A little backstory: I’m an 18yr senior in high school and I don’t really have a huge problem with porn but I did start early like others. Exposed to it around 5th or 6th grade and it was bad but never terrible throughout middle school and high school.
I’ve had success with girls in the past but never been able to commit to a relationship. It always scared me I don’t know why.
Towards the end of last year I decided enough was enough. I was only PMO’ing once a week usually on the weekend so the porn was easy to drop and I’ve been free of porn since late December. The MO on the other hand took a little while longer since it was a weekly habit that I was so used to but I got it under control and it’s been almost four weeks since.
Now for the good part. I’ve always been kind of close with this girl and we’ve both liked each other before but it’s always been bad timing and we’ve never gotten serious. Before the year ended we had been getting closer and I found out from one of her friends that she liked me again. Surprise! I liked her too. I thought: “perfect maybe this can finally happen” we had been hanging out for a while and decided to try to have a relationship shortly after New Years.
Ever since then it’s been going great and I feel like I definitely have a different outlook on women now.
So today we were hanging out and it got hot and heavy pretty quick and it happened. Definitely a big moment for me. Glad I got it over with and an added bonus: she said she was surprised how long I lasted for my first time. 😉
I just want everyone out there to know that it is possible and you can do it. I didn’t really talk about other “superpowers” but I have experienced them firsthand and they are great. Stay strong everyone!