ʻO kēia kanaka, hikiʻole iā ia ke hoʻohana hou i ka condom kūpono no ka ED hoʻokomo porn, hoʻohana i nā hopena o kaʻike hou e pili ana i ka pehea hiki i nā kāpikupōʻau ke helu i ka pane maikaʻi o ka lolo i kāna hoʻohana ʻana i ka porn hyperstimulate o kēia lā. Ua hoʻoholo ʻo ia e ʻae i kona lolo e "reboot." ʻOiai ʻokoʻa ka ʻike hou ʻana o kēlā me kēia kanaka (ʻokoʻa ka loaʻa hou mai 4 a 12 mau pule), ʻano maʻamau kona ʻike a piha pono hoʻi kāna ʻike. Eia nā ʻōlelo mai kāna blog.
[Week 2] No laila, ua hoʻopau wau i nā lā he 10 o ka PMO (porn / masturbation / orgasm). He paʻakikī nā lā 5 mua, akā pūʻiwa. Ua nui wau i ka horny, e like paha me ka hoʻāʻo ʻana o koʻu lolo e hoʻokeke iaʻu, e like me kaʻu e hana nei i kēlā me kēia lā no 20 mau makahiki, ʻoi aku paha ka lōʻihi. Ke nānā wale nei nā kūkulu i nā kaikamahine, paʻakikī loa e pale aku i ka honi ʻana i kahi kaikamahine aʻu e kamaʻilio pū nei i ka pā.
A laila ma hope o 5 mau lā, ua hele a pau. Mai ia manawa, pālahalaha wau, ʻōpala, ʻaʻohe mea. ʻO nā sparks o ka ʻuhane moekolohe i kekahi manawa, akā ʻo kekahi ʻano glum, pālahalaha, mea ʻole. ʻAʻole wau e ʻōlelo kaumaha, no ka mea lana koʻu manaʻo e pili ana i ka wā e hiki mai ana, a hauʻoli wau i ke ala aʻu e hele nei, a kūpaʻa. Akā ʻoi aku ka like me ka ʻole, nul. ʻO nā kaikamahine aʻu i makemake nui e kiʻi me hoʻokahi pule aku nei, ʻaʻole wau makemake e leka uila. ʻAneʻane wau e huhū, huhū. ʻAʻole maikaʻi ka manaʻo o ka moekolohe.
Manaʻo wau ua ʻae koʻu lolo ʻaʻole wau e hele hewa iā ia, no laila ua hoʻopau ia i nā kuko. Ma ka ʻaoʻao ʻē aʻe, ʻaʻole ia e ʻike akā ʻaʻole ka porn hou, a no laila ʻaʻole ia e ʻae iaʻu e pīhoihoi i nā kaikamahine i ke ola maoli. Manaʻo wau he hana lohi loa ia, a e loaʻa paha wau i nā kukuna kuni o ke kani a me ka hoʻonāukiuki, a laila haʻalele hou, i ka wā e holo mālie ai nā mea.
Hauʻoli loa wau i ka lā 10. ʻAʻole au i ʻike aia hiki i kekahi lā 3! Ua manaʻo wau ʻaʻole hiki i ke kino iaʻu ke hele ʻole i kēlā lōʻihi. A ʻo ka porn nō ma ka lā 16, no ka mea ua hooki wau i ka nānā ʻana iā ia i hoʻokahi pule ma mua o ka hooki ʻana iaʻu.
[Week 3] Ma mua i kēia lā ua hele a ahonui au me ka nele o ka holomua i ka ʻāpana resensitization. ʻO wau e ʻōlelo, hoʻokahi wale nō ia i ka lā maʻamau, ʻeā? No ke aha wau e loʻihi nei e hoʻopau? Akā ua hana wau i ka makemakika. 20 mau makahiki, 365 mau lā o ka makahiki, ka hapa nui o kēlā mau mea me P - ʻoi aku ia ma mua o 7,000 PMO haʻalulu. I kēia manawa ʻike wau i ke kumu e hiki ai iaʻu ke loaʻa kahi maʻa mau.
