Na jima ina kwanto a kusa da wannan ladabtarwar. Ya kasance wata babbar hanyar wahayi da motsawa yayin tafiya ta nofap, kuma ina so in gode ma ku duka saboda hakan! Rahotanninku da almara sun ba ni ƙarfi kuma sun sa ni ci gaba. Ina so in ba da wani abu kuma in raba muku labarin sake yi na.
Na gama kwanakin 90 na hardmode. An fara gwagwarmaya a kalubale, kuma na tura ta ba tare da wani lokaci ba. Amma yana da wahala a wasu lokuta! Kafin wannan, na kasance mai aikawa na yau da kullum don fiye da shekaru 15 tare da batsa na intanit lokaci, babu wani abu mai haushi, amma yana karuwa cikin sauri. Ya fara damu da lokacin da nake tunanin batsa a lokacin jima'i tare da budurwa ta farko, kuma alamomin farko na ED sunyi ciki.
Zan lissafa wasu daga cikin canje-canje masu kyau da na fara samu a farko, sannan zan haskaka wasu maki daga littafin tarihin rayuwata:
- jin dadi, ƙasa-da-ƙasa jin jiki a jikina
- ƙanƙantawa cikin tattaunawa (tare da jima'i, amma musamman 'yan mata), mafi yawan iko
- ƙarami da fuska fuska (don haka suka ce), kodayake ina da wani inuwa a idona, hehe
- Mafi ƙarancin sha'awar candy (Ina da hakikanin hakori a ciki kafin!)
- music yana da tsanani, yana ba ni shivers
- 'yan mata suna kallon mafi kyau, kuma ina jin dadi fiye da baya
- mafi kyau da hankali, zai iya karanta littafi ɗaya a cikin zama ɗaya
Nofap Diary:
- Ranar 6: Safiya ta farko tun shekaru (?), Watakila 60%
- Ranar 10: mai karfi ne don fap, amma ba jin damuwa ba, mai ban mamaki
- Ranar 15: yin wasa tare da wasu 'yan mata baƙi a cikin gidan abinci, ba al'ada na al'ada 😉
- Ranar 17: ziyartar iyalan, Ina jin dangantaka mai karfi da su, kuma saurara sosai fiye da yadda aka saba
- Rana ta 26: mai saurin fushi da damuwa, Ina so in faɗi don sakin kuzarin kuzari - amma na ƙi
- Ranar 30: raha da barkwanci ba tsayawa a ranar haihuwar aboki kamar yanayi na biyu ne a gare ni, babban dare
- Rana ta 36: tsananin damuwa - Ina kekuna a cikin birni kuma ina so in buga waɗannan girlsan matan da gajeren wando daga kan babur ɗinsu don ɗaukar musu salon kare-kare (lokacin rani anan)
- Ranar 49: jin dadi game da kwance a cikin ƙauyuka tare da yarinya, cuddling da kissing (WTF, wannan dole ne ya zama mai laushi na al'ada)
- Ranar 54: Na fahimci cewa ina jin kunya sosai fiye da baya, kuma ina jin daɗin karɓar karɓa
- Ranar 68: mafarki na farko na rayuwata 😉
- Ranar 75: rabuwa libido, lokuta shakatawa da abokai, wannan kayan aiki yana aiki
- Ranar 85: samun kyauta daga yanayin soyayya a cikin littafi - lokaci yayi da zan sake samun budurwa 😉
- Ranar 90: A nan ni, ba kayan aiki ba, amma har yanzu ina jin dadi!
Ba zan iya jira in sake yin jima'i ba. Na ji daɗin tabbaci game da 'yan mata tabbas kuma zan ga yadda lamarin yake. Ba zan tsaya ga PM ba, kuma ba na son komawa baya.
LINK - Kamar kammala kwanaki 90 hardmode
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