Nyob zoo, hais mav. Kuv tau tawm ntawm Reddit ib pliag los sau kuv tus kheej, ua haujlwm ntawm kuv cov haujlwm kuv xav tau rau midterms / finals lub lim tiam los txog, thiab tsuas yog, feem ntau, sim tawm ntawm ko taw zoo rau qee qhov kev npaj loj uas kuv muaj lwm xyoo. Ntau yam tau tshwm sim! Nws tau peb lub hlis. Nws tsis tau hnov zoo li lub sijhawm tsawg dua lossis ntau dua; nws tsuas zoo li peb lub hlis ib yam nkaus.
Nws yooj yim dua li qhov kuv xav tias nws yuav yog. Thaum koj tau dhau los, zoo li, thawj lub hli, nws yog qhov tseeb tiag tiag, thiaj li yooj yim dua. Kuv pom kuv tus kheej nrog qhov kev txiav txim siab zoo rau tus kheej, muaj sijhawm siv ntau dua, thiab muaj lub tswv yim zoo dua ntawm kuv cov hom phiaj tseem ceeb.
Kuv pib mus porn dawb los sim tawm tsam kuv lub cev dysmorphia, kev xav ntawm tus kheej qis, thiab teeb meem pw tsaug zog. Kuv lub cev dysmorphia tsis yog "kho tau". Kuv tseem ntaus ntxiv. Tab sis kuv xav tsis thoob nrog ntau npaum li cas kuv qhov kev xav tsis zoo ntawm tus kheej tau poob qis nyob hauv peb lub hlis dhau los.
Txog ntawm kev pw tsaug zog, zoo, Kuv tau pom kuv tus kheej kawm, ntxuav thiab ua haujlwm muaj tswv yim ntau dua, yog li kuv tsis tshua tau pw ntau dua. Tej zaum ib teev txog ib hmos. Tseem, Kuv xum tau ua haujlwm tso quav rau lub sijhawm ntawd dua li saib porn. Tbh.
Kuv tsoo lub pob zeb poob rau lub Ob Hlis tab sis tseem pom kuv tus kheej muaj peev xwm sau kuv tus kheej thiab nyob nrog txoj kev sib tw. Kuv tseem yog, hmoov tsis, tawm tsam nrog txhua yam uas tau tshwm sim nyob rau lub hli ntawd uas Vajtswv tau tsim txom, tab sis kuv tau zoo dua li kuv tau nyob rau lub Ob Hlis, thiab tej zaum kuv yuav muaj zog dua (cwm pwm-ntse) vim nws.
Ib qho zoo ntxiv… Hnub Tuesday yog kuv hnub so. Kuv siv ncaj ncees, tsuas yog siv lub sijhawm ntawd saib duab liab qab lossis tsuas yog ua rau pom nws tus kheej nkaus xwb. Tam sim no, txhua Hnub Tuesday, Kuv sim tawm mus. Kuv yuav tau ntsib nrog ib tug phooj ywg, mus haus dej hauv ib qho chaw noj mov, lossis tsuas yog… tawm mus sab nraum zoov hauv tsev ua qee yam. Hnub Tuesday, Kuv tau tsav ob teev mus ntsib nrog tus phooj ywg qub. Hnub Tuesday tom ntej, Kuv pom Infinity War zaum ob (kuv saib nws thawj zaug rau hnub Friday tav su! Fuck aws! Thanos yog kuv tus fav!). Nyob rau hauv dav dav, nws zoo heev uas kuv tam sim no tau tseg rau Hnub Tuesday ua hnub tshwj xeeb no uas kuv tsuas yog qhia kuv tus kheej tias kuv tuaj yeem tawm mus thiab ua dab tsi. Kuv tseg qee qhov ntawm kuv cov lus qhia hauv lub asthiv, yog li kuv muaj nyiaj rau haus, lossis rau cov pa roj rau tsav tsheb mus rau qee qhov chaw, lossis kuv tsuas tsuav qee yam pub dawb. Kuv chav tsev nyeem ntawv zoo heev. Nws zoo li hloov tau zoo. Tej zaum nws yog qhov kuv nyiam tshaj plaws ntawm txhua yam kev hloov, vim hais tias tam sim no, kuv lub hnub so yeej zoo siab thiab tshiab.
Raws li qhov dav dav, thiab TL; DR: Porn dawb yog qhov zoo heev. Yog tias leej twg tab tom nrhiav kom pib nws, tab sis yog xav paub yuav pib li cas: cia li mus txias qaib ntxhw. Cia li tsis ua kev zam txim rau. Hauv thawj lub lim tiam, tsis txhob muab sijhawm rau koj tus kheej, vim hais tias tom qab ntawd koj tsuas yog mus vwm xwb. Thawj lub lis piam los yog li ntawd, tsuas yog ntim koj cov sij hawm ntau li ntau tau, yog li koj txawm tias koj yuav tsis tas xav txog nws. Raws li qhov xav tau ntawm porn fades, koj tuaj yeem ua kom sib sib zog.
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