[Week 4] Eia nō naʻe ke kiʻi nei i kekahi manawa i kekahi manawa i nā flashback ʻoi loa i kekahi o nā kiʻi ʻoluʻolu mai nā lā P. I ka mua ua huhū wau i kahi hopena o kēia kaʻina hana ke kiʻi nei i kēia mau flashbacks a huhū i ka pale ʻana iā lākou. A laila ʻike wau ʻaʻole ia he hopena ʻaoʻao - ʻo kēia ke ʻano o ka hana. I kēlā me kēia manawa ke kūpaʻa kūleʻa ʻoe, ʻo ia ka mea e hoʻokokoke aku ai i kahi kaʻawale iā lākou. Pēlā e holomua ai i kēia pāʻani pupule.
Ke hoʻokele nui nei wau - ʻo ka hoʻokele pō ʻana kekahi o kaʻu mau leʻaleʻa i kēia kaʻina crappy. Ke hoʻi mai wau i ka home a piha wau i ka pepeiaohao, komo wau i loko o ke kaʻa a kalaiwa no kekahi mau hola - ma ke ala kekeʻe, ma luna o kekahi mau puʻu, ma ke alaloa wale nō. ʻAʻole ia he mea nui. ʻO ka noho wale i laila e noʻonoʻo iki e hōʻoluʻolu iaʻu. Hana kekahi i kēia?
[Week 5] Maikaʻi koʻu ʻano i kēia lā. ʻAʻole au i manaʻo ua hele wau i kahi ʻano maikaʻi i loko o 7 mau makahiki. A ʻaʻole wau manaʻo no ka mea ʻo kekahi mea nui i hana ʻia, akā no ka kumu ʻole wale nō. Ua lōʻihi loa ia mai ka wā i loaʻa iaʻu kēlā buoyancy. Ua loaʻa iaʻu ma mua, a ʻaʻole wau i ʻike ia no 7 mau makahiki, a ua nui a liʻiliʻi paha i ka noʻonoʻo ʻana paha he pōuliuli ke ʻano o ke ola a hoihoi ʻole. ʻO ka mōʻaukala, he kanaka maikaʻi loa wau, a he ʻano ʻē loa nā makahiki he 7 i hala aku nei no ka mea ʻaʻohe mea aʻu i hana ai e hōʻoluʻolu ai iaʻu i loko. Nā pāʻina o ka hauʻoli ma ʻō a ma ʻō, akā pōkole mau. I kēia lā, ʻo ka mea hope loa, ke launa nei wau me nā poʻe, e kamaʻilio pū ana me ka poʻe no ka mea he maikaʻi ke hoʻohui, e kamaʻilio. Ua hala wau i kēlā mea nui, a ʻike wale wau i ka nui o kaʻu ʻono hou ʻana.
ʻIke wau he 100% ʻo ka pilikia ka mea PMO. Ma ka maʻalahi, hana ia i nā mea āpau āpau a luhi. ʻO ka M ʻo ia wale nō ka maikaʻi ʻole e hoʻonele iaʻu no ka mea 18 paha wau, akā manaʻo ʻo broadband PI i ka hopena i make i kekahi manawa i loaʻa i nā mea hoʻonāukiuki maoli i ka hoihoi i kaʻu hoihoi. Maliʻa paha e hoʻonui wau i kahi mea, akā ʻaʻole ka nui. Ke hele nei wau i ka neʻe o ke aloha a hoihoi hoʻi no 7 mau makahiki i hala, e ʻike nei pehea e manaʻo ʻia ai, a ke hana nei no ka mea makemake wau e like, akā i nā manawa āpau ʻaʻole hāʻawi i kahi kolo i loko.
No laila, i nā lā i hala iho nei, ke kiʻi nei wau i kahi dribs a me nā drabs o nā manaʻo maikaʻi, e like me ka wā e manaʻo ai ʻoe e kulu ana i kahi ua i kēlā me kēia manawa, akā ʻaʻole ʻoe maopopo. ʻO kēia ka lā mua kahi i loaʻa iaʻu kahi ʻano i kākoʻo maoli ʻia a ʻaʻole i nalo ma hope o kekahi mau hola ʻelua. ʻOi aku e like me 8 mau hola a ke manaʻo nei wau. Manaʻo wau e loaʻa hou nā haʻahaʻa (ʻaʻole maikaʻi ʻole, akā ua ʻike wau i ka neula neurochemical i ka hana no ka manawa lōʻihi e ʻike i kēia), akā i kēia manawa, maikaʻi maikaʻi kēia.
E ikaika, e nā mea āpau. Kūpono loa kēia. ʻAʻole paha ia he ʻāpana wale nō i kāu puzzle, akā inā ʻoe e hana PMO, a laila aneane paha e loaʻa nā hopena nui ʻole i manaʻo ʻole ʻia.
