70 days in. It feels a lot longer than it sounds. Probably because of all these crazy changes that have happened in my life. I’m 19 and had been fapping every day since I was 10/11. 69 days ago I finally lost my virginity and realised that fapping might not actually be good for you.
So I began my journey.
The first week was weird. I was in an awful mood with little energy all of the time. I would constantly think about porn and it took a lot of self control not to go to my “favourites” bar.
My second week was when I started to notice some changes. I felt happy more and had this easy going confidence which resulted in finally hooking up with girls on nights out with my friends. (Doesn’t sound like a big deal but it was such a big confidence boost.) Ok.
Week 3 is where things really started to change. There was a party at my work and I ended up having sex with this girl I liked for a while. Normally it wouldn’t have been a good idea but I only had one week left to work there. This week was potentially the biggest change in my life to date. I could speak to people without being awkward or shy. EYE CONTACT was now a thing that I could do. I was able to talk in groups of people without my voice being drowned out by everyone else. Since then life has just improved so much.
Every week I discover new things about myself. I actually enjoy socialising with friends family and strangers. I’ve had regular sex with an array of different girls. (The best part :D) At this point you couldn’t pay me £10,000 to go back to fapping – it’s made that much of a difference in my life.
IF anyone actually reads this I hope you find some motivation from it. My life before this wasn’t worth living!
Live you’re FULL POTENTIAL. I guarantee that if you make the change your life will improve. (100% guarantee) 😉
‘Difficulties in your life don’t come to destroy you, but to help you realise your hidden potential’