Abinda yafi dacewa dani shine kwanaki 61, Ina ranar 4 kuma shine farkon post dina anan, dan haka kayi hakuri idan nayi wani abu ba daidai ba, yaren mahaifiyata ba Ingilishi bane (Na koyawa kaina Turanci) Na yi kuskuren rubuta wani abu ko wasu jimloli ba sa ma'ana a kiyaye hakan.
Ina dubawa ta taga taga minti 5 da suka wuce, sai naga wasu samari da yan mata suna magana da karfi kuma suna cikin nishadi, sai na fara jin haushi da farko yayin da suke karar amo da karfe 3 na safe, amma a can kasan, can kasan na ji duk abin da na ke so shi ne in kasance ɓangare na wannan rukunin.
Shekarunsu suna tsakanin shekaru 14 zuwa 16, da kyau, ina jin ƙwarai saboda ban taɓa samun abokai da zan fita tare a wannan shekarun ba, abokina abokai na sun ƙunshi yan wasa kamar ni.
Ni shekaruna 19, tsayi 6.ft (mita 1.84) kuma anan inda nake zaune matsakaita yakai mita 1.72, kuma banda mummunan kallon komai.
Da kyau, kawai ina jin kamar na ɓata rayuwata ne kuma ya sa ni baƙin ciki sosai, wasa wasanni ba shi da kyau, duk abin da na cimma a kan layi ba komai, amma wata rana wasan zai rufe kuma duk abubuwan da na ci nasara za su yi tafi, amma mafi sharri daga wannan, lokacina kuma zai tafi.
Na taɓa cimma kwanaki 60, a cikin Disamba ne, a wannan lokacin NI SAMUN budurwa (wacce na rasa sati 1 daga baya) kuma na yi jima'i a karon farko.
Da kyau, yawancin samarin da ke nan budurwai ne, kuma a gaskiya, jima'i bai ma da girma ba, babu wani laifi a zama budurwa.
60 kwanakin sun kasance masu santsi da kyau, Na kasance mafi farin ciki kuma ina jin al'ada a karo na farko cikin shekaru 10.
Na fara PMO yana da shekaru 9, don haka PMO yana da wahala a kwakwalwata tsawon shekaru 10.
Bayan kwanaki 60 na sami karin kwana 40, amma yanzu na gama makaranta, na kammala, asali 100% na gama makaranta, kuma ban taɓa barin gidana ba bayan 2020, kowace rana ta 2021 Ina ciyarwa a gida, a fasaha wata 5 tuni.
Gaskiya ban san yadda zan bar wannan yanayin ba kuma in sami gindin zama a rayuwa, ina saka wannan ne da fatan samun taimako, amma wasu gungun kwakwalwa suna tunani mai kyau daya kawai.
Rayuwata ta kunya, kwana 60 na daukaka, haka nima zan bayyana rayuwata.
Na san abubuwa da yawa game da ilimin halayyar dan adam, juyin halitta, NLP, kuma wannan kawai yana kara munana yayin magana da mutane.
Shin ku maza kuna da kalubale? Ina shirye in yi komai don barin ƙasan dutse.
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