Age 23 – I feel powerful and in control

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-Increased: Confidence, self-assurance, discipline, will power, energy; decreased: fatigue, self-loathing, laziness

-Bc i felt like fapping had control over me instead of the other way around. Like i couldnt help myself, i fapped compulsively. And i think porn is sick and makes the mind and the soul sick, and fapping always inevitably leads to watching porn.

-Wow.. many many years.. first started regularly watching porn i think when i was 11 years old? So maybe 12 years total then?

-Indeed, nofap for me is a way to stay away from porn. I dont think masturbating in itself is a bad habit, though I prefer to stay away from it because I find it addicting, and i think the frequency with which i tend to fap (when i do fap) affects my dopamine sensitivity and sexual sensitivity negatively. But the seriously toxic part of fapping is that it always leads to watching porn.

-23

My previous longest streak was 130 days without fapping. On day 131 I watched porn, edged, and came, breaking my streak.

Yesterday was my 131st day in a row without fapping. Today is day 132.

I haven’t looked at porn or edged or even come close to fapping in that time frame. This is a very strong streak. I feel powerful and in control.

Calm, steady.

This is going to be a very long streak. Maybe “the” streak. The streak that never ends. Maybe I’ll never fap again while I live.

LINK – New personal best: 131 days

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