I have never told any of this to anyone before, except my AP [accountability partner], and it feels good. BTW my AP was not my wife due to the embarrassment I felt at first when I was going through this. It was by a stroke of luck that I found this page and the nofap community.
A little about me I am a 30 YO Male married for about 7 years. I have been PMO-ing since I was about 14/15. My sex life has never really been good, mostly hit or miss. If I was able to get an erection, I could not get fully erect or maintain an erection at all or make penetration. I can’t count the number of times that I was mentally ready to go… but downstairs felt differently.
After 60 days of monk mode while thinking and writing down my feelings, I had sex for the first time in years at full erection, if not ever. My wife and I actually almost had to stop because it was almost too big for comfort. I’m not trying to toot my own horn, but it was the mental motivation I needed to get over the troubles I was feeling about myself. This is the first time in my life that i have ever been able to have sex 2 times in 24 hours.
I feel like exercising again, I can focus at work, and I can have a conversation with people. I can see women without fantasizing them bent over a chair or some other recent porn scene. I feel like a man again or even just a part of society.
I was skeptical and doubted this “rebooting” process until about 30 days in when i started to get erections and morning wood again. Now I’m having the best sex of my life!
NoFap community – Thank you! As I said earlier it was by stroke of luck that I found this page. I had heard of reddit before i knew that concept of the site, but I was googling ED symptoms, sex issues, etc. I came across this subreddit. I read about every post, 101 documents, and about all of yourbrainonporn.com when I realized my problem.
Porn is a terrible, terrible, terrible thing and it almost unknowingly cost me my marriage. I don’t know how to say thank you for everyone else who has posted here before me.
I am not very good with words, so I am assuming i forgot something and I am open to answering questions to help others.