[Week 6] Ua hōʻea kahi milestone i nā lā i hala iho nei. ʻIke maoli wau i ka maʻamau. Ua maʻa wau i ka ʻiʻini, a i ʻole kaumaha no ke kumu ʻole, a kaulike ʻole, a hopohopo paha, a me ka nui o ka make, a i ʻole make make ʻole, a i ʻole nā hui pū ʻana o kekahi o kēia mau mea i hoʻokahi manawa i nā lā he 40 i hala i poina iaʻu. ʻaʻole i ʻike pinepine pēlā. A laila 3 mau lā i hala iho nei ua pau wale. Pēlā wale nō. I loko o kaʻu puke pai i ʻelua mau lā i hala aku nei, ua kākau wau “Wow - Manaʻo wau i ka mea e hiki ai iaʻu ke wehewehe he 'maʻamau' wale nō i kēia lā". Ua noho mau kēlā manaʻo iaʻu, a ʻaʻohe o ka pupule i hoʻi mai.
I kēia manawa, no ka mea ua pau ka ʻiʻini ʻaʻole ia he kumu ua hoʻōla wau i koʻu lolo i kēia manawa. ʻAʻole ia he manaʻo ua palekana wau mai ka hoʻi hou ʻana! Ke hakakā ikaika nei wau i kēia mau pule he 6 i hala aku nei i ka holoholona, a ua kīpē wau iā ia, akā ʻaʻole ia he manaʻo ʻaʻole e kīkē iki ana i kekahi manawa a hoʻāʻo a komo hou i loko. Pono wau e mālama i ka makaʻala o ke ola holoʻokoʻa. ʻO kaʻu mākia: ʻO nā wahine maoli wale nō. No ka mea, e pono.
Maikaʻi loa wau i ka ʻike holoʻokoʻa, ma ke ʻano kino, a me ka noʻonoʻo nui. E hāʻawi wau iaʻu i hoʻokahi pule a ʻoi paha o ka lolo lolo (malia paha he wimp wau, akā manaʻo wau ua hele wau i loko o kekahi mea), a laila manaʻo wau e hoʻihoʻi ʻia wau e hoʻomaka e hoʻokau iaʻu iho hou i nā wahi ʻē aʻe o ke ola, i kaohi ʻia ma nā pule he 6 i hala.
[Nā lā he mau lā ma hope aku] Kaumaha maoli i kēia lā. Huhū, huhū nui i nā ala aʻu i hele ai i ke ola, a ma hea wau i kēia manawa, a me koʻu mau hiki ke hele i mua.
ʻOiai ua hoʻopau wau i kahi leʻaleʻa wahaheʻe mai kaʻu papa kuhikuhi o nā koho, ʻaʻohe mea ma laila e pani ai, no ka mea ʻaʻohe mana o nā koho ʻē aʻe e ʻoluʻolu ai iaʻu. Eia nō hoʻi, ua luhi wau i ka noʻonoʻo ma hope o kēia kūpaʻa PMO āpau, a ʻaʻohe oʻu ikaika e lilo i mea hauʻoli i kēia lā. Akā ua hele ʻiʻo nō ka ʻiʻini - manaʻo wau i pae kiʻekiʻe, ʻo "pae poʻo hina" wale nō i kēia lā.
Manaʻo wau ʻo ka mea ʻē aʻe e hoʻopilikia nei iaʻu aia nō he hoʻomaikaʻi nui loa i ka hopena o ka pule 6, a ua manaʻo wau ua pau kēia mau bullsh * t. ʻOiai naʻe, ʻo ia wale nō ua hala ka wā pupule. I kēia manawa ua hoʻololi ʻia e ka huhū moekolohe me ka ʻehaʻeha, nalowale ʻeha, paʻakikī ia iaʻu ke lanakila ʻana me nā wahine, manaʻo wau no ka mea ke kamaʻilio nei wau i kahi kaumaha o loko.
[Week 7] "Glumness lapuwale - 50 mau lā a ua nalo PMO" E haʻalele iā P no kekahi mau lā, maikaʻi. Akā no ka nalowale ʻana iā 7 mau pule ma hope - he pēpē! Aia kekahi makaʻu ʻelua - malia paha ʻaʻohe mea e pili ai ka glumness me ka PMO, a ʻo ia wale nō ka mea e ola ai koʻu ola. Inā ʻaʻole wau e noʻonoʻo, akā aia nō ka makaʻu ma laila, no ka mea, me he mea lā he wehewehe kūpono ia no ka glumness.
