Progress reports during long reboots

More and more young guys, who started early on Internet porn, are needing much longer to regain normal sexual functioning and remission of symptoms.


126 days – Had sex last weekend. Felt pretty good, but got a major chaser over the next few days. Like crazy hard. Sex felt really nice. I felt pretty close with my girl. I still know that my libido isn’t quite there yet. It’s off and on, but sometimes, it’s just blah. I’m thinking my process is just going to take longer than most. Moods are stabilizing, but not quite fully stabilized.


77 days – Alright, just about 3 days ago I posted my success story in this forum, after my sexual experience I didn’t have any chaser effect and erections are still improving.

Certainly I need to be patient, but the problem is that my libido is still swinging (sometimes is high but sometimes is nearly unexistent), I have sometimes still anxiety (Homosexual fears) and depression.

I know that during my reboot I developed a HUGE amount of stress and I’m just realizing now that this nightmare is ending, but withdrawals are very strong and especially anxiety is so unmanageable, my therapist is sure that this isn’t HOCD (just because it’s not a constant thing), but everytime I feel tired or anxious this awful sensation goes up.