Ni, yanzu 31, dole ne da kaina na gode wa Gary Wilson saboda binciken da ya yi a fagen batsa.
Na fara ne tun ina dan shekaru biyu zuwa shaye-shaye don batsa, tun shekaru da yawa na kokawa da cewa ko dai in rage ko kuma na daina wannan jarabar. A zahiri ina binciken kullun don amsar wannan tambayar me yasa nake jin rauni a cikin tunani da ta jiki bayan taba al'aura. A gare ni koyaushe ya kasance kullun raguwa na iko ga kowane irin taba al'aura (lokacin da kuka taba al'aura sau da yawa a rana).
Sai na tambayi kaina me yasa hakan? Yawancin mutanen da suka yi irin waɗannan tambayoyin a dandalin kan layi sun sami amsoshi kamar haka: “Ee ci gaba da taɓa al'ada ba cuta ba ce ga lafiyarku.” A halin da nake ciki ya kasance. Don haka amsar da na fara shine ta yi wani abu tare da azzakari ko kuma maniyyin mace, saboda lokacin da ban sabawa wani lokaci don yin batsa ba naji dadi kuma nayi imanin lallai ne saboda yawan kwayar halittar maniyyin da na tara.
Na yi mamakin gaske cewa tunani ne na karya lokacin da na kalli bidiyon naku na bidiyo akan youtube. Ya kasance kamar huhh, kwakwalwar ce ke taka babban rawa, da gaske abin mamaki ne a gare ni. Wannan fadakarwa ya taimaka min sosai saboda nayi shekaru ina neman amsar.
Na kasance banda batsa sama da wata daya kuma ina jin a zahiri ana fitar da dopamine a cikin kwanakin kuma naji daɗin jin daɗin sosai. Abu daya da za a kara shine ina cikin dangantaka ta dogon lokaci. Kowace lokacin da na fara al'ada ta don batsa zan iya ganin matsalolin da ke faruwa tare da budurwata, saboda ba na jin daɗin sha'awarta da ƙananan libido. Bayan haka lokacin da na daina batsa bayan wasu kwanaki abubuwan jan hankali da libido sun dawo.
A halin yanzu ina cikin halin da zan daina kallon batsa kwata-kwata. Ina da makamai a yanzu tare da sanin dalilin da yasa jarabar batsa bata da lafiya.
A gaskiya na tsaya daga batsa har tsawon wata guda tare da tunani ɗaya: “Sake kwakwalwarka, ka daina son abokan haɗin gwiwar kirki, zai lalata kwakwalwarka”. Yayi aiki kamar fara'a 🙂 Ina matukar godiya ga gano kwakwalwar ku, sayi littafin, karanta shi yanzu.
by Niko
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