Today I finally reached 90 fap-free and porn-free days after I had relapsed hundreds of times during my 2 year struggle against my addiction which began in June 2015 when I firstly discovered NoFap.
It was literally the hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life, during those 2 years I quit smoking, started working out, started reading books and even joined the armed forces of my country. NONE of them was as hard as my 2 year battle against pornography and masturbation, not even my current military service (in which I’m getting my ass kicked on a daily basis).
I used to be extremely addicted to PMO and used to masturbate 5 times a day, it took me a whole 2 years to reach 90 days without PMO and I’m proud of myself I finally made it.
But I must say it didn’t make much difference to me, I didn’t feel like I gained any “superpowers” during this journey, I feel absolutely the same way I did before NoFap and I’m okay with that, because I had set myself a goal 2 years ago which I had been fighting for and I finally made it after a difficult 2 year struggle.
I’m 18 years old, I started NoFap when I was 16, I was very lonely, I’ve never had a girlfriend and I have very poor social skills so it made me masturbate very
occasionally and eventually I ended up masturbating 5 times a day. I discovered NoFap while browsing some community forum and read that it increases energy, concentration and self confidence, I liked the idea and decided to try it, when I realized I couldn’t make it past 5-7 days I understood I was addicted and there my struggle began.
Today I finally made it after 2 years though I didn’t feel any confidence or energy boost during my journey. I felt it only in the first 4-5 days and then it returned back to normal.
Also, my diet is very healthy and I rarely eat junk, and also I’ve been working out for 1.5 years.