I started masturbating at around 9-10 years old without realising really what it was but I knew it was sensational, similarly I also moved onto high speed internet porn from 12-17 years old and around 15-17 used to edge for 30 mins – 1 hr to increase the orgasms.
Later got a girlfriend and unusually had no problems getting blowjobs. However, first time we tried to have sex I had absolutely no desire for it at all and my dick was limper and smaller than even normally, so my research began but I couldn’t find anything about PIED.
So I all brought it down to stress, performance anxiety and overall mentality. We were still trying to have sex and I was still PMO’ing without knowing the harm. I would get about 3 blowjobs a day and still masturbate 2-3 times more to porn DAILY.
Then one day we went on a New Years camping trip which forced me to go without PMO for a couple of days, and after a few drinks I was feeling ‘normal’ and we had successful sex multiple times over those days. But when back home I still had trouble occasionally staying erect and putting on condoms etc.
Then once we broke up (toxic relationship) I was excited to have sex with another girl and brought one home, to my surprise I was again limp even though i was having consistent successful sex with previous gf. This was last year february and was when my friend introduced me to [no] PMO.
Ever since then I’ve been much better, not attracted to porn anymore, easy boners when kissing/ touching girls, no more PIED as long as I dont PMO for at least 1-2 weeks. Still on the road to recovery but definitely million times better
I’m 19. My attractions heavily changed from porn and masturbating to actual feel
Can feel myself coming out of a month long flatline, dicks been rock solid pretty much all day and have intense urges to fuck but none to jack off, thinking about sex feels like how I first thought of it before PMO, seems so natural and real and wonderful