Ya ku 'yan'uwanmu masu sake yin aiki,
A 25th na isa daya daga cikin muhimman manufofi na wannan shekara: 90 kwanakin ba tare da kallon batsa ba. Kafin wannan, ban taba tunanin zan yi hakan ba.
Amma na tafi kasashen waje na tsawon watanni uku kuma akwai wasu abubuwa a zuciyata. Tun daga nesa, ya kasance da sauƙin tunani game da jarabar da nake da shi da duk abin da na taɓa gwadawa. Kasancewa cikin keɓewa daga gida da fuskantar sabbin ƙalubale ya taimaka min sosai: Ba zan iya yin tsawon yini ɗina duka ba. Hakanan, Ina so in dawo a matsayin wani wanda ya balaga - kamar yadda ni kaina zan iya girmamawa. Wannan burin na ƙarshe yana da mahimmanci. Duk lokacin da aka jarabce ni (sau daya na sake komawa baya, a farkon zamana, kamar yadda mujallarmu ke fada muku) Na tuna wa kaina abin da na yi alkawarin kaina na cimma. Ba zan sake fara wata shekara ba ina fatan sabon farawa.
Bayan haka, a ban mamaki, kwanakin sun tashi. An kyale nawa mafi kyawun abu (50-wani abu) kuma yawan kwanakin tsabta da aka ci gaba da karuwa. Har zuwa 25th. A wannan rana, ban yi tunani ba game da alamar da na isa, amma yanzu na yi. A baya, ranar nan ta yantar da ita.
Menene halin da nake ciki yanzu? Shin ni mai iko duka ne wanda nake ƙoƙarin kasancewa? Jahannama, a'a. Amma na yi wani muhimmin mataki. Da safe, fuskokin da ke duban ni daga madubi, ba sa korar ni kuma. Tabbas, nayi wasu batutuwan da suka rage dole inyi ma'amala dasu. Amma haka kowa yake, shima.
Kamar 'yan kwanaki da suka wuce, na gaya wa budurwata game da kwanaki 90. Tana jin kunya saboda ta yi tunanin cewa na kasance mafi kyau. Duk da haka, kasancewa mai gaskiya yana da muhimmanci. Ta san yanzu. Kuma zumuncinmu ya fi tsayi.
Ban san abin da zai faru a nan gaba ba - ya zama karatuna, budurwata ko duk abin da yake da wata mahimmanci. Amma a wannan lokacin, na ɗan ƙara shiri kuma ina da kwarin gwiwa cewa zan iya magance duk abin da ke zuwa tawa. Kuma wannan jin dadin zai kara karfi da kowace rana na kaurace wa abin da na raina.
Na gode da ku don tallafinku. Na gode da ku don karfafa ni kuma ku raba labarunku tare da ni. Wannan gaskiya da gaskiyar da muke nunawa a kan wannan dandalin a kowace rana ba wani abu ne da za a yi ba. Yana buƙatar mai yawa kokarin.
Ina fatan in ba da gudummawa kuma in zama abin koyi ga kowane ɗan iska mara sa'a wanda ke yanke shawarar barin batsa a baya.
Ku gan ku gobe gobe! , -)
Yours
Jack (94 kwanakin tsabta)
LINK - 90 days: Haske a ƙarshen rami, bayan fiye da shekaru goma na batsa.
BY - Sunan mai amfani
GABATARWA - Wannan jaraba ba ni bane.
Sunana Jack. Na cika shekaru 24 ba da dadewa ba. Kuma zan kiyaye wannan rubutun na farko mai sauqi. Babu buƙatar bayani dalla-dalla a yanzu.
Tun lokacin da nake da kwamfutarka ta farko da damar yanar gizo a lokacin 10, ina neman kayan batsa.
Na haɓaka jaraba a cikin shekaru da yawa waɗanda ke ba da gudummawa ga keɓe ni lokacin ƙuruciyata. Porn yana ɗaya daga cikin abubuwan da nake ɗaukar lokaci ban da tausayin kaina. Ba ni da girman kai.
A yanzu haka, ni dalibin jami'a ne kuma ina aji biyu ne kawai daga ƙarshe na kammala digiri na farko.
Ina raba gida tare da budurwata wacce na hadu da ita kimanin shekaru uku da suka gabata. Duk da cewa ta girme ni, mu ne farkon abokan juna.
Kuma na ci amanarta. Na sami rabo na mafi tsayi da gajere amma a ƙarshe, na juya zuwa allon kuma na tafi daga bikini harbi zuwa batsa wallafe-wallafen zuwa batsa hardcore. Kuma tabbas, Na ji kamar wani yanki na shit bayan kowane koma baya. Duk da haka ban tsaya ba.
A farkon shekarar 2014, nayi rajista a wani gidan yanar gizo kuma na kasance mai tsafta - da wannan ina nufin tsafta sosai - kusan kwanaki 60. Wannan shine mafi kyau na har yanzu.
Amma na sake komawa baya kuma na juya baya a kan taron. Wannan kawai ya aiko ni in kara karuwa saboda a bayyane yake, magana da abokan aiki tare da matsalolin irin wannan sun fi mahimmanci a gare ni fiye da na sa ran.
Saboda haka wannan shi. Zan yi ƙoƙarin yin aiki a kowace rana don tunawa da kaina cewa dole in yi fama da wannan buri 24 / 7.
Na gode don karanta wannan. Ina godiya.
