Ba zan iya yin imani da yadda nake ji a yau ba… Ina kwatanta yadda nake ji a watan Mayun 2013 da 2012. Na kasance tsoho mai kunya mai kunya da damuwa a zamantakewar jama'a kuma ba ya iya fuskantar ido ga karnuka ko yara a .a gaske lokacin duhu ne a rayuwata .
Kuma idan muka waiwaya baya duk shekarun da suka gabata akwai ƙarin ciwo much
Shekaru ɗaya kafin na sami kullun ta hanyar shafuka biyu waɗanda ban sake kasancewa a ciki ba… .na sanya shi zuwa kwanaki 35… .kuma ban iya gaskata shi ba… Na sake jin I´m 17 kuma I Zan cika shekaru 30 a wasu ranaku…. Tun daga wannan lokacin na san cewa nofap shine kwaya wanda nake nema a duk lokacin tunda fim din Babu iyaka (b.cooper) things abubuwa da yawa sun canza na gama abubuwan da nakeso in gama shekaru 10. kafin… Na rabu da tsohuwar budurwata… saboda alaƙa ce wacce ta samo asali akan s`x… babu soyayya babu jin dadi… ɓata lokaci… kawai cin lokaci
Ni yanzu a ranar 24 kuma ina son sanyawa zuwa ƙarshen rayuwata..Ba zan taɓa yin fap… ba taɓa taɓa… .ko kallon waɗannan ɓatattun rayukan masu ban tsoro… ..Na rasa abokai da yawa a lokacin nofap tafiya saboda matakan testosterone na sun zama dabba daga wurina… Na aikata abubuwa masu haɗari da yawa kuma na rasa su duka… amma koyaushe ina cikin kaɗaici kusan tare da waɗancan mutane waɗanda ake kira abokai so saboda haka ba wuya hakan ba tare da su ba …… A yau na hadu da yarinya tun daga kwanakin baya… tayi min kyau .. na kira ta a yau amma ba ta amsa… ..kuma ina cikin farin ciki da kwanciyar hankali I´m… saboda ban kamu da cutar da ita ba ko wani wata yarinya kuma… Na fi mai da hankali kan abinci mai gina jiki da wasanni… da kuma aiki… gyara tushen rayuwa… .. akwai aboki guda ɗaya a rayuwata wanda na sani tun yarinta kuma wanda na same shi tun daga ɓacin rai… yana da ban mamaki yadda rayuwa ta raba… ..shi yake bani kwarin gwiwar yin wasanni a kullum… abinda ya kawo min shine I .Nayi asarar mutum 18… Ba zan yarda da shi ba…. daga 100 kg - zuwa 82 hakan kawai mahaukaci… .dayau muryar tawa ta kasance mai zurfin gaske ban taɓa irin wannan ba murya mai zurfin gaske kamar ta yau… Ina jin zaki mai santsi .Na daina cin nama da kayan madara Ina da ɗanyen vegan..kuma ina haskakawa… Na sani yanzu idan ban taɓa yin hakan ba a rayuwata zan zama mafi shahara an zaɓi shi daga allah don ya zama… amma na ɓata duk wata baiwa ta tare da faɗuwa da jaraba ga wani abu wanda zai ɗauki wasu sakanni .. wannan shine amsar duk tambayoyin da na yiwa allah..na so koyaushe in tambaye shi dalilin da yasa bai bari ba zan rayu da manyan baiwa ta .. hakan yasa …… idan kai matashi ne ka saurari wannan… ka barshi kuma kar ka taba komawa baya… ka amince da ni za ka zama mai girma the .yau mafi kyawun kowane lokaci…. Is akwai dalilin da yasa ali ya kasance akuya… ɗayan mafiya sauƙin nofapstronauts
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