Don haka a yau na juya 25, kwanakin da ya wuce na ce ina da sake haifuwa kuma na zama wanda zan kasance a cikin waɗannan shekarun. Ina tunanin shekaru daya da suka wuce lokacin da na juya 24, na ji da bakin ciki a ciki, koyaushe ina murmushi ga a waje da duniya kuma kowa da kowa yana tsammani ni mai farin ciki ne, amma ciki yana ci ni. Ni fursuna ne a kaina,
daurin rai da rai. Na yi matukar bakin ciki har na je na sayi wannan jakar hodar kafin in tafi tare da abokai na sha jakata a kashe. Me ya faru? Kamar yadda na saba na bugu sosai, na more “lokacin nishaɗi”, na sha hodar iblis da yawa kuma na ɗauka cewa wannan rayuwa ce!
Ya dawo gida da safe kuma ya kasa bacci saboda saurin daga coco, ya kalli wasu batsa maimakon haka kuma ya tashi da safe. Shin wannan rayuwar? Shin wannan shine abin da mutane suka kira rayuwa? Abin sha, biki, hodar iblis, bin yarinya don kwanciya, sa kanku bacci ..?
A'a abokaina, wannan ba rayuwa bane, wannan ba wacce nake ba. Komai ya kasance yaudara ce wacce aka kirkirata daga tunanina. Tunani da ake maimaitawa kowace rana, munanan halaye, kazanta, kazantaccen tunani na halayen jima'i mafi banƙyama .. Amma wannan ya kasance shekara da ta gabata da ta gabata, Na yanke shawarar barin hakan ya zama na baya kuma na daina tunani game da shi kuma, na kashe hakan Guy kuma na ci gaba, yanzu na sake zama kamar mutumin da ya kamata in kasance. To me aka canza?
Da kyau zan iya gaya muku wannan 'yan'uwana, ban taɓa shan ƙwayoyi ba, barasa ko ma caca (ya kasance mai shan caca a dā), cikin watanni 6 da suka gabata. Ban taɓa kallon batsa ko ɓoyewa ba don kwanakin 62 na ƙarshe, kuma ba jima'i tun daga ƙarshen Agusta.
A yau ina bikin ranar haihuwata ta farko tare da iyalina, tare da 'yan uwana da' yan uwanmu, suna da babban lokaci da ƙauna mai yawa, ganin yara suna rawa da dariya, suna cin abinci mai kyau da kuma wasu abinci mai dadi.
Kuma yanzu, 23.01, Na dawo gidana, abokina ya fitar da ni gida, mun fita don abinci, magana game da kome, game da mafarkai da abin da muke jira, da kuma aikin da muka fara kuma za mu gama tare, don duk nasarar da ke jiran, da kuma jin daɗin rayuwa. Ya gaya mini tun daga yanzu, yau kullum ranar haihuwata ce kuma ya kamata in zauna cikin sauran rayuwata kamar wannan, kuma zan so. Me yasa za ku jira tsawon shekara guda don jin wannan lokacin haihuwar? Don haka tun daga yanzu, yau yau kullum za ta kasance kamar ranar haihuwata, ka fita a can kuma ka kama hannunka kawai kuma in ji dadin kowane lokaci.
A yau ɗan'uwana, ni mutum ne sabon mutum, mutumin da na kamata ya kasance, yana jin dadi sosai a kan kwanci barci yanzu, ba tare da wata matsala ba a wannan lokaci, ba tare da bugu ba ko kuma mai girma, kuma kawai ina jin cewa ni da baya, baya zama mafi kyau na kaina.
Tare dukkanmu zamu zama mutanen da yakamata mu zama, maza, mata, dabbobi idan sunyi PMO, ban damu ba, amma zamu sameshi, kuma zan yi iya ƙoƙarina don taimaka muku zuwa can,
Nofap don rayuwa <3
LINK - Ranar ranar haihuwata a yau, ta juya 25 ..
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