Demimon: Hoʻopiʻiʻaʻoleʻo kouʻenemi.
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E hōʻoluʻolu i kāu mau lepe a e hoʻopau iaʻu. Hiki i ka paʻi ʻana ke lilo i ʻano luku loa a hiki ke ʻai lohi i nā mea āpau āu e makemake ai e pili ana iā ʻoe iho, e kuha ana i kahi ʻāpana i ʻeli hapa ʻia o ka mea āu i maʻa ai. Akā ke kuʻi ʻoe i kou ala i waho o ka pōhaku, hoʻomaka ʻoe e ʻike ... aia kekahi mea ʻē aʻe ma laila?
ʻO ka huli ʻana ʻaʻole ʻo kāu pilikia wale nō ia, huli ʻo ka hapa nui o kāu shit ʻaʻole ia e pili pili me ka paʻi ʻana. E noʻonoʻo e pili ana iā ia no kekona, he aha ka hana ke paʻi ʻoe i kāu ʻiʻo? ʻĀ, hoʻonāukiuki nui ʻoe i kahi piʻi o dopamine i marinades i kou lolo i ka "wai maikaʻi maikaʻi" (mai hoʻopili me aʻu i kēia, ʻo ka wai maikaʻi maikaʻi he huaʻepekema ia). I nā koʻikoʻi āpau a pau, ʻōlelo nui kahi hormonone uku "Hey dude, maikaʻi kāu hana ma laila. Hana maikaʻi ʻoe. ”
He paʻakikī i kou lolo ke hoʻokaʻawale i waena o KA MEA e ʻoluʻolu ai. Hoʻopili wale ʻoe i nā mea hope loa āu i hana ai me ka hoʻokuʻu o ka dopamine ma ke kumu o kou ʻoluʻolu. E lilo i mea paʻakikī ke pili ʻia kāu uku me kahi ʻāpana primal o kou lolo. Manaʻo maoli kou lolo ua hala ʻoe i kāu mau gen i ka hanauna e hiki mai ana, ʻoiai ka ʻoiaʻiʻo ʻo ʻoe i loko o ka hale haʻahaʻa o kou makuahine e ʻānai nei i kāu ʻeke.
No laila, eia ʻoe, ke hāʻule nei kou ola (i kekahi kekelē a i ʻole ʻē aʻe), a e noho wale ana ʻoe ma kāu pākaukau me nā ʻano kikoʻī o nā kiko i hoʻomaʻemaʻe ʻia e like me kahi hoʻonohonoho ʻaina ʻaina ʻaina goddamn. Hana maikaʻi ʻole ka papa hana? ʻAʻohe pilikia, fap fap. Lilo i kou mau hoaaloha? ʻO nā mea maikaʻi āpau, e hōʻike i kāu dong. Loaʻa ke kaupaona? Māmā, hoʻowalewale i kāu nahesa. Loaʻa iā ʻoe ke kiʻi…
ʻO ke kumu o ka luku nui loa ʻana no ka mea he maʻalahi ia i ka loli ʻana mai ka shit maoli e pono e hana ʻia i kou ola.
He aha ka nofap e hoʻokau aku ai iā ʻoe mai kāu dopamine-haze. Maʻemaʻe maoli kou lolo no hoʻokahi manawa, hiki iā ʻoe ke ʻike i ke ʻano o ka huikau o kou ola. A koho, he mea weliweli ia. Loaʻa iaʻu, akā mai nānā i kahi mamao. Pono ʻoe e hana me kēia ʻōpala i ka hopena.
Ma hea ʻoe e hoʻomaka ai? E ʻōlelo wau pili ia iā ʻoe. Koho i kekahi mea, koho i kekahi mea, ke holo pono ʻoe i ke ala kūpono. A inā ʻaʻole maikaʻi ʻole kou ola, a laila hoʻomaikaʻi. Heʻuʻuku kāu hana.
Ma kahi liʻiliʻi, hele kahi kanaka i kahi lōʻihi.
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