ʻO kēia ka lā 65. ʻO nā lā i hala iho nei (mai ka lā 55) ua loli nā mea āpau. ʻAʻole wau makemake hou e nānā i ka porn a masturbate hou paha. ʻAʻole wau makemake hou a ʻaʻole wau e hana i kēlā. ʻO ia koʻu manaʻo paʻa loa ʻaʻole loa wau e hana. Mahalo e ke kaiāulu Reddit. Mahalo iā ʻoukou i ka poʻe a pau i paipai iaʻu ma aneʻi. ʻAʻole wau i kau i ka nui akā lurk wau ma ʻō a ma ʻō (͡ ° ͜ʖ ͡ °) .
Ua hoʻohui a pau a ua ʻāpana o ka papa kuhikuhi o kaʻu kūleʻa. Mahalo iā ʻoe i nā vids maikaʻi YouTube (e hana wau i kahi papa inoa a kaʻana koke aku). Mahalo kūikawā i kuʻu puʻupuʻu, no ka mea ua hōʻeuʻeu ʻo ia iaʻu e hoʻomaopopo pehea ka "shit" a me "hoihoi ʻole" ʻo wau i koi iaʻu e makemake e hoʻololi a hoʻomaikaʻi iaʻu iho a me koʻu ola.
ʻO nā mahina 2 i hala aku nei i hana ai wau nofap ʻo ia nā mahina ʻoi loa i loaʻa iaʻu ma hope e like me 5 mau makahiki. Eia kekahi, mahalo wau iaʻu no ka hoʻomanawanui ma waena o nā lā 50 i paʻakikī afff (ʻaʻohe hoʻopaʻi ʻia) no ka mea ua like kēlā mau lā me he rockbottom a manaʻo wau he suicidal me he shit. Pono wau e kau ma nā manaʻo maikaʻi āpau e pili ana i kēia huli ʻana he mea maikaʻi. Ua hana. ʻO ka mea hope loa, mahalo i ke Akua no ke alakaʻi ʻana iaʻu.
ʻAʻole loa au i ʻoliʻoli. Ua loli koʻu ola.
ʻIke wau hiki paha i ka nofap i hoʻololi i koʻu ola a loaʻa maoli nō.
Naʻu ka manaʻo. Na moe wau. Ua hana au.
Ua hala ʻiʻo nō naʻu.
Ua paʻi wau i kēia kuhi. ʻAʻole pono wau e kiʻi i ka lā 90 a i ka lā 900 e hōʻoia ai. 100% ʻoiaʻiʻo wau me aʻu iho.
ʻO nā lā i hala aku nei ua lilo paha ia i mau lā maikaʻi loa o koʻu ola. ʻO wau ke hele nei i nā goosebumps e kākau nei i kēia.
ʻAʻohe oʻu koi hou i kēlā me kēia mea e hoʻi hou i kēlā me kēia mea. I ka wā i loaʻa iaʻu kahi lā shitty, ua hana wau iā wau iho i ka "hauʻoli" a me ka de-stress. ʻAʻole wau kēlā kanaka. He alo au he alo i mua o koʻu mauʻaʻa. ʻO ke ala like aʻu i hana ai i nofap.
ʻAʻole i nānā i hope.
E ʻike iā ʻoe ma luna!
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