Yours
Jack
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Milestones da aka ɗauka tun lokacin da na shiga Sake Sanarwa:
1 mako (7 kwanakin, 3x)
2 makonni (14 kwanakin, 3x)
3 makonni (Kwanaki 21)
4 makonni (Kwanaki 28)
5 makonni (Kwanaki 35)
6 makonni (Kwanaki 42)
7 makonni (Kwanaki 49)
8 makonni (Kwanaki 56)
9 makonni (Kwanaki 63)
10 makonni (Kwanaki 70)
11 makonni (Kwanaki 77)
12 makonni (Kwanaki 84)
13 makonni (Kwanaki 91)
Bayani na kwanaki tun da na shiga Sake Sakewa (manufa: babu motsawa ta wucin gadi, MO / jima'i an yarda):
18th Aug 14: tsabta
19th Aug 14: tsabta
20th Aug 14: tsabta
21C Aug 14: tsabta
22nd Aug 14: tsabta
23rd Aug 14: tsabta
24th Aug 14: tsabta (mako 1)
25th Aug 14: tsabta
26th Aug 14: tsabta
27th Aug 14: tsabta
28th Aug 14: tsabta
29th Aug 14: tsabta
30th Aug 14: tsabta
31ST Aug 14: tsabta (2 makonni)
1ST Sep 14: tsabta
2nd Sep 14: An yi kadan kaɗan
3rd Satumba 14: ya sake komawa, ya kalli P na awanni 1.5 da MO'ed sau ɗaya daga baya (kwanakin 16 ya ƙare)
4th Sep 14: tsabta
5th Sep 14: tsabta
6th Sep 14: tsabta
7th Sep 14: tsabta
8th Sep 14: tsabta
9th Sep 14: tsabta
10th Sep 14: tsabta (mako 1)
11th Sep 14: tsabta
12th Sep 14: tsabta
13th Sep 14: tsabta
14th Sep 14: tsabta
15th Sep 14: tsabta
16th Sep 14: tsabta
17th Sep 14: tsabta (2 makonni)
18th Sep 14: tsabta
19th Sep 14: tsabta
20th Sep 14: tsabta
21ST Sep 14: tsabta
22nd Sep 14: tsabta
23rd Sep 14: tsabta
24th Sep 14: kaɗan kaɗan zuwa da yawa kuma sun kalli ba da gangan ba 10 sec. a P, MO'd zuwa wallafe-wallafen batsa (kwanakin 21 ya ƙare)
25th Sep 14: MO'd zuwa softcore bidiyo akan YouTube
26th Sep 14: tsabta
27th Sep 14: tsabta
28th Sep 14: tsabta
29th Sep 14: tsabta
30th Sep 14: tsabta
1C Oct 14: tsabta
2nd Oktoba 14: tsabta (mako 1)
3rd Oktoba 14: tsabta
4th Oktoba 14: tsabta
5th Oktoba 14: tsabta
6th Oktoba 14: tsabta
7th Oktoba 14: tsabta
8th Oktoba 14: tsabta
9th Oktoba 14: tsabta (2 makonni)
10th Oktoba 14: tsabta
11th Oktoba 14: tsabta
12th Oktoba 14: tsabta
13th Oktoba 14: tsabta
14th Oktoba 14: tsabta
15th Oktoba 14: tsabta
16th Oktoba 14: tsabta (3 makonni)
17th Oktoba 14: tsabta
18th Oktoba 14: tsabta
19th Oktoba 14: tsabta
20th Oktoba 14: tsabta
21C Oct 14: tsabta
22nd Oktoba 14: tsabta
23rd Oktoba 14: tsabta (4 makonni)
24th Oktoba 14: tsabta
25th Oktoba 14: tsabta
26th Oktoba 14: tsabta
27th Oktoba 14: tsabta
28th Oktoba 14: tsabta
29th Oktoba 14: tsabta
30th Oktoba 14: tsabta (5 makonni)
31th Oktoba 14: tsabta
1ST Nov 14: tsabta
2nd Nov 14: tsabta
3rd Nov 14: tsabta
4th Nov 14: tsabta
5th Nov 14: tsabta
6th Nov 14: tsabta (6 makonni)
7th Nov 14: tsabta
8th Nov 14: tsabta
9th Nov 14: tsabta
10th Nov 14: tsabta
11th Nov 14: tsabta
12th Nov 14: tsabta
13th Nov 14: tsabta (7 makonni)
14th Nov 14: tsabta
15th Nov 14: tsabta
16th Nov 14: tsabta
17th Nov 14: tsabta
18th Nov 14: tsabta
19th Nov 14: tsabta
20th Nov 14: tsabta (8 makonni)
21ST Nov 14: tsabta
22nd Nov 14: tsabta
23rd Nov 14: tsabta
24th Nov 14: tsabta
25th Nov 14: tsabta
26th Nov 14: tsabta
27th Nov 14: tsabta (9 makonni)
28th Nov 14: tsabta
29th Nov 14: tsabta
30th Nov 14: tsabta
1C Dec 14: tsabta
2nd Dec 14: tsabta
3rd Dec 14: tsabta
4th Dec 14: tsabta (10 makonni)
5th Dec 14: tsabta
6th Dec 14: mai tsabta, karanta wasu abubuwa masu dangantaka da jima'i
7th Dec 14: tsabta
8th Dec 14: mai tsabta, karanta wasu abubuwa masu dangantaka da jima'i
10th Dec 14: tsabta
11th Dec 14: tsabta
12th Dec 14: tsabta (11 makonni)
13th Dec 14: tsabta
14th Dec 14: tsabta
15th Dec 14: tsabta
16th Dec 14: tsabta
17th Dec 14: tsabta
18th Dec 14: tsabta
19th Dec 14: tsabta (12 makonni)
20th Dec 14: tsabta
21th Dec 14: tsabta
22th Dec 14: tsabta
23th Dec 14: tsabta
24th Dec 14: tsabta
25th Dec 14: tsabta (90 kwanakin)
26th Dec 14: tsabta (13 makonni)
27th Dec 14: tsabta
28th Dec 14: tsabta
29th Dec 14: tsabta
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