Ni ɗan shekara 30 ne da ke zaune a Delhi, Indiya (duba yadda muke haɗuwa da wannan ƙaramar duniyar !!!). A asali ni ba mutum bane mai rauni kuma mai gazawa… Ina da cikakken iko, da samun kudi, ina cikin dangi na gari, na kasance mai ilimi sosai kuma na gama aikina bayan na sha gwagwarmaya… Na kasance cikin PMOing tun ina ɗan shekara 13… bayan shekara 23, na fara fuskantar fargaba da firgici da damuwa.
Hakan ya fara shafar dangantakata a wajen aiki da kuma a gida .. Mutane sun kasance suna dariya a bayana… Yana faruwa ne kamar, lokacin da mutane suka san gazawar ku, sai su fara dibar ku a gaban wasu don kawai saboda fun da nishadi. Wasu daga cikin abokan karatuna sun fara bani tsoro, suna bani tsoro kuma na kasance ina cikin dimuwa, rudewa da rashin taimako. Nayi kuka ina tunanin cewa anya kuwa zan iya sauran rayuwata haka ..
Bayyanar-da-hankali Na gina sosai kuma ina da jiki na muscled saboda haka abin da ya fi zafi shi ne fahimtar cewa ba za ku iya taimakon kanku ba, kowa na iya zuwa ya yi muku ba'a a cikin jama'a, zai iya yi muku tsawa, zai iya zagin ku, har ma ya iya doke ku kuma ba za ku iya ɗaukar fansa ba…
Guys, Na rantse da Allah, wannan shi ne mafi munin yanayin da ake tsammani ga kowane mutum. PMOing shine hanya don samun kwanciyar hankali daga duk wannan ..
A koyaushe ina tunanin cewa akwai alaƙa tsakanin PMO da wannan mummunan tashin hankali… Ba zato ba tsammani, ba zan iya yin al'ada ba har tsawon kwanaki… washegari na fara samun kwanciyar hankali, ƙarfi da nutsuwa a cikin tunani na jiki… A wannan ranar da na yi sa'a, na yi googled wannan abu kuma na sauka kan YBOP…. Thaaaaank Allah….
Yayi kyau sosai ganin mutane da yawa suna fama da irin wannan matsalar… Na fara wannan ƙalubalen na No_Fap a wannan ranar ta farko kuma ga ni a ranar 65 na No-Fap…. Yanzu ina jin sanyi mai sanyi, sosai karfin gwiwa ,,, haka mai kuzari, don haka bashi da tsoro, ssssoooooo yafi kyau fiye da yadda na kasance… Kodayake abin tashin hankali bai ɓace gaba ɗaya ba amma tasirin ya ragu ƙwarai… kuma mafi kyawun abu shine wayewar ni sun samu ,, yanzu ni ke iko da abubuwa ..
Na san cewa duk wannan wauta saboda wannan PMO ne…. Na gode sosai YBOP .. Ku maza kun bani sabuwar rayuwa…
fatan
LINK - 65 dfays na No-Fap .. orearin ƙarfin zuciya… mai ƙarfin gaske da ƙirar ido
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