No laila, hui pū kēlā mau daimonio ʻelua a hoʻomāʻewaʻewa mai iaʻu. 'Lelo kekahi, "E pēpē! Aloha wau no ka mea ua nele ʻoe i kāu P! ” A laila ʻōlelo ka mea ʻē aʻe A i ʻole ʻaʻole ia ʻo P! Maliʻa he eo wale ʻoe a glum ʻoe no ka mea ʻaʻole hiki ke loaʻa kahi ola maikaʻi me ʻoe. " Ma hope a ma hope o lākou no nā hola i kēlā me kēia manawa. No laila, hoʻāʻo wau a hōʻoia iā lākou i ka hewa. Hele wau i waho a launa me nā wahine. Hiki iaʻu ke lohe iaʻu iho e kamaʻilio pū ana me lākou, aping buoyancy, aping i loko o ka naʻau o ka kūleʻa a me ka maʻamau. Akā ʻo ka lua ua pau ka hana, hoʻi hou ka drone monotonous. ʻO Glum.
[Nā lā ma hope iho nei] Nā loli maʻamau:
1) Aia kekahi wahine e holomua nei wau. I kekahi lā e noʻonoʻo wau iā ia a manaʻo wau ʻoluʻolu a leʻaleʻa ʻo ia. I ka lā aʻe ʻaʻole au e hāʻawi i kahi mānoanoa nona. E hana hou a huikau loa.
2) I kekahi lā e kū wau i luna, ʻano maikaʻi loa, ke kahe nei ke gula mai koʻu mau lehelehe i pāpā ʻole ʻia. I ka lā aʻe, he luhi luhi wau, nāna e hāʻawi i kahi māwae ʻole e pili ana i kekahi a ʻaʻole hoʻi e hāʻawi ʻia kahi crap i kekahi. E hana hou a paʻa pono ʻole ke kiʻi ponoʻī.
3) I kekahi lā e noʻonoʻo wau he ipo maikaʻi wau, me nā tona e hele ana nona, a ke hui pū nei i kahi ola maikaʻi. I ka lā aʻe, manaʻo wau e like me kahi naʻaupō hoʻopunipuni naʻaupō, ka mea e manaʻo nei e ʻauʻau ana ʻo ia ke ʻeleu wale nei i ka lepo. E hana hou a māʻona maoli.
[Week 8] ʻO ka mea nui loa i haʻalele i ka PMO,ʻo ia ka mea e hoʻoikaika ai e lilo i koa, e hele i waho a hui me nā kaikamāhine. Ināʻoe e hoʻopaʻa nei i kēlā me kēia lā i ka porn, aʻo ka wahine maoliʻaʻole i kākau pū meʻoe, no ke aha i hoʻoikaika aiʻoe i ka honua e kamaʻilio me ia? He aha kāu e loaʻa ai? ʻAʻohe mea. He aha kāu e lilo ai? ʻO ka hiki paha ke hōʻole, ke hoʻohaʻahaʻaʻia, a me ka hōʻeha a me ka huhū iā ia.
Akā e noʻonoʻo ʻoe ua ʻike ʻoe i kahi wahine āu e makemake ai, a ua hāʻawi aku wau iā ʻoe i $ 1,000,000 e hele a e kamaʻilio pū me ia - e ʻōlelo i kekahi mea, ʻaʻohe mea nui. Inā ʻoe i manaʻoʻiʻo e uku wau, e loaʻa iā ʻoe ka koa e kamaʻilio pū me ia, ʻoiai inā manaʻo ʻoe e ʻakaʻaka paha ia iā ʻoe. He aha ka mea i loli? E pane pololei ʻo ia i ke ala like e hana ai ʻo ia me ka ʻole o kaʻu makana $ 1m - ʻo ia wale nō kahi hoʻouluulu āu.
[Nā lā he mau lā ma hope aku] Ua kūkuluʻoe i hale harem.
