ʻO Damn kēia huakaʻi nui loa. Ua hala wau i kēlā me kēia lā. I ka wā i maʻa mau wau i kēlā me kēia lā ua noʻonoʻo wau ... hahahah nofap lapuwale a lapuwale a ʻaʻohe mea ʻē aʻe he 'ʻaʻa'. Ua loaʻa iaʻu kēlā noʻonoʻo ma ke ʻano he fapper i kēlā me kēia lā. Ua hewa wau.
Ua hoʻomaka wau nofap no ka mea ʻoiaʻiʻo ke hele wau i ka paʻi ʻana i kēlā me kēia lā luhi wau i ia. Aia wau i waenakonu o ke kuʻi ʻana a kū wale no ka mea luhi, ʻano paʻakikī e wehewehe. Ua hoʻomaka maoli wau nofap no ka mea ua hālāwai wau me kahi kaikamahine a pili maikaʻi loa mākou a ʻike wau he nui hou aku i nā wahine a laila ka moekolohe ʻana me lākou. Hiki iā ʻoe ke hoʻohui maoli i nā wahine, a ke hana ʻoe he manaʻo maikaʻi loa ia e loaʻa. ʻO kēlā manaʻo i loaʻa iaʻu mai ka pili maoli ʻana me kahi kaikamahine i alakaʻi iaʻu i nofap. Ua ʻike wau e hoʻomaikaʻi wau iaʻu iho. ʻAʻole wau i pili maoli me kahi kaikamahine ma mua o kēia '.
Ua hopohopo nui wau i ka wā ʻaʻole wau i nofap. ʻAʻole maopopo iaʻu ke kumu o kēia. ʻAʻole hiki iaʻu ke kamaʻilio pū me kekahi kanaka a i ʻole e hele wau i waho i loko o koʻu poʻo e hoʻonāukiuki iaʻu a kāwili paha i kaʻu mau ʻōlelo. ʻĀ, ua lana koʻu manaʻo i nofap a ua loli nā mea āpau. ʻAʻohe oʻu hopohopo kaiāulu a kupaianaha nō ia. Ua hele au i loko o nofap me ka manaʻo ʻole i ka nui; akā eia wau a manaʻo wau e like me ke kanaka hou. Nofap kekahi mea e hoʻonui iā ʻoe i ka huahana a hāʻawi iā ʻoe i ka ikehu e haʻalele i kāu hoki no ka ʻoiaʻiʻo. ʻAʻole wau e ʻōlelo e hoʻonāukiuki ka wahine iā ʻoe, akā hoʻonāukiuki ʻia lākou e ʻoe i kekahi ʻano. Ua nānā nui nā kaikamahine iaʻu i nā manawa he nui, a ua ʻoi aku ka nui o ka launa pū ʻana me nā kaikamahine a laila ʻaʻole koʻu manawa holoʻokoʻa ma nofap. He hoʻomākeʻaka i ka hana ʻana.
Ua kamaʻilio nui paha wau e pili ana i nā kaikamahine i kēia kūlana. Akā ʻaʻole pili ka nofap i ka moe ʻana, a i ʻole ke kiʻi ʻana i ipo wahine; iaʻu ma ka liʻiliʻi. E pili ana i ka hoʻomaikaʻi ʻana iā ʻoe iho. ʻO ka mea aʻu e ʻike nei i ka nui o nā dudes ʻike wau i ka hoʻokō mau ʻana i nā kaikamahine, e hoʻāʻo nei e kiʻi i kā lākou mea e like ai. ʻOiaʻiʻo ʻaʻole wau like me kēlā. Ua aʻo wau e nānā iā ʻoe iho a ma hope e hiki mai lākou. "Inā alualu ʻoe, e holo". E hele lākou i ou lā. E lilo i mea nui o ke kanaka e hiki mai lākou iā ʻoe. E hooikaika no ka mea.
A hiki i nā koi e hele. ʻIke wau i ka nui o ka poʻe i loaʻa i kēlā. ʻAʻole ʻoe e manaʻoʻiʻo iaʻu i kēia, akā ʻaʻohe aʻu koi i kēia kaha. ʻAe. Ua aʻo wau inā ʻaʻole ʻoe e nānā i nā wahine a moeʻuhane paha e pili ana iā lākou e loaʻa iā ʻoe nā koi liʻiliʻi. Mai nānā i nā wahine ʻoiai ʻoe e hele ana i ke alanui, mai haka pono. Pākuʻi ʻia nā mea e like me kēlā. I kēia manawa e hoʻolohe i kēia, inā ʻoe e nānā i nā wahine, inā ʻoe e nānā i nā wahine / fantasize e pili ana iā lākou i kēlā me kēia lā ke noʻonoʻo ʻoe no ke aha ʻoe e koi nui ai? E ʻoki i kēlā ʻāpana a kahaha ʻoe i kou hele ʻana i kēia kaha.
ʻO kāna 2am i kēia manawa ke nānā wau i kēia ma muli o ka noi ʻana i kahi mea ʻaʻole maopopo.
E noho ikaika i kēlā me kēia!
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