Shekaru na 19 - Ƙari da kulawa, da rashin hasara

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Na fara yunƙurin nofap a baya a cikin Nuwamba 2014 lokacin da nake a kusa da 16. Shin da gaske ne na yi asara lokacin da na ji labarin nofap a cikin 2014, kuma yanzu ina 19 kuma ɗan rashi mai hasara 🙂

Labarin na ya kai kimanin makonni 3 sai na sake komawa na koma cikin al'ada. A watan Oktoba 2016 na fara sake gaske lokacin da na shiga kwaleji kuma na sami damar kaiwa har 90, amma sai na tsokane na sake fara PMOing. Sannan na fara nofap a watan Oktoba 2017 kuma ban sake komawa ciki ba 🙂 Ba abu bane mai sauki, amma zan iya fada muku kar ku karaya kuma koyaushe ku ci gaba da kokarin.

[Canje-canje?] Typicalarin ƙarfin hali na yau da kullun mafi ƙarfin da kuke yawan ji game da wannan ƙananan. Don bayani dalla-dalla, ban sami wata sifiri ba tsawon lokaci - kamar idan na kwashe tsawon yini a ciki a cikin intanet ko wani abu da na kai ga jin mai laifi da gaske - don haka koyaushe ina ƙoƙarin yin wani abu mai amfani a waje, kamar motsa jiki ko ratayewa tare da aboki. Hakanan, Ina jin ɗan kulawa ga mutane gaba ɗaya. Kafin na yi tunanin na fi daban ko na musamman, don haka ba zan iya haɗuwa da mutane da gaske ba. A zamanin yau ya ɗan bambanta, wataƙila saboda ƙarancin hazo na ƙwaƙwalwa, don haka ina da kyakkyawar ma'amala da mutane yanzu 🙂

Ba kasafai nake tunanin komai ba. wataƙila saboda saboda kuna iya amfani da fa'idodin akan lokaci kuma kawai suna zama ɓangare na wanda kuke - idan hakan yana da ma'ana.

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By  kaikanka