A kwanan baya 30 kwanan nan ba zai yiwu ba, yanzu tun daga watan Janairu na kasance a cikin gudana kuma ina jin mai girma, ba kawai mai girma ba, watakila ba a taba yin hakan ba. A cikin kwanaki mafi wuyar ina koyaushe akwai kalmomin hikima a nan, don haka na gode sosai. Ina tsammanin na yi canji ga mai kyau.
Da kyau idan kuna son karanta wasu ƙarin zan iya gaya muku cewa 'yan shekarun da suka gabata na ba da gaske ga rayuwa, ina nufin, a zahiri, kamar kashe kansa, ba har zuwa sanya bindiga a bakina ba, amma na shirya da gaske yin rina, ba wani abu da ke fita, kyawawan abubuwan da suka faru da ni ba su sa ni farin ciki ba, na kasance mai kiba, kuma ina cikin baƙin ciki ƙwarai, don haka ee, ba abu mai yawa don rayuwa ba.
Amma wasu yadda nake girgiza wadancan abubuwan, galibi saboda ina ganin kafin in rina ya kamata in kashe akalla kudin da na ajiye, lol, don haka na yi tafiya mai nisa zuwa Turai kuma na sami wata mai ban mamaki wata da rabi (yana da matukar wahala don yin tafiya a cikin tafiya) kuma ina jin daɗi koyaushe, amma lokacin da na dawo na fara zuwa PMO kuma baƙin cikin ya sake bugawa,
Amma wani abu ya canza, ko ta yaya a cikin wannan shekara na koyi cewa ina da jaraba kuma wannan batsa ba daidai ba ne, ina nufin ba kawai mummunar al'ada ba ne, ainihin jaraba, kuma wata kasida ta nuna cewa kayi kokarin barin shi don kwanaki 30 kuma ziyarci Wannan sub, Na yi ƙoƙarin kwana biyu kuma na kasance mai hauka, don ainihin, to, na tabbata cewa ina da matsalar matsala,
Duk da haka dai na sanya shi zuwa 11 kwanaki, har sai tsohon na ya ziyarci ni kuma muna da jima'i, mummunan jima'i (yanzu ina tsammanin na fara farawa PIED, ina nufin ina da kwanaki goma sha ɗaya amma kafin na kasance PMOing sau biyu wata rana, uku a karshen karshen mako) don haka sai na ji mai suna M, wawa ne, don haka sai na sake gwadawa a rana ta gaba amma na karshe 4 fiye da kwanaki, sannan kuma kawai 4 mafi yawan kwanaki,
Sannan na ce shi ke nan, lallai ne in gwada wannan, kuma in sake shiga wannan ƙaramin, kuma rubutun farko da na buɗe ya ƙunshi hanyar haɗi zuwa littafi, hanya mai sauƙi mai sauƙi, kuma wannan ya canza rayuwata da gaske, kalmar sihirin ita ce “Ba ku yin sadaukarwa” kuma hakan gaskiya ne, ban hana kaina jin daɗi ba, na daina haɗuwa da dafin da wani mummunan tarko na duniyar yau, na ɓata mata rai, shekaru huɗu na rayuwata zuwa kwandon shara, da kyau ba da gaske ba, kyawawan abubuwa suna faruwa ban taɓa jin daɗinsu ba,
Wannan shine ainihin abin firgita na batsa, babu abinda ze zama mai daɗi, ko fita ko sha'awa, don haka lokacin da kuka daina shi komai zai fara fita, ina nufin ƙananan ƙananan abubuwa kamar sanya t-shirt, kun san yadda masana'anta suke taɓa fatar ku , wasa kawai, amma abinci yafi ɗanɗana da kyau, kiɗa yafi kyau, ba zato ba tsammani kuna matukar son ganin abokanka, yin aiki, tsabtace ɗakin ku, kawai fuskantar gaskiyar,
Kuma mutum wannan baƙon abu bane ga saurayin da yake yawan baƙin ciki koyaushe, amma wannan ƙwarewar tana da tsada, yakamata ka dakatar da M kwata-kwata, ba kawai P ba, saboda sake ɗaukar maniyyi da jini yana da ingantaccen haɓaka na jikin namiji, yana kama da shan mafi kyawun bitamin na duniya kowace rana,
Don haka, ku kashe kullun da za ku yi tunani, kuyi aiki, ku mayar da hankali ga makamashi zuwa wani abu, kamar tsaftacewa, lokacin da na ziyarci mahaifiyata ta gaya mini - shin kuna son tsabtace, ina gaya mata Ni ganyayyaki, lol, ba ta da masaniya, kuma ta fi kyau, batsa mummunan buri ne, da kuma wawaye,
Kuma mai haɗari ne saboda duniya ba ta yarda da shi a matsayin ainihin buri ba, yana kama da lokacin da cocaine ta halatta, amma waɗanda muke da gaske muna da raɗaɗin raɗaɗin kasancewa a cikin wannan kurkukun da aka ɗora mana, wannan maƙwabcin, wanda aka sani tabbas gidan wuta ne mai rai,
Ina nufin kasancewa cikin damuwa ya riga ya munana amma kuma bayan ku PMO kuna jin kunci fiye da bakin ciki, wannan kawai rashin mutuntaka ne kuka zama mashin ɗin baƙin ciki, kuma hakan yana ci gaba har tsawon shekaru, don haka na yi matuƙar farin ciki da na fita daga wannan ramin, kuma ni hakika bashi da yawa ga wannan sub, don haka godiya, daga ƙasan raina.
Wadanda daga cikinku suke barin ci gaba yana da matukar daraja, idan baku yi ba ya kamata kuyi haka.
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By lolo666
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