Yau ce RARIYA. Ba zan iya yarda da yadda sauri lokaci ya wuce. Ina jin dadi sosai yau, kyakkyawan kwarin gwiwa da farin ciki ba gaira babu dalili. Ina fitowa a hankali daga layi na Ga jerin fa'idodi da na samu:
- babu sauran bakin ciki;
- Na farka da wuri ba tare da ƙararrawa ba;
- damuwar zamantakewa ta fi kyau, Zan iya kusanci mutane in gaishe su;
- babban kwarin gwiwa;
- Zan iya sa ido tare da mata in yi magana da su ba tare da samun sahun ɗumi da ƙafafun sanyi ba;
- Na canza tunanina zuwa ga mata da sauran bangarorin rayuwa gaba daya;
- Ina da makamashi da yawa kuma zan iya motsa jiki kamar ban taɓa ba;
- Na canza halayena da yawa: Na ci lafiya, motsa jiki, kunna guitar, karanta littattafai, Na fara buga littattafai, zuzzurfan tunani, aski a kai a kai da ƙari;
- Ban sake jin laifi ba kuma a zahiri na zama mutum a buɗe sosai;
Har yanzu akwai sauran wurare don ingantawa. Da gaske ya cancanci a jure wa duk wani shit saboda kyautar a ƙarshen wani abu ne mai ma'ana, rayuwa tana canzawa.
Ba na tsammanin cewa NoFap shine dalilin duk canje-canje amma ya kasance maɓalli mai mahimmanci wanda ya taimaka mini in fara canzawa kwata-kwata.
Na yi mafarki mai ban tsoro daren jiya. Na yi mafarkin sake dawowa. Na girgiza kamar tare da aikatawa, na kusa buga kwanaki 120? Ba zan iya yarda da shi ba, ya lalata! Lokacin da na farka na kasance kamar whew ya kasance kawai mafarki mai ban tsoro a lol
Ka sami yan'uwa masu imani, akwai haske a ƙarshen rami!
LINK - Monthsan watanni 4 (kwanakin 120) na hardmode!
by fap_detox
MAGANAR 2
Canje-canje ƙanana ne da ɗan sani. Sun tara tsawon lokaci. Ofaya daga cikin kyawawan abubuwan da suka faru da ni shi ne, fahimta ta game duniya da mata ta canza sosai. Ina tsammanin wannan ya faru ne yayin aiwatar da duk ƙarami da ƙarami.
Yana da kyau mu kalli mata a matsayin mutane kuma ba abubuwan wasa ba. Ba na sake tambayar kaina yadda ake kallon tufafin, ina tambayar kaina wace irin mace ce ita? Kuma wannan yana kawar da kunya da gaske, don haka zan iya yin magana da yardar kaina kuma yana jin dadi.
Ina tsammanin mafi kyawun abin da ya same ni shi ne lokacin da na kawar da kunyar! Na dai gane hakan kuma hakan yana faranta min rai!
Ina ji duk fetishes da kyau. Samun fitsari alama ce cewa abu ba daidai bane. A gare ni gurare sun kasance mata ne na bautar mata. Yanzu waɗannan 'yan tayin bawai kawai suke kawowa bane amma na dauki su abin ƙyama ne kuma yana jin daɗi!
A ganina sakin maniyyi barna ne cikakke. Jiki baya bukatar “rabu da” maniyyi kuma idan yayi zaiyi shi da kansa. Maniyyi shine ainihin makamin nukiliya wanda ke tafiyar da jikinku da rayuwarku gaba!
Ina ƙoƙari don ƙarin watanni shida kuma ƙarshe don rayuwa mara kyau
Ina jin yadda wannan ya canza tunanina da fahimtata game da mutane da duniya gabaɗaya. Na kasance ina rayuwa a cikin ruɗi, kumfa…
Ina mai nadamar cewa ban san cewa PMO ya lalata rayuwata ba really Lallai mutane suna buƙatar samun ilimi game da wannan sh! T. Duniyarmu ta yin jima'i da lalata da gaske tana lalata rayuwar mutane.
Yunkina na farko shine kwanakin 300, shekaru biyu kenan da suka gabata. Sannan ina da kwanakin 15-60 da yawa na kwanakin 2-7 kwanakin.
Gaskiya dai ban sami wani abin alfahari ba a wannan lokacin. Na rasa 15kg ba tare da motsa jiki ba kwata-kwata, watakila saboda na yanke yawancin abincin takarce. Na kasance a cikin shimfiɗar ɗakin kwana a yawancin lokaci don haka ni kyakkyawa ba ta motsa jiki. My jima'i drive ya mutu a zahiri.
Kimanin shekaru biyu da suka gabata na sami wani abu mai ban sha'awa wanda ya dame ni a hankali da tunani, wannan shine lokacin da na sake komawa lokacin kwanakin 300 na. Na shiga cikin matsanancin damuwa kuma ni PMOed da yawa. Nayi kokarin dakatarwa amma abune mai wahala…
Yanzu da na warke cikin tunani kuma na fita daga layin layi (a yanzu), guguwar hormonal ta same ni kuma ina jin kamar f * cking da rai!
Ba ni da matsala da magana da mutane, wanda ya kasance babbar matsala a da. Idanun ido yana da ƙarfi. Ina da tunani mai kyau, zan iya bayyana kaina a sarari. Worstaurana mafi munin tafi da kyau. Ba na ba af * ck kamar yadda na yi a da… Jerin ya ci gaba.
Ina jin cewa kyawawan abubuwa suna nan tafe. Yana da matukar wahala a iya tsayayya da jarabobi amma duk lokacin da na tsayayya da guda sai in ji kamar na daidaita wani abu…
LINK - A yau na buga alamar watanni shida! Hooray! AMA
By fap_detox
UPDATE
Rayuwata ta zamantakewa ta zama cikakkiyar tarko in kasance mai gaskiya, baƙo, nada, amma na ƙuduri niyyar in canza wannan!
Ba da jimawa ba, sai na fara tunanin zamantakewa, abin da ya rasa rayuwata duka. Ina tunani game da sauran mutane, Ina tambayar kaina me suke ji, Ina ƙoƙarin hango abin da suke so, abin ban mamaki ne. Kwakwalwata a zahiri tana tunani, Ban zama mai baiwa ba amma tabbas ya fi yadda yake a da!
Ina koyan sabbin dabaru a aikina kawai ta hanyar yin gwaji, Na kasance mafi haƙuri kuma ina shirye da gaske in ɗaukar haɗari a karo na farko a rayuwata. Na sami ikon sanin kananan nasarorin. Ba na jin tsoron yin magana da baƙi wanda yake babbar riba ce a gare ni!
Bayan kusan wata biyar na lebur na sake jin wani rai yau Yau naji wani katon roƙon da guguwar tunani ta same ni. A wannan lokacin na fahimci cewa ba ni da sauran buƙatar gama amma don yin jima'i da mace, in kasance mai annashuwa, in sarrafa ta.
Ina tsammanin wannan canji ne mai ban mamaki! Na ƙaddara sosai don ci gaba da canza tunani da ta jiki kuma zan sami mace don raba rayuwata da!
LINK - Ina jin daban bayan watanni 6.
By fap_detox
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