ʻIke ʻoe i kēlā mau ʻakaʻaka ʻepekema ʻepekema kahi e kūkulu ai kekahi mau ʻōpio ʻelua iā lākou iho i wahine wahine lopako i ko lākou hale lalo a aloha iā ia? Pēlā ʻo PMO, koe wale nō he kāne hoʻokahi ia, a ua kūkulu ʻo ia iā ia iho i wahine āpau o nā wahine wela ʻole. No laila ke hele aku kēia kanaka i waho o kona hale i lalo, i ka honua maʻamau, ʻaʻole hoihoi ʻo ia i nā wahine maʻamau āna i ʻike ai no ka mea he wahine wahine wela kona i ka home. Ke hoʻi nei iā lākou i ka manawa hiki ke hiki ke noʻonoʻo.
E like me kēlā mau keiki i ka pīʻani, ua hāʻule mākou i ke aloha i kēlā wahine. He mea maʻalahi kēlā. Manaʻo kou manaʻo he mea maoli ka harem a ke hana nei. Ke nohoʻoe i ka home, uaʻoliʻoli loaʻoe i nā kaikamāhine mele mai kou makuahine. Ke heleʻoe, ua hauʻoliʻoe e hoʻi i ka home.
Ponoʻoe e uha me ka wahine.
He paʻakikī kēia hana no ka mea pili ia i ka haki ʻana me kēlā HAREM. Pono ʻoe e ʻae i kou lolo ke ʻōlelo maikaʻi nei ʻoe i kēlā mau kaikamahine āpau, mai ʻike hou iā lākou. Kaua kou lolo iā ʻoe no 8 mau wiki pono, no ka mea makemake ʻo ia e mālama iā ia. E kaumaha ʻoe, huhū, luʻuluʻu, kaumaha, ʻoniʻoni e like me gehena, numb, null - e huki ia iā ʻoe ma loko o nā ʻano pōʻino ʻoi loa e hiki ai iā ʻoe ke hoʻi i kāu wahine, no ka mea aloha nui iā lākou. E nānā i kaʻu pakuhi naʻau - hoʻokau koʻu lolo iaʻu i loko o ka bullshit weliweli no 8 mau pule pololei.
Akā a laila, e like me ka wā e haki ai me kahi ipo wahine (ʻeā, ʻo ka ʻoiaʻiʻo like ia no ka mea like ia), ala ʻoe i hoʻokahi lā a ua hala ke kuni. ʻLelo ka lolo "OK. Loaʻa iaʻu. ʻūhū *. Manaʻo wau ua hala lākou āpau a ʻaʻole wau e ʻike hou iā lākou. * sniff *… ʻEā - nani kēlā wahine e kali ana i ka lālani ma ka panakō. Aloha pēpē! ” A ua hoʻōla ʻia ʻoe. Ua hoʻi ʻoe i ke ola maoli, a ʻaʻohe ou kilokilo, robotic harem ma ka home.
E māhele wau i kahi mea hoʻohilahila / hōʻoluʻolu akā he mea nui nō hoʻi. I hoʻokahi pule i hala iho nei, ua nui nā manaʻo nui o ka nalo ʻana - ʻike ʻoe i kēlā mau manaʻo i loaʻa ma hope o ka haki ʻana me kahi kaikamahine. Aia kahi mele e pāʻani mau ana i loko o koʻu poʻo, kēlā mea e hele nei 'ʻAʻole wau e nalo iā ʻoe i nā mea āpau - no nā mea a kaʻu mau hoaaloha e ʻōlelo ai'. Ua pāʻani wau ma YOUTube, a hoʻolohe aku iā ia ma nā pihi lohe. Ua uē wau no ʻelua mau hola pololei, e pāʻani mau ana ia mea, ʻoiai nā mea hoʻomanaʻo o nā kaikamahine aʻu i makemake ai i nā porn āpau aʻu i ʻike ai i nā makahiki - kaʻu mau kaikamahine punahele, nā mea aʻu i pili loa ai - ʻolokaʻa ʻia i koʻu poʻo. E aloha ana au iā lākou. Ua like ia me ka nānā ʻana i nā kiʻi o ʻoe me kāu ipo wahine ma hope o kona hū ʻana me ʻoe. No laila yeah, ua uē wau no ʻelua hola, ʻoi aku paha, ke hana nei i kēlā. Ma hope, ua ʻike wau i kahi ʻano nui o ka mālie, ka maluhia, ka pani ʻana. Ua hala maoli lākou.
I kēlā pō i loko o ka paʻa, loaʻa iaʻu nā helu 3, a hele aku i ka lā me kekahi kaikamahine aʻu i hālāwai ai i ka lā aʻe.
ʻO ka hopena, uaʻae kou lolo.
