I have a really hard time now to motivate myself to continue this and stop with PMO for good. I really want to quit but it’s just like … ya who cares I know that it works (down there)
But i always have this shitty feeling afterwards after PMO ing which I don’t like ( all sort of negative thoughts about myself). Not at all the feeling I had with the women I just felt happy.
Sometimes I think I have a fear of continuing this cause I get so crazy aroused by just seeing a hot female and I don’t do anything I can barely even look at them yet I feel attraction, it’s like they have some power over me and after I masturbate I get back to the state where I don’t care. Does this make any sense?