It sure has been a lot of ups and downs, countless relapses, but I’ve always just tried and tried again. I feel a lot better and relaxed most of the time. I don’t have an overwhelming sense of anxiety a hold of me like I did during the PMO lifestyle.
Like I said, this is just a milestone, the first decent checkpoint. I plan on keeping my streak for the rest of my life. The urges have been tough and there were a handful of times I edged and looked at P, but I always ended up backing off. The urges do come at times, but I know how they act now so I usually know what I have to do not to succumb.
I started this journey due to an embarrassing case of PIED a couple of times and I found YBOP and I knew I had to do something about it. I can’t say that I’m fully healed yet because I know that I’m not. I’ve been PMOing for more than half of my life and I’m 27. A lot of sensitivity has returned, erections are stronger, and my member seems to be a tad bigger, but I know I still need at least 6 more months before I even try to have sex again. No big deal, I know it’ll fly by just as these last 3 months have.
A tip: Don’t watch porn or edge to it. Just use that frontal lobe of yours and go do something else when the urge hits. Don’t entertain the thought and fantasize, nothing good will come and you will feel worse after.
My voice has gotten a bit deeper over this streak and the times I did watch porn I noticed the next day my voice would be back to how it used to be. It would take about a week for it to get deeper again. IDK if it truly is the porn, but blaming the porn helps to stay away from it because I like how much fuller my voice is now.
Anyways, just wanted to get this out there and tell you all good luck. The journey never ends, it just ends up being a component of your life. Try not to sabotage it and soldier on!
P.S. Not to be a dick, but if you’re below a week streak, STFU about super powers. Just stop. Save it for when you hit a month or more and make a post then.