Barka dai, samari. Na kasance daga Reddit na ɗan lokaci don tattara kaina, yin aiki a kan ayyukana da nake buƙata don tsakiyar zangon ƙarshe / mako mai zuwa, kuma kawai, gaba ɗaya, ƙoƙari na tashi kan ƙafa mai girma don wasu manyan tsare-tsaren da zan yi shekara mai zuwa. Da yawa sun faru! Wata uku kenan. Ba a taɓa jin ƙasa da ƙasa da ƙari ba; kawai ana jinsa kamar watanni uku daidai.
Yana da sauƙin fiye da yadda na zata zai kasance. Da zarar kun wuce, kamar, watan farko, hakika da gaske ne, don haka yafi sauƙi. Na tsinci kaina da kyakkyawan fahimta na kaina, karin lokacin kyauta, da kuma kyakkyawar fahimtar abin da fifikona ya kasance.
Na fara yin batsa kyauta don ƙoƙari na magance dysmorphia na jiki, jin ƙarancin kai, da al'amuran bacci. Jikina dysmorphia bai cika “warkewa” ba. Har yanzu ina gwagwarmaya. Amma nayi mamakin yadda mummunan fahimta na game da kai ya ragu a cikin watanni uku da suka gabata.
Game da bacci, da kyau, Na sami kaina ina nazari, tsaftacewa, da kuma yin aiki da ƙwarewa, don haka ban dawo da barci sosai ba. Wataƙila kusan awa ɗaya kowane dare. Duk da haka, Na fi son in sami abin shit a cikin wannan lokacin fiye da kallon batsa kawai. Tbh.
Na buga makami a watan Fabrairu amma har yanzu na sami damar tattara kaina kuma na tsaya a kan hanya. Har ila yau ina da damuwa da duk abin da ya faru a wannan watan mai alfarma, amma na fi kyau fiye da na cikin watan Fabrairun, kuma na iya samun karfi (nagari) saboda shi.
Wani babban abu… Talata ranakun hutu ne. Na kasance da gaskiya, kawai amfani da wannan lokacin don kallon batsa ko kawai nishaɗi. Yanzu, kowace Talata, Ina ƙoƙarin fita. Zan sadu da abokina, in sha abin sha a gidan gahawa, ko kawai… in tafi wani waje daga gidan don yin wani abu. Wannan Talata, Na kori awanni biyu don saduwa da wani tsohon abokina. Talata mai zuwa, Ina ganin Infinity War a karo na biyu (Ina kallon shi a karo na farko a ranar Juma'a da yamma! Fuck yeah! Thanos is my fav!). Gabaɗaya, yana da kyau cewa yanzu na ware Talata a matsayin wannan rana ta musamman inda kawai nake gayawa kaina cewa zan iya fita nayi komai. Na tanadi wasu shawarwari na a tsawon mako, don haka ina da kuɗin sha, ko kuɗin gas don fitar da su zuwa wani wuri, ko kuma kawai in sami damar yin wani abu kyauta. Laburaren jama'a na da kyau kwarai da gaske. Wannan kyakkyawan canji ne. Wataƙila shine mafi ƙaunata ga duk canje-canje, saboda yanzu, ranar hutu da gaske yana jin daɗi da sabo.
Gabaɗaya gabaɗaya, kuma TL; DR: Kyautar batsa kyauta ce mai kyau. Idan kowa yana neman farawa, amma yana mamakin yadda za'a fara: kawai a tafi turkey mai sanyi. Kawai kar kuyi wani uzuri. A makon farko, kar a ba wa kanka lokaci kyauta, saboda a lokacin sai kawai ka yi hauka. Sati na farko ko makamancin haka, kawai shirya jadawalin ku sosai yadda ya kamata, saboda haka ba ma da tunanin hakan. Yayinda buƙatar batsa ta ƙare, zaku iya sauƙaƙa nauyinku.
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