Without realizing it until just now that today marks 90 days of complete abstinence from PMO and sex. Over this time I landed my highest paying and rewarding job thus far, connected much better with friends and family and have had a surplus of energy and vigor that I never realized was possible.
My mind has been altered from that of a child like young man into a determined, masculine 26 year old ready to make an impact at work and in my relationships with others. I noticed that not much phases me anymore.
My life long (so I thought) anxiety, depression and mental issues have seemingly dissipated and retreated from the roaring lion within. I have been on lexapro for the past 2 years and was able to taper off completely. More money is in my bank account because of my new found self control that has entired into all aspects of my life. I notice more respect from others because it seems as if they intuitively know that I respect myself.
Over all it has been a very rewarding experience and I will continue with it not as a challenge, but as a new way of living my life. If I lose it all, I know that no one can take away myself respect, self control and dignity.
LINK – Today is my 90 day mark!