I’m slowly moving away from this subreddit and technology in general and focusing more on real life. Heh I just finished playing board games with my parents for a few hours, and that never happens because most teens cant get their heads out of their darn phones, and I used to be one of them.
I’m slowly becoming my true self. I’m more confident, I talk more, even to the pretty girls I would have hid from had I not joined NoFap. I work harder, I have a more positive outlook on life. I even started to do more exercise and focus on my chest and core, because every girl is obsessed with abs in my school. Despite this, I do it for myself, not for the girls. I even talk to the girl I love on a regular basis and I’m pretty chill about it. I walk with my shoulders back and my head up. This shit works. I haven’t watched porn in 77 days and honestly its a thing of the past for me. I no longer compare girls to porn stars, I just notice their beauty and occasionally compliment them on it as well, which I would have never done previously. I feel brilliant. My friends although deeply entranced in PMO, notice my change. I’m trying to help them too.
Also, I can make eye contact more often with girls, It doesnt even scare me in the slightest. I look in the mirror and accept what I see, and aim to work on it, to make myself a better person, which NoFap is doing already.
Finally, I apologize for rambling a bit but I felt like I should post something and clear my head a bit. I have yet to have a wet dream or a flatline, which I think is a little irregular. Has any body else had a similar experience?
LINK – 14 years old, Day 45.