Now I have two dates…this is new. Basically, things are better. Quit spanking it and go hit some weights at the gym.
I felt tempted to relapse tonight so I thought I’d recap what I’ve done since qutting porn and M to remind myself why I committed to this.
- I’ve lost 50 pounds of bodyfat while building strength at the same time.
- I joined a a crossfit gym and a boxing gym, made dozens of new friends.
- I nailed a job interview that I’ve wanted for years and was able to speak confidently and in control.
- I made peace with my mother and went country two stepping with her after years of fighting. Now actually enjoying seeing her and spending time with her.
- I stood up for myself where before I would cower away and let myself be pushed around.
- I stopped chasing girls and suddenly they are coming to me first and initiating conversations with me.