -arin amincewa da kai, ci gaba bayan ƙoƙari na shekaru

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Da farko dai ina so in bayyana cewa ina matukar farin ciki da zuwa wannan ranar. Akwai lokuta da yawa da nake tunanin ba zan yi ba. Abokaina, Yana da wahala ba zan ce akasin haka ba, musamman saboda tun ina ɗan shekara 12 na fara yin al'ada kuma tun ina ɗan shekara 14 na fara kallon batsa.

Fiye da rabin rayuwata na kasance cikin tarko, amma yanzu a karon farko a rayuwata na shiga layin kwanaki casa'in. Akwai wasu ranakun da na kasance mai matukar kwadaitarwa koda ba tare da tsinkaye ba, ko da da wani irin yanayi mai ban haushi kusan a saman kaina, na yi wasu bincike kuma ga alama masu karbar kwayar dopamine na kwakwalwa suna nan, don haka, wannan ya karfafa min gwiwa wajen yin tunanin hakan duk wannan yana daga cikin aikin maganata.

A wannan lokacin ba na son kallon batsa kuma. Zan iya cewa na koyi yin sarauta akan idanuna da kuma hannuna saboda ban sake taɓa taɓa al'aurata ba. Duk da haka har yanzu ina aiki a kan sarrafa tunanin na, burgewa da duk wannan. Na sani cewa idan na mallaki waɗancan abubuwa uku (idanu, hannaye da tunani), zan iya shawo kan jarabtata gaba ɗaya kuma in zama mafi kyawun mutum.

A farkon shekara ta gaba zan juya 30 shekaru da gaske kuma ina so in zama free daga PMO a wancan lokacin. Ina son sa'a kuma idan kun kasance addini ku kiyaye ni cikin addu'arku. Na gode da ku duka da shawara ku, ku gaskanta cewa ruwan sanyi da kuma turawa sun kasance da amfani sosai kuma a cikin lokutan yin addu'a.

Ƙawata abokina.

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