Yana da karshe a nan! Ranar My 90th akan yanayin wuya! An dauke ni shekara guda don isa ga wannan matakin kuma ina matukar farin ciki da na sanya hakan zuwa yanzu. Ta hanyar shekara ɗaya na yin NoFap Na kasance a cikin asibitocin kiwon lafiya daban-daban na 4 kuma sun yi watsi da jami'a suna ɗaukar azuzuwan a JC don shiga waldi. Bari na fara da fadin cewa ba komai ban taba tunanin zanyi hakan ba.
Na fara yin NoFap saboda a lokacin lokacin bazara na 14 'a makarantar jami'a na kasance cikin yanayi mara wahala. Dalilin kasancewa shine nayi magana da wannan yarinyar a lokacin karatuna na baya amma ba wani abu bane da mukeyi. Ta ƙare da barin ni da mamaki kuma na makale a zangon karatu na gaba tare da dick a hannuna 3-5 sau a rana. Dalilin da ya sa shine saboda na ji kamar ban buƙatar gwadawa da samun wata budurwa ba. Na ji kamar kawai abin da nake buƙata dangane da samun tsotsar baƙin ciki da sakin shi batsa ne, Na faɗa wa kaina cewa mata ba su da mahimmanci a yanzu don haka zan dan maida hankali kan karatun da na yi batsa a gefe tare da rayuwata ta zamantakewa.
Saboda haka kusan into shiga zuwa zangon karatu na fara jinkirin yin tunani. Da wannan nake nufin lokacin da ake batun yin abubuwa ko ma yin magana da mutane sai na ji kamar ina da wani yanayi na hankali wanda ke sassauta tunanin kwakwalwata. Don haka tare da wannan ya zo da damuwar zamantakewa. Ina zaune a tsintsaye a lokacin kuma ban cika son fita waje ba sam sai dai ina jin yunƙurin zuwa cafeteria saboda kawai naji kamar ana yanke min hukunci koyaushe kuma koyaushe ina cikin tsoro kuma ni kawai zai tsaya a cikin dakina ne kawai, sake don aƙalla sau 3 a kowace rana kowace rana.
Lokacin hutu na bazara ya zo kusa da ni kuma na koma gida kuma ina kan kwamfutar da ke ƙoƙarin gano dalilin da yasa nake jin rauni a cikin ƙarƙashina kuma a hankali. Abu na gaba da kuka sani na zo ainihin jerinBayyunku naPB da ma'aurata Tedx suna magana game da batsa. Don haka daga nan na yanke shawarar dakatar da kallon batsa kuma in saka shi da kyau.
Ban sani ba cewa tsawon shekara guda rayuwata zata shiga cikin yanayi mai ban mamaki yayin da nake kokarin barin PMO da kyau. Cigaba da sauri zuwa rahina na yanzu na ga MAJOR ci gaba! Tunanina suna da kyau da sauri sama da yadda suke a lokacin da nake da PMO, Ina samun cigaba sosai kuma wutar jahannama Har ma ina da aiki a farkon wannan makon!
'Yan matan a koyaushe suna wurin amma ba mahimmanci ba. A yanzu haka na tafi motsa jiki kusan kowace rana don kawai in rage ƙarfina saboda yin hardmode da gaske yana ba ku ƙarfin gwiwa. Na kuma ji kamar yana da banbanci kuma da gaske mafi kyau ga kwakwalwarka lokacin da kake cikin aiwatar da tsarin sake yi.
Don haka rufe wannan duka Ina so ne kawai in sanar da wadanda suka san cewa NoFap ba sauki kuma samun wannan alama ta 90 rana wani abu ne mai matukar ban sha'awa in sami amma kuma farkon wani abu wanda yanzu salon rayuwa ne a gare ni. Gaskiya ban kula da mata balle wasu mutane ba, saboda koyaushe nake girma da kyautatawa kaina.
Lokacin da kuka dakatar da yin wani abu a jere wanda kuka yi kusan kusan 11 shekaru dole ku maye gurbin shi da wani abu ko wasu abubuwa. Na rasa abokai kuma ni kadai ne wanda na san a zahiri shi ke yin sa. Kasancewa a cikin wannan matsayin ya sa na ga ainihin yadda ake tafiyar da rayuwar jima'i a duniyarmu da kuma yadda PMO ya zama wuri gama gari yanzu da mutane ba sa magana game da shi amma kuma ba za su ma gwada yin hakan ba har tsawon wata guda, amma a gare ni na miƙe don wani abu da na yi imani da shi a matsayin wanda ya fi dacewa da kasancewa tare da mafi yawa akan abin da ba daidai ba.
Fatan alkhairi ga sauran ku kuma ku tuna, wannan tafiya ba mai sauki bane, saboda idan da kowa ne yakamata a sami wannan ranar ta 90. Ka tuna, NoFap game da tafiya ne na rayuwa mafi kyau in ba tare da PMO ba. Akwai yalwa da yawa a can kuma ba zan iya jira in yi tafiya in gan shi! Mafi sa'a tare da tafiya, ma'adinai sun ɗauki shekara ɗaya don farawa! http://imgur.com/zGufNUM
LINK - Rana ta 90 [HARDMODE] POST [LABARIN NASARA] & THROWBACK ALHAMIS HOTO!
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