To abin birgewa ne mai ban sha'awa zuwa yanzu. Na fara yin babban lokaci a cikin kwaleji don gwadawa da kuma magance matsalolin da nake fuskanta - wanda ya ƙare da tsananin hazo, rashin sha'awar zama tare da mutane, babban tashin hankali game da mutanen da ban kasance abokai da su ba, ƙaramin matsalar magana, PIED,
babban babban damuwa game da matan da nake so, da kuma mutuwar mutuwar da nake bayan hakan. Abin farin ciki, bai cutar da maki na sosai ba saboda ina da ƙwarewa wajen cramming da riƙe bayanai.
Na san wani abu ba daidai ba ne saboda ban taɓa zama kamar wannan ba, amma PMO kasancewa dalili ba don na biyu ya ratsa zuciyata ba. Jama'a da kimiyyar yau da kullun sun ce yana da kyau bayan duka…
Na gudanar da wasu upsanƙaƙa bayan hakan a kwaleji saboda yawan kuzari da kyawun gani na ɗabi'a, amma mafi yawan ɓangaren rashin amana da keɓaɓɓe, ƙwaƙwalwar ƙwaƙwalwa, da halayyar maza ta sa na zama mata.
A lokacin babban shekara da ~ 1 shekara daga kwaleji na fara lura da cewa hazo na ƙwaƙwalwa zai fara ɓacewa idan ban shaƙe kajin ba na fewan kwanaki kuma zan dawo sau ɗaya na yi, amma wannan gaskiyar ba da gaske ba a cikin ɗan lokaci.
Shigar gano NoFap, a ƙarshe na fara hauka don fara aiki tukuru a wannan, kuma yanzu na ji mai girma. Kwakwalwa ta kwakwalwa kusan kusan kullun tafi, ƙarfin gwiwa yana kan hanya, magana da 'yan matan cute na lokaci yana samun sauƙi, saduwa da ido ita ce iska, muryata galibi tana da zurfi, ta dauko fwb mai zafi, tana aiwatar da aikin motsa jiki na ainihi kuma tana ganin babbar riba, da sauransu
Akwai abubuwa da yawa da har yanzu zan inganta, kuma har yanzu zan sami karfin gwiwa na hankali ga PMO idan ina cikin mummunan rana, amma na tsinci wannan mutumin mai guba. Ba nawa bane.
LINK - [Rahoton] kwanaki 30 P kyauta, kwanaki 59 M kyauta. Yana jin daɗin mutumin kirki.
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