Since abstaining from masturbation and pornography I have been able to…
- Ask the girl I love to marry me, she said yes!
- Workout regularly since starting, body fat reduced to 10%, muscle mass tremendously increased!
- Ace an interview and gain an incredible technology job!
- Wake-up every morning at 5am, meditate and workout!
- Destroy my pornography and masturbation addiction to the point where I don’t even think about it anymore!
- Read countless books and taken up many hobbies!
- Appreciate life much more!
It’s been an incredible journey. I feel like a new man. Thank you so much for all the love and support.
INITIAL POST – 18 Year Old, I Will Rebuild Myself.
My name is Jack and I am 18 years of age. I have always been organised, clean and respectable. I come from a christian family who value traditions. Unfortunately, I suffer from a quite severe pornography/masturbation addiction which started from the age of 12 or so; I can’t remember which makes things even worse.
What is my point?
I joined Reddit today to make a change in my life. I am 18 years old, I feel like I have a long way to go and want to enjoy a healthy and happy life. My addiction to pornography is quite bad, I have to watch Pornography every night on my iPad just to sleep. For the past 2-3 years, I have watched Pornography every night and on the weekends in the mornings. It puts massive emotional strain on my mind, all I want to do is to lead a happy life. I personally hate pornography, I used to see it as a cool or exciting thing. Now, and for the past couple of years I have come to recognize it is a disgusting and degenerate thing.
I also masturbate, a lot.
It does not control me to the point of obsession, I masturbate every night however to “let my load go” as it were and to relax. It does however control my dreams. Constantly I fantasize about having sex with almost every woman I meet on a daily basis. I must have created ways in my mind I would have sex with all my female friends. It’s that serious. Starting from today, I want to eliminate not only my pornography addiction, but also my masturbation habits.
I hope you guys can understand.
Thank You for being here.