No laila ke nīnau ʻoe inā paʻakikī e hoʻomau i ka PMO i kēia mau lā. ʻAʻole - maʻalahi maoli ia. ʻIke koʻu lolo ua hala kēlā mau kaikamahine. Ua ʻae Ua haʻalele i ka hoʻāʻo ʻana e hoʻi iaʻu i kā lākou. Ua neʻe i mua. I kēia manawa i ka home, ʻike koʻu lolo ʻaʻohe mea moe kolohe ma laila. Ke hele wau i waho, ʻike koʻu lolo aia he mau wahine maikaʻi a puni e makemake paha lākou e kiʻi pū, akā ʻo ke ala wale nō e hana ai kekahi moe kolohe ʻo ia ka moekolohe me lākou, no ka mea ʻaʻole ʻo M i ka papa kuhikuhi, ʻaʻole hou koho.
Akā he 8 mau pule ka lōʻihi a hiki i kēlā manawa. I loko o kēia manawa e ʻuwā nei koʻu lolo i ka pepehi kanaka koko. A i kekahi manawa ua oki ka walaʻau ʻana, akā no laila ua maʻa wau me ka walaʻau ʻole, i hiki ai iā ia ke hoʻopūʻiwa iaʻu ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi ke hoʻomaka ʻo ia e walaʻau hou.
ʻO ia ke kumu i ʻōlelo ai wau e ʻokiʻoki i ke kīwī. Inā ʻoe ma ka home, a hele mai kahi wahine maikaʻi ma ke kīwī, ʻōlelo kou lolo “ʻEā! Aia kekahi kaikamahine mai kaʻu wahine! Manaʻo wau ʻaʻole i nalo kaʻu harem ma hope o nā mea āpau. Hummana-hummana-hummana. ” A hauʻoli hou ʻoe. Ua make ka home i nā wahine iā ʻoe. ʻAʻohe mea ma laila. ʻAʻohe nānā iki, ʻaʻohe helehelena, ʻaʻohe kino, ʻaʻohe mea. Honua ma waho: wahine. Kou home: luuluu e like me f * ck. ʻO ia wale nō ke ala e loaʻa ai i kou lolo ka leka e pono ai, ʻo ia ka harem. Ua hala.
[Nā lā he mau lā ma hope aku] Ke kau nei wau i koʻu naʻau ma kahi pālākiō 0-10: shitty loa ʻo 0, 10 weliweli loa. 8 ikaika loa. E noʻonoʻo ʻoe ke hoʻokele nei ʻoe i kahi BMW ma 80mph ma ke alaloa. Hiki iā ʻoe ke lohe i kāna ʻenekini e ʻoliʻoli hauʻoli ana me ka ikaika, holoholo, akā ʻike e hiki ke paomi maʻalahi iā 120mph inā makemake ia. ʻO 8/10 ke ʻano o kāu ʻenekini e like me kēlā ʻenekini - ikaika, hauʻoli, holoholo.
ʻAʻole i luʻu koʻu ʻano i lalo o 8 i nā lā 6 i hala iho nei. ʻO nā blues, nā doldrums, ka nele, ka hoʻowahāwahā - nā GONE āpau! He mea kupaianaha kēia iaʻu. ʻOiai ʻo ka heluhelu ʻana i nā hōʻike hou a nā poʻe ʻē aʻe, ua hopohopo wau ʻoiai ma hope o ka hoʻouka hou ʻana, e piʻi a kū i lalo ke ʻano, keu hoʻi i ka loaʻa ʻole o ka masturbation.
No ka maopopo, ʻaʻole wau e ʻōlelo nei ʻaʻole wau i ukiuki i kēia pule, a i ʻole huhū iki - ua loaʻa iaʻu. Akā he huhū maʻamau ia, e pane ana i nā mea āu e manaʻo ai e hoʻonāukiuki no kekahi. Aia kekahi mea nui, mana loli ʻole a me ka ikehu i loko o nā manawa hoʻonāukiuki. He mea kupaianaha ia iaʻu, aneane hiki ʻole ke hilinaʻi ʻia, e like me kaʻu maʻa mau i nā PMO i luna a i lalo (a ʻo ia hoʻi ka helu ma mua o ka hoʻomaka ʻana i kēia kaʻina hana). Akā aia ma laila. Kūlana maikaʻi loa.
