Since few months I’m trying NoFap, and I’m in a 10 days streak. Since on month I’m doing exercice and, as a result, I’m feeling prouder of myself. I moved from Paris to Milano. I’m currently in a totally new highschool.
Yesterday I went to the library of my school, and there were two girls. I knew that one of these girls was from Paris. So I thought “Lets do this shit” and I spoke with them.
IT WAS AWESOME! We spoke 1h20, we laughed and the time passed so rapidly. Even with guys I can’t speak 1h without interrupting. Finally I took the courage to ask their first name, one of them really seems to enjoy speaking with me.
I decided to stop porn because I felt like shit. I just had braces, my body looked weak, my skin was terrible… I wasn’t alive. I’m 17, I was used to porn since 12 yo. I was the kind of guy saying proudly “there is no problems with porn! It’s natural!” Oh I was wrong.
There is so many benefits. First of all, I smile much more. I’m really willing to improve my quality of life, so I stoped using Twitter and I’m doing running! I wasn’t even able to run 5 min, now I can do 30 min easily. I’ve the feeling that girls look at me much more, but I’m not sure. More importantly, I’ve now a don’t give a fuck mentality. It helped me so much, that’s the trick that helped yesterday.
Now I love myself, and the person I became.