Da kyau, naji daɗin cewa ikon tunani na ya dawo kan layi. Kowace safiya ina farka daga barci, kuma a cikin cikakken mast. Ina magana gaba daya haushi. Ina jin kamar katako mai nauyi a hannuna. Yayinda nake kwana koyaushe ina iya ji dashi. Ji yake kamar fadada gaskiyane a jikina. Yayin jima'i ina jin shi har azzakari na ciki, kuma zan iya zuwa automaton, inda ban ma da tunani game da jima'i. Yana kawai yin aiki kamar yadda ya kamata. Har yanzu ba sakewa yayin jima'i kodayake don adana shaguna. Idan na ji ya fito, za mu yi hutun minti 10 sannan mu dawo ciki. Daga qarshe, jima'i bai sake jin gaggawa ba. Ba na ƙara jin kamar ina bukatan isa ƙarshen ƙarshe. Yana jin kamar yin wasa; kuna da wasa da yawa, fiye da yadda kuke yi da ƙarshen wasan.
A hankalce, har yanzu ina da wasu sama da ƙasa, wanda ke da ma'anar la'akari da yawancin fap alama ce ta hankali ba ta jiki ba. Amma har yanzu babu karfin gwiwa / karfafawa masu karfi. Kowace safiya itace mafi kyawun safiya, tare da ƙananan damuwa, kuma babu damuwa. Rashin fata ya ƙare gaba ɗaya. A halin yanzu kawai batun damuwa ne na OCD na ɗan lokaci da kuma janyewar zamantakewa, amma kuma, hanya mafi kyau fiye da da. Kawai batun shawo kanta kullun da turawa daga yankin kwanciyar hankali dan kadan.
Yin zamantakewa a cikin jama'a ya kai ga abin haushi inda zan so in katse zance a takaice amma mutane suna jin an gayyace su don ci gaba da magana. Tabbas abu ne mai kyau duk da haka. Kawai buƙatar jin daɗin zamantakewar jama'a don kawar da yanayin ɓacin rai game da shi, amma kuma, wani abu da zai zo tare da lokaci.
Gabaɗaya, jin mai girma. Yayi kusan makonni 3-4 ina tsammani. Powersarfin iko a cikin tsaunukan tsaunuka masu ƙarfi wanda zai dawwama har abada kuma ya raba 'yata biyu. Amma amincewa da karfin iko mai karfin gaske har yanzu ba'a samu ba. A wannan lokacin kawai ina cikin farin ciki ban farka ba ina son harbin kaina bisa tsari.
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