An karanta duk abin da zan iya game da tasirin cutarwa na PMO kusan shekara guda free kyauta kyauta na kimanin watanni 10, nofap na kwanaki 44..wannan bayan kasancewa mashahurin batsa mai banƙyama tun daga labaran 80s could zan iya fada… amma ban taɓa tunanin zan iya rayuwa ba tare da PMO aƙalla sau da yawa a mako, idan ba kowace rana ba. Kusanci da shekara 50 Ina da sabuwar rayuwa albarkacin wannan jama'ar.
Don haka bayan watanni da yawa na rashin batsa da karanta littattafai kamar The Porn Trap, Daga cikin Shadows, YBOP, farfadowa da duk wani abu da zan iya samu akan rashin kwakwalwata da sake sakewa, ya faru gare ni cewa watakila zan iya yin ƙarin.
Kasancewa cikin tsaka mai wuya a duk tsawon wannan lokacin (Ina cikin mummunan aure wanda ko dai zai ƙare ko ya sami mafi kyau… duk da haka wani labarin ga wani rubutu) Na yi tunani "Menene kishiyar batsa?" Batsa jima'i ne ba tare da motsin rai ko haɗi ko soyayya ko kawance ba..sai akasin haka (a ɗauka ɗayan yana da aure kuma / ko kusanci ba zaɓi ba ne) fim ne na soyayya ko labari.
Don haka na kalli Notting Hill, Kafin Fitowar rana, Littafin rubutu, Jerry Maguire kuma kawai na gama littafin Danielle Steele. Fina-Finan sun yi kyau, amma na sami kaina da yin lalata da taurarin mata. Karanta labarin soyayya ya yi tasiri a kaina sosai! Na fara tausayawa halayen mata… Burinta na dangantaka, alaƙa, kusanci, soyayya da soyayya… ba batsa ba.
Don haka ina cikin Kudancin Cal wannan makon a hutu kuma maimakon kwadayi da son yin sha'awar duk wata mace mai ban sha'awa ina ganin… Ina tunanin rayuwarsu da kuma son kyakkyawar dangantaka a maimakon haka. Na yi kira ga burgewa, amma ya fi sauƙi a watsar da ganin mata kamar mutane ba kayan jima'i ba.
Fatan wannan ya taimaka wa wani, godiya ga dukkan manyan basira a cikin wannan al'umma!
TL: DR kusan shekara guda ba a kyauta ba bayan 30 + yrs na PMO… karanta litattafan soyayya suna taimaka mini sake sake kwakwalwa ba tare da ƙin yarda da mata ba amma jin daɗin sha'awar sha'awar haɗi da kusanci.
LINK - Akasin batsa
By MarwanAkari
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