Yau rana 10 ce ta sabon salo, amma yana da wahala ku jimre da rayuwar da take kusantata. Ba wai don kwadaitarwa ba, ko saboda wahalar sake komowa ba, amma saboda duk “fa'idodin” da nake samu. Na riga na ji daɗi kamar yadda na yi a kan tarihin ƙarshe na kwanaki 38, kuma ina jin kamar kowane layi, “kyakkyawan ji” yana zuwa da sauri a gare ni.
Jikina yana sannu a hankali zuwa rayuwar kyauta, kuma ina jin kamar na zama ainihin mutum na ciki. Yana da matukar ban tsoro, kuma duk abin da sau ɗaya baya aiki, yana aiki. Ina so in yi sosai, ina da kwarin gwiwa sosai, kuma ina son kusanci a cikin adadin da ban taba samu ba. A'a, ba kawai don jima'i ba, ina son kusanci sosai. Ina so in ƙirƙiri zurfin haɗi da yarinya, kuma ina so in ba ta ƙawanta kuma in rungume ta. Wannan jin hauka ne, kuma ban san yadda zan magance shi ba. Ina zama wani, wani wanda ban san shi ba.
Abinda nake karfafawa yana sama sama, kuma hanyar zuwa makomar da nake so, tana bayyane. Ba na ma damu da samun ci gaba ba. Rarrabawa suna ba ni ƙarfi don ci gaba, kuma na yi murmushi yayin barin jikina cikin minti 10.
Ina jin kamar tafiya ta ta ƙare. Ina jin kamar wannan, saboda na ɗanɗana tatsuniyoyin kwari, koma-baya da duk abin da ya zo da wannan jarabar a baya. Kwarewar da na samu daga abin da ta gabata, ya kawo min karfin gwiwa da barin makamantan hakan don barin wannan jaraba a baya na har abada.
Wadannan kwanaki 10 sune mafi sauki a rayuwata, kana mamakin me yasa? Na daina kirga kwanuka, kuma na daina mai da hankali ga barin jarabar. Na yarda cewa ina so in bar wannan a baya na, kuma kawai ya kamata in manta da shi, na yarda cewa kawai ba wani ɓangare ne na wanda nake ba, da kuma wanda nake so in kasance a nan gaba. Abu ne mai sauki kamar haka. Ko dai ku yarda da shi kuma ku bar shi ya tafi da kyau, ko kuma ku ci gaba da sake-sakewa, a kai a kai.
Na zo ƙarshen ƙarshe na tafiya, kuma hakan yana karɓar cewa yanzu ina da wuta a cikina, yarda cewa wannan wutar tana ci gaba da ƙima kowace rana, kuma dole ne in yi amfani da shi cikin hikima akan duk abin da nake so. don cimma nasara a rayuwa.
Kada ku ƙididdige ranakun, kuma kar ku mai da hankali kan ƙarshen ƙarshen. Mayar da hankali kan tafiya, kuma kuyi aiki kamar yadda kuka sami 'yanci daga jarabar. Lokacin da zaku iya daidaita ƙarfin jima'i zuwa cikin kwazo, shine lokacin da manyan abubuwa a rayuwa suke faruwa.
LINK - Sabuwar rayuwar da ke matsowa gare ni, ta cika.
By Valenzo57
LINK - Sabuwar rayuwar da ke matsowa gare ni, ta cika.
by Valenzo57
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