Six months ago I had sex for the first time in my life and it was one of the worst things the ever happened. I’m 23 years old, been constantly (like really constantly) fapping for 10 years. Probably this was the main reason why I never really felt like I’m missing something. I never knew that porn and sex is different.
I’m very healthy and fit. I swim twice a week and lift weights 5 times a week.
This day I [first[ had sex, or tried to, I was happy making out, but not horny. I figured out that my dick isn’t going anywhere. Its just sitting there as if I’m watching a movie or chilling in a bar. I had all the bad feelings a man can ever get. I didn’t know why this is happening. This is the day I started reading about PIED on NoFap.
I made an excuse of being drunk, and next day I bought some pills. It went fine, my dick was up but I didn’t feel the euphoria I used to feel when I watched porn.. It took long time to come, specially with a condom. She liked it, but I didn’t. I knew that porn fucked me up, and I need to fix myself.
I don’t wanna write too many details, but I can say that I was totally cured in 4 months. I believe the reason why it took me too long is that I started from no erection at all to amazing ones, plus, I used to have sex with pills (which broke the no-pmo-fast-recovery way). The proof is that in the second month, she travelled for 25 days, and she surprised me by coming back, so I wasn’t prepared. I had some issues making it, but I actually managed to have sex. Also on the 4th month, she left for 3 weeks, and when she came back, we had amazing sex. That night, I almost cried afterwards. I was so happy. Like I felt like a man again.
During the last 3 months, I’ve been having constant great sex like any normal 23 should.
Quitting porn was the hardest and the best decision I ever took in my life.
I owe this community everything. No words can express my gratitude for all of you guys for sharing your experiences and knowledge. I used to come here every now and then just to keep myself motivated and I just realized that I didn’t say thank you!
Thank you guys. Thank you very much