Can’t believe I made it. This is maybe my 10th attempt over the past year and I actually don’t even think about it anymore.
Had to come here to remember even what day I’m on! Luckily for me I didn’t have internet for the difficult weeks (was moving to a new place downtown) but have started filling my time with working more or school stuff or making music or literally anything to keep myself entertained.
I really do feel better about myself, and I think that’s all I was looking for when I started this journey. By no means was this hard-mode, but I only found myself indulging in sex maybe 4 or 5 times over the 88 so I’d say 90% hard mode overall. 88 days and don’t see myself relapsing.
I’m 23. Other benefits other than feeling better about myself is that I feel noticed and interesting to the women in my life. Even got asked out once or twice.
And I’m not quitting! just finally almost made it to 90 days as opposed to relapsing after 20.
KEEP GOING GUYS YOU WILL BE BETTER PEOPLE FOR IT I PROMISE. YOU HAVE MY SUPPORT