[ʻO kāna kiʻi hoʻonā hope ma hope koke iho o kēia kūlana ma ke hoʻomaka o kēia post]
[Week 9] ʻO ka lā 57 o ka MO ʻole, ka lā 64 o ka P. ʻAʻole kūleʻa, nui, 'maʻamau' wahine, me condom.
mō'aukala: ʻAʻole wau i makemake i ka hoʻohana condom. ʻAʻole hele pinepine i ka moekolohe no ka mea e nalowale wau i ke kūkulu ʻana me ka noʻonoʻo e pili ana i ka lawe ʻana i hoʻokahi a hoʻohana. Ua lilo pinepine ke kūkulu ʻana i ka condom. Ua nalowale pinepine ke kūkulu ʻana i loko i loko.
I ka pō nei: Stiff 🙂 Noho maʻamau i ka hoʻokuʻuʻana i ka condom, e hoʻokomo i ka condom, i ka hoʻomakaʻana i ka wahine a me kaʻikeʻana he pono mākou i ka lubrication, ma o ka laweʻana i ka lubrication, e hoʻokomo i ka lubrication, me ka moekolohe. ʻO nā mea a pau me ka hoʻoikaika ponoʻole.ʻO koʻu kūkuluʻana heʻano kūlohelohe ia, a ua hoʻohuiʻia me ka hoʻololiʻana, a ua manaʻoʻia he maikaʻi,ʻo ia wale nō paha kaʻu iʻike ai e noho pū me aʻu ma o nā kāpena condom.
A manaʻo ʻia ka moekolohe e like me ka nui o ka moekolohe me ka condom ʻole. Manaʻo wau ma muli o ka hoʻonui o ka hoʻokele a hoʻonui i ka ʻike i laila. Nui koʻu hauʻoli e pili ana i ka moekolohe me kahi condom me ia, ʻaʻole ia i hana ʻia ma mua. ʻO ka moekolohe me ka ʻole o ka pale condom i mea hauʻoli noʻu e makemake ai e hana hou. Ua hina ka moekolohe me ka condom i ka ʻaoʻao ʻē aʻe o ka laina a ʻaʻole pono ia. Akā i kēia manawa e hauʻoli wau i ka hana hou ʻana i ka ʻike, i nā manawa he nui 🙂
ʻO Orgasm iho: ikaika loa a ʻoluʻolu hoʻi. ʻAʻohe o nā mea aʻu e hopohopo ai i hiki. Ua hiki iaʻu ke kāpae i ka hele ʻana mai no kahi lōʻihi lōʻihi lōʻihi. I ka ʻoiaʻiʻo, ʻaʻole wau i noʻonoʻo e pili ana iā ia, me he mea lā he maʻamau, pilina moekolohe olakino. I koʻu hiki ʻana mai, ʻaʻole pahū koʻu poʻo a ʻaʻole wau i wāwahi i nā kīʻaha koko ma nā wahi āpau a ʻaʻole wau i kani i lalo o '8 WEEKS FUCKING !!' i loko o kona pepeiao e like me kaʻu i manaʻo ai. I ka ʻoiaʻiʻo, nani wale ia, pili, pili wahine ʻoluʻolu loa
E nā kānaka, pili ma kēia. ʻO ka pahuhopu āu e ʻimi nei he mea maoli a kupaianaha nō ia. Hōʻoiaʻiʻo wau he 100% ke kumu o ka hana a ʻaʻole e hoʻohoka. E ʻae iā ʻoe iho e manaʻo he pono kēia wahi ma o 3,6 a hiki i 12 mau mahina o ke kaumaha a me ka bullshit, no ka mea. ʻAʻole lōʻihi ia iā ʻoe. He 2-3 mau mahina paha ka lōʻihi. Akā inā i hala hoʻokahi makahiki, gehena 5 mau makahiki, e waiwai nō ia. Laki maikaʻi, e nā hoa koa moa 🙂
[Nā lā ma hope iho nei] ʻO ka loaʻa maoli ʻana o ka moekolohe a me ka loaʻa ʻana o nā manawa hou aʻe ma ke ala ua ʻoki loa, malia paha ua hoʻopau ʻia ka ukiuki. Akā hoʻi, ke manaʻo nei wau ua hoʻomaʻa koʻu lolo, ua hoʻololi i kāna mau mea i manaʻo ai. ʻO kahi o ke kumu e hoʻonāukiuki ai ʻoe ma hope o ka PMO ua hoʻohana ʻia ka lolo i kaʻai nui o 'sex' (OK, ke wanking nei i ka porn), no laila ke manaʻo nei ʻo ka pae o ka hoʻonāukiuki a me ka moekolohe ka maʻamau. Ma hope o kona hoʻolei i kona huhū no kekahi manawa, hāʻawi ia a hoʻololi i ka nui hou o ka moekolohe i kou ola, ʻo ia hoʻi, i kekahi manawa i kekahi manawa.
ʻAe, puhi wau i kekahi manawa kūpono ma o ka hopohopo no ka mea ʻaʻole wau i maʻa i ka loaʻa ʻana o kēlā ʻiʻini nui. ʻAneʻane hiki ʻole iaʻu ke kāohi iaʻu iho i ka hoʻāʻo ʻana e honi i nā kaikamahine aʻu e kamaʻilio pū nei, akā e aʻo ʻoe e kaohi, a mahalo hoʻi i ka hoʻokele keu.
I ka hōʻuluʻulu - loli kou ola no ka mea ua hoʻoulu ʻia ʻoe e hui hou me nā kaikamahine, PLUS ua loli kou lolo i ke alapine haʻahaʻa o ka hana moekolohe ma hope o kekahi manawa, PLUS hoʻololi ʻoe i kāu hana kaiaulu e noʻonoʻo ai i ka makemake nui i ka moekolohe āu e manaʻo nei, no laila ʻo ʻoe hele mai a ʻoluʻolu hoʻi. He hana ia, ie, lōʻihi ka manawa, akā hilinaʻi iaʻu, TOTALLY worth it.
[Ma hope o ka hopena,ʻelua mau pule ma hope aku) Ke huhū nei wau i ka nānāʻana i kaʻuʻoihana pono'ī, akā i ka manawa like, makemake wau e loaʻa i koʻu mau kaikunāne ka hōʻike pono e hiki iaʻu ke hāʻawi aku penei:'Ahinei, ka wahine me kahi kaikamahine. Hoʻokahi me ka condom.
I kēia lā, moekolohe me kekahi kaikamahine ʻē aʻe. ʻElua mau manawa, me kahi condom, ma kahi o 30 mau minuke ke kaʻawale (40 wau, poʻe). Pēlā e ʻōlelo paʻa nei, me 2 condom. Maikaʻi a paʻakikī hoʻi nā kūkulu ʻana a pau, mālama ʻia me ka pilikia ʻole, kau ʻia ka condom i ka piha o ke kaikamahine (hoʻohana mau ʻia he wahi weliweli naʻu), ʻoiai ke lawe nei i koʻu manawa i ka waiho ʻana i ka manawa i kau ʻia ai ka condom (maʻa mau wau. e komo i ka wā e hiki ai ke lana ka manaʻo e hoʻi hou i ke kūkulu hae wikiwiki ʻana.
He mea kupaianaha kēia. A ola maoli wau.
Oh, a hauʻoli maoli ka wahine. Hiki iaʻu ke hoʻohana hauʻoli i nā condoms no koʻu koena o koʻu ola. Ua like ia me he wahine lā me ka ʻole o kekahi. Manaʻo wau he ʻoi aku koʻu ʻike i kaʻu moa i kēia manawa ʻaʻole wau e ʻūlū paʻa a hoʻopaʻa iā ia i kēlā me kēia ahiahi.
No ka poʻe e nīnau ana e pili ana iā ED: Manaʻo wau he ED ma mua koʻu. ʻO ia, ua ʻike wau e loaʻa wau iā ED, keu hoʻi inā ʻike wau e pono wau e hoʻohana i kahi condom, no laila ʻaʻole wau e hele i ka moekolohe, ʻoiaʻiʻo ʻaʻole wau e alualu i kahi kaikamahine. I ʻelua mau mahina i hala aku nei, eia naʻe, ua moe wau i kahi moe me kahi kaikamahine wela a ʻaʻohe kūkulu, kahi aʻu i ʻike e hoʻohaʻahaʻa nei. ʻO ia ka manawa i loaʻa iaʻu ke ala ma aneʻi. He moʻolelo pōkole - ʻae, inā paha he nui ʻo ED inā ʻaʻole wau i hōʻalo i ka moekolohe ma o ka makaʻu iā ia.
Mahalo nui i nā mea a pau i haʻi i kā lākou moʻolelo / manaʻo /ʻike!
ʻO ka'ōpili